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Bunhead17 Jun 2016
I hope that you love me for me.
I hope you can handle all my insecurities.
I hope you'll stand by me
Through the good & bad.
I hope you understand.... me
...............
Bunhead17 Jun 2016
I feel like my like my life is falling apart
.....
It feels like im losing control
Bunhead17 Jun 2016
I always thought it was everyone else
Who hated me
But its me...
Im the only one who hates me
Bunhead17 May 2016
Into the void I go
Nothing but darkness from head to toe
I'm cold...
I hear a whisper in the distance
It tells me to just let it go
So I do...
I see a light
So I smile thinking it's my way out
But I was wrong...
It was just another void colder than the one before
So into the void I go
With no hope and no soul*

I tried to find myself
in places that didn't exist...
My soul and heart are filled with void
I tried to find the missing piece
But I only ended up losing more
I just wanna find happiness
Within myself...
Always wondering
If there's a way out of this
....Getting high
Trying to fill this void
Realizing there's no way out
...living in hell on earth
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Bunhead17 May 2016
You're fading from my mind.
I want to have a relationship with you.
I want to truly forgive you
But I just can't...
Something is stopping me from doing so,
Maybe its you
Or maybe its me
...
I wish you'd open up to me.
I hope one day you see yourself
The way I see you
.......
I might not ever say this but... daddy, i love you so much ♡
  May 2016 Bunhead17
THE PRISMS
By AB , FA & SP


AB :
Living life on Roses to make a trip on the way to
Salvation,
I'm losing my head and my consciousness is
Shifting in and out of existence,
My mind is now gone,
I'm on my own,
On my lonesome,
It's the time of the month when my emotions
start to elevate,
What is there to love when it makes you put a
Gun to your head,
What is there to love when it rather abandons
You instead,
Making daily rounds for heartbreak,
I'm on round 16 and I'm still not turning over
In a grave,

FA:
Standiing tall...
Nothing is dragging me down
anymore.
No more insecurities  Learned how
to love myself Forgave my father and mother  
Apologized to everyone else.
Staying positive all the time And realizing
everything happens for a reason.
No longer blind,
I see the world differently.
........ I guess its true,
Demons have good in them too,

SP:
They put a gun to my head and said this was
the end But I laughed in their face and just
rose again  Because at that moment I realized
this where my life was meant to begin And all
the pain that coursed through my veins were
just meaningless distraction So allow me to just
detach these evil contraptions That were
created by the men who attempted to trap this
And by this I mean me  The beast that remains unseen  
Because he is living free in the land that
Was thought to be dream,
But no,
Positive energy is a real thing and it flows through
Me like something you wouldn't believe and with
That I end my meaningful rambling but before I
Go, allow me to reattach your sanity.
Wanderlust is here
Bunhead17 May 2016
I would take my life for you
You mean everything to me.
You're my ride or die.
We been through everything together.
We had our ups and downs,
Laughs and tears.
To say I didn't love you
Would be a lie,
Your like my sister.
I wouldn't know what do without you?...
You have got me through alot
I wouldn't still be alive if it wasn't for you
I love you so much, haylea. You are literally my everything. ♡
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