CK Orzen: Poems

10m

CK Orzen 10m

I feel it in my bones
When im all alone
It gives my grief a home
Unexpected and unknown

The sadness keeps you with me
Heart breaking to the third degree
I thought our end would mean we're free
But your memory grows like a tree

All through my mind
I was evil, when you were kind
Puts my feelings in quite the bind
Guilt is all I seem to find

When you lose someone you used to defend,
New regrets surface you can't comprehend.
Now put on a smile and try to pretend,
But don’t forget—you created the end.

Five years ago
My true colors showed
My reply to you was no
I told you you needed to go
You said we can still be friends right
I said its not fair to fill your thoughts at night
Your future deserves clear eye sight
It was just like you to let me win that fight

You asked for a hug goodbye
Under a star filled dark night sky
When I said I never loved you , I lied
I never expected so soon you'd die

As I write this i am married
As for you, you'll soon be buried
Your casket wont be the only thing carried
As my tortured thoughts are no longer parried

So long to a former beau
You've opened wounds That have no way to sew
I always thought my feelings for you were faux
I didnt realize youd bring me to an all time low

Your karma will do its work
As your memory it will lurke
Because when you dropped dead at work
We both know it was me that was the merk

C.K. Orzen

#tortured #guilt #memories #sadness

7h · 18

so the riddle goes...

CK Orzen 7h

so the riddle goes...

A man's heart paralysis,
Has only one catalyst—
When he gives his strong, beating heart
To a girl with a deadly dart.

She’ll push him away,
Leave him out like a stray.
She thought she was sparing him pain,
Hoping he'd love again one day.

Years go by—
He still can’t deny,
His mind stays haunted,
She’s all he ever wanted.

So the riddle now goes:
When a lover turns foe,
What drives the last nail in the coffin?
It’s the woman he was lost in.

Now here he lies,
In a room full of saddened sighs.
She walks through the parlor doors,
Tears crashing to the floor.

Aching at the last goodbye,
Knowing she caused this man to die.

C.K. Orzen

#haunted #goodbye #herfault

1d · 13

of her.

CK Orzen 1d

of her.

We all should live to be 109
38 years is just not enough time
His soul that was once a gold mine
Got tangled with wrong devine
Heat rate a faded flat line
Responsibility I take as mine

Now you'll be buried
Never to marry
This burden I'll carry
The void you leave is scarry

Im so sorry Sr
They'll all say it happened because of her.

C.K Orzen

#burried #sosorry #responsible

1d · 7

Murderer

CK Orzen 1d

Murderer

I chased you.
You ran from me.
I missed you.
You came back to me.
I loved you.
You loved me back.
I found my first home with you.
You moved in with me.

I started to fly.
You started to fall.
I resented you.
You wanted to marry me.
I turned your bad days worse.
You didn’t deserve that.
I wanted you gone.
You wanted me back.

I told you I never loved you.
You asked for another chance.
I brushed off your goodbye.
You turned around and died.

I thought I moved on from us.
But you come back to all my thoughts.
I didn’t mean to do this to you.
You didn’t know I was so bad for you.

I want to trade spots with you.
You should still be here.
I didn't know I was your torturer.
You didn’t know I’d be your murderer.

C.K. Orzen

Thank you for reading. I hope you CANT relate.

#murderer #dark #sadness #goodbye

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