People always say that twins have a connection
I’m here to set rumors and say that they are true
When he hurts
I hurt the same
But only double the pain
Sometimes it feels like a bite
Most of the time it hurts like a knife

He wrote a poem about a dark abyss
I have this crazy feeling that the poem wasn’t his feelings
But mine
And that’s why he wrote it

He could feel my pain that hasn’t happened yet
The future is a crazy thing that the devil bets
You see sometimes it’s a pattern
Sometimes the pain occurs at the same time
But when it’s a pattern it hurts the worst
Like the crazy ****** worlds design

I can’t control it and one day I feel like I’ll give up
I hope he doesn’t feel what I’m feeling right now
Because I want to take my life
And tell it enough!

If I had to take our pain all the time so that he could always be happy
I would
But I don’t know how strong I am
I don’t know... I don’t know if my body could

The thoughts come in like an endless flow of ocean waves creeping into my thoughts
Almost a memory or a vivid dream as I awake from the night
Slowly, I fall further into the deep dark sea
A sea that knows no time or space
Emerging myself into the life of a wave that knows no pain, no sorrow, no heartache
Only a constant flow guided by a higher power
Out of its control
A wave that knows no distractions
It’s soul purpose written in the book of life
Can I, a mere human, with such a complex mind
Submit myself to such powerful forces ?
As the waves surrenders to the wind
Forever led astray
Deeper and deeper into the dark abyss that creeps back into my heart
No matter how hard I try
I can’t escape the death of nothingness

.
It
is
true,
you are
totally right.
I'm as dry as
a desert, I'm a dead
empty land. I used to be
a  jungle  when  the  clouds
where by my side, and now that
they are gone, my trees, my dreams
they dried and died. Because of this,
nothing grows inside of me, there is
only silence and despair. I can't feel
what  I  write,  I  barely  feel alive
I want to feel human again
Oh god, I really miss
the rain