I'm just a messed-up girl in a messed-up world,
Tryna get by, workin' hard in a
Messed-up job with a messed-up boss,
Prayin' for a raise, just beggin' "please,"
But all I hear is that same ol' "no."

I'm just a messed-up girl in a messed-up world,
Drinkin' my pain till it's all I know,
But it never takes the hurt away,
In this messed-up life, where I'm stuck on replay.

Cops got me clocked at a hundred and two,
Red and blue lights flashin' through,
Now I'm cuffed in the back, DUI,
And my bruised-up face tells no lies.

I'm just a messed-up girl in a messed-up world,
Doped on fire and gasoline,
Prayin' tomorrow might set me free,
But these walls close in endlessly.

Death's knockin', and I’m on my knees,
Beggin' through broken teeth,
"I don’t wanna be this messed-up girl,
Trapped in a messed-up swirl."

Give me a chance, give me a sign,
To follow a light that ain't so blind,
Get away from all the messed-up things,
That held me down and clipped my wings.

I was a messed-up girl in a messed-up world,
But now I fight to break the curse,
I’m a **** fine girl, in a **** fine place,
And I'll live my life, or at least I'll try.

A T.V Turns On

"- In other news, the former Owner of a booming business has recently disappeared under certain unusual circumstances, Kathy?"

"That's right John, Mr. Hart, Age 60, was presumably going home one night, but his wife, Ellen Hart, Age 59, says he never made it back home. Ellen had thought that maybe he went out drinking with a couple of his co-workers and simply forgot to call home and let her know. However, when he didn't return home at his usual time Ellen then called his cellphone, but when he failed to answer she then called the authorities. Arthur Hart, his son, Age 30, was called in by police after being listed as a Prime Suspect but stated that the last time he saw his father was when his father gave him the Hawaiian branch of the family business. Having moved out to Hawaii shortly after the promotion, Arthur says he found himself incredibly busy and hadn't found ample time to visit either of his parents, and several co-workers further verified him having never left Hawaii long enough - or at all - to potentially kidnap or **** his father. The list of Suspects however is surprisingly short, frustrating Authorities and confusing those close to Mr. Hart as to why he even has any. The Son is now set to inherit the whole business, worth just under 5 billion, making him one of the youngest billionaires to exist! Furthermore -"

A T.V Turns Off

A man rises up from a desk, where a name plaque sits innocently, oblivious and unaware of the fact that it can no longer do its job. The man turns towards it, smiles at the plaque, picks it up and - almost as if it was a chore - tosses it into wastebasket beside the desk. The man then turns back around and leaves the formerly busy office, turning towards a firmly and passcode locked door. The man unlocks the door, opens it, walks in, and shuts it firmly behind him. Walking over to the lone freezer sitting almost innocently in the middle of the room, the man smiles yet again as he opens it with an air of laziness, now grinning wide as he speaks to the blue lipped, wide eyed, gentleman inside -

- The plaque is still unaware as it is lifted up and placed back upon the desk, it seems to proudly display its engraved name as it shines in the light -

"Hello Father"

- Sr. Hart