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Lucas Creek Feb 2018
Sometimes I like to pretend I'm drunk
In the middle of the night on the road
I like to pretend I'm a punk
As memories of my childhood flowed

Big child, small man, I am nothing of them
Of my own kingdom I am at the helm
It gets a tidy bit lonely from time to time
But wanting to be left alone is not a crime,
Is it ?

Is it ?

Starry nights underneath our blankets
Don't shine as your eyes used to
I'm always on my own little planets
And I never travel in my spaceship with you

I always want to be above
And always talk about the sky
It sicks you and it sicks me too as I get high
But anyway we still have love,
Do we ?

Do we ?

Life has been a dream since I've grown
It gives you the belief of so much more
That in the end like a paper plane you'll soar
But it's too weak against a stone

I have no control over anything
A spectator of my own life stream
Thanks to this game I learned one thing
That if you never dream
There is no nightmare

No nightmare

A bottle of gin, a bottle of wine
Whatever anyway, they're all water
I'm drowning inside, I've crossed the line
I hibernate in the middle of summer

Sometimes it's all too much
Things crash down and crumble and break
Through shaky fingers you say I'm a wreck
As I see me as such...

One day I will be
Eventually the perfect symbol of love
If l have to lose myself to finally solve
This mess that is my soul, that is me
I will never be ready for this
Even if it brings you a time of bliss
My salvation won't happen so don't wait for eternity
After all, what is my mysery ?
Before yours
Take those doors

But maybe
One day I will be

Eventually
191 · Feb 2018
Empty Spaces
Lucas Creek Feb 2018
It tastes like memories

Simple as childhood
Brisk as the mountain snow
It's for my thoughts a food
To kiss and to know

You

A young soul in the freezing cold wind
Just too ******* innocent
Wish I hadn't met this whirlwind
Just too ******* imminent

I can hear your heart through the static

I am like the ocean
And you are the moon
For me there is no direction
If it is noon

The sun came up blinding everything

Falling for the deathless
A short stab to the rib(p)
I thought it was painless
But now the stars sleep

The light is too bright, I am scared of it

If life ain't just a joke,
Then why are you dead ?
If life ain't just a joke
Then why am I dead ?

Darkness was much more easy on the eyes
Especially with a moon this size

There's no point in living
If there's no point in dying
Now what can I do ?
No bodies will care, especially you

Day is just the death of night
The moon blew up, there's too much light

There's too much empty spaces filled up
I forgot so many things I tear up

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