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2am
Bianca Fontejon Jan 2015
2am
11pm is for those who can't sleep,
bloods filled with rush;
because of the sweet texts they just can't wait to read.

1am is for the poets who just can't stop,
can't stop the thoughts entering --
entering their mind one by one.

And 2am is for the broken.
The ones who can't stop thinking,
Thinking of what might've been,
What could've been.
Bianca Fontejon Mar 2015
Actions & Words.
Two things that should always go together,
But actions always speaks louder than words.

No matter how much one says something,
It is only believed by the actions that follow.
By what we can feel, by what we can see.

You know the truth by the way it feels,
No matter how much times you try to shake it off,
Or throw it off track.

I think this is why,
Why my mind never believed in what you said.
- Though my heart believed otherwise.

My eyes could clearly see,
Something my heart couldn't.
And yet, It still fell. Each and every time.
Bianca Fontejon Mar 2015
There is always a choice.
You can choose to love,
To hate, or to forgive.

You can choose who to trust,
Who to love, and to whose hands
you'll entrust your happiness with.

-- That's what they tell you.

But really, there's none.
As much as you want to believe them,
There's no way to tell.

No matter how much they say that they'll never do this or that,
That they have your back,
That they'll never leave.

There is never an assurance.
Don't get caught up with all the ******* that they've been feeding you,
Or to the new things they've brought to you.

Because no matter how happy
And how good they make you feel, In the end they will
Only save themselves.

No matter how warm, big, and
genuine their hands may seem - Don't.

Don't entrust your happiness with them.
They'll drop it.
They'll drop it everytime.
Trust no one.
Bianca Fontejon Jan 2015
Sometimes,
I think about writing down everything.
-- Exactly what I feel about you.

But somehow,
I could never do.
The paper always stayed empty.

And I could not have
Described it any better.
#empty #sad #feelings
Bianca Fontejon Dec 2015
You can't just love and unlove anything.
No matter how mad, sad,
Annoyed, or irritated you are.

It's either you always have,
Or you never did.
You don't actually learn how to love anything.

It's like hearing a song for the first time,
Knowing it'd be your favorite one
- Right away. That, is the feeling.
Bianca Fontejon Mar 2015
If my story would be written on a book,
you would be my favorite chapter
- even though I am not yours.

I would read the parts you are in over and over,
highlight every word you said to me,
and remember every single detail about you.

Though I may not be your favorite chapter,
I hope you smile when you read our adventures,
stories, and remember how we felt in that moment.

I hope that you don't have a hard time flipping through the pages,
pages filled with us,
just like how I am.
Bianca Fontejon Dec 2014
The pull,
The attraction,
And the force.
I could feel it all,
Stronger, and stronger when I'm around you.

I don't wanna fall into your Gravity anymore. Getting pulled down, held down and not free to float around.

But your attraction is something I could never escape,
The harder I try;
The stronger the pull.
Bianca Fontejon Mar 2015
Getting high is said to be relaxing and fun.
But no one ever said anything about being high on you,
-- being high on love.

Craving you,
Wanting you more and more,
as the day goes by.

Let me just tell you that being high on you is not fun at all.
Nor is it relaxing.
You have left me high and so ******* dry.

Craving for you more than ever,
Only to find out that I am nothing to you.
-- That I'll never be anything to you.
Bianca Fontejon Dec 2014
One word,
One person,
One moment.

A random Hi,
Or a simple hello said once
-- to a stranger.

Funny how after time passes,
It becomes your favorite Hello,
And hardest goodbye.

All it takes is one moment,
From one person,
To say one word.

Am I your favorite hello and
Hardest goodbye, like how you are
Mine?
#hi #hello #goodbye #imissyou
Bianca Fontejon Jan 2015
Once goodbye has been said,
Leaving is often mistaken --
mistaken for being the hardest part.

It's always been thought of that way,
because it's oftenly associated with pain --
one that causes heartaches.

But really,
It's the easy part.
The empty feeling is what gets to you.

The space in your heart that's just empty --
Emptiness that wouldn't be fulfilled,
Emptiness that will soon turn hollow.
#hollow #empty #sad
Bianca Fontejon Mar 2015
If there's one thing life has taught me,
It's that you can't want something too much
and similarly, you can't avoid anything too much.

The more you want it, the harder it is to attain.
The lesser you do, the easier it is.
Oh, the irony of life.

Whenever I ask myself why,
why it's so hard to get you,
I realized how much I wanted you.

More than a blind person wanting to see,
More than Romeo loves Juliet,
More than all the water in the oceans of the earth.

Maybe,
Maybe that's why I tried to avoid it.
Avoiding and blocking out all my feelings towards you.

But it seems like the more I avoid it,
The more it finds me.
It started out with a feeling, which then grew into a hope.

There is nothing more dangerous than hope.
Especially when it's too much,
It could bring you so high up.

High up with hope,
Hope that maybe, just maybe,
You'll see me - like how I see you.
Bianca Fontejon Dec 2014
Nothing happens twice.
Once you've missed your chance,
There's nothing you could do about it.
You can try hard and make it work again, but timing isn't always going to work with you.

A tad too early, a tad too late;
Never the right time.
You need the perfect momentum, and once you feel it, Grab it. Make use of it. Because once the momentum is gone there is no bringing it back.

And sometimes, the feelings don't go away when momentum does. But momentum goes away, even if the feelings are still there. So speak up and don't waste you chance, or live with the regret of trying to make your momentum happen again.
Bianca Fontejon Jun 2015
He doesn't text you just to show he's into you,
Won't get you a drink when he wants to get it going,
And he definitely will not dress to impress.
- or play those silly little games

The games you can only score when you send a gift,
A goodnight/goodmorning message,
Or if he will stay up all night talking to you.

Instead,
He will call you to let you know about the cat that just crossed the street,
Message you the newest set of stickers he downloaded,
Take millions of embarrassing photos of you while eating,
And shows up outside your house to pick you up.

He is not the typical guy;
He is not the one to do things because he wants to ***** you.
- He is the guy who makes you happy.

The guy who is being real with you,
The one who wants you for you,
And not how hot or how pretty you are.
Bianca Fontejon Mar 2015
Call it what you want, but I still believe --
Some old fashioned things like fresh air,
Sunshine, Talking to each other,
and going on real dates are hard to beat.

We were yesterday's story, an old - fashioned, cliche  
Fairytale of two best friends who fell for each other.
The typical boy likes girl and girl likes boy.
And yet, nothing beats you.

Your smile, Your voice,
The way you make me laugh,
The way we used to be.
The good old - fashioned us.
Bianca Fontejon Dec 2014
To have someone who wants to spend every waking moment with you, and have all sorts of adventures is one of the best things you will ever have in life. The best thing, is the moment. The moment you find him, and you just know that you're  never letting him go.

Like a woman will never let go of the shoes that perfectly fits her. Once she finds it, she will be happy and feel good whenever she wears it.  

Don't be stupid enough to let it go, because no matter how much pairs of shoes you try on, it will never fit you the way that perfect one did. Not every pair of shoes will fit you perfectly. Others may not be of your preference, so once you find the perfect fit; nurture it and don't ever let it go.
Bianca Fontejon Mar 2015
Falling too quickly,
Too sudden,
And too hard.

I trusted you, let you in,
And gave you all the weapons.
Everything you need to catch me or destroy me.

I opened up my heart,
Trusting that you would hold it,
Hold it and keep it warm, like how you hold my hands everyday without a fail - But you just reminded me why things break when they fall.

You just got my heart and ripped it out.
Left me feeling empty, ******, and bad about myself.
Letting me fall but without you on the other end,
leaving me broken and shattered.
Bianca Fontejon Apr 2015
You were broken glass,
But I still touched you
- Even Though I knew I would get hurt.
This is why broken glass shouldn't be touched or played with.
No matter how harmless it may seem, It could leave the deepest of cuts
and the most painful of wounds.
Bianca Fontejon Sep 2014
Goodye.
The word makes one morose;
To others, it is just a normal goodbye, nothing special.
To me,
Hearing it from you makes me hear
All the goodbyes ever said to me, All at once.
You
Bianca Fontejon Dec 2014
You
Sometimes I wonder
If you miss me,
Like how I miss you.

If the sun says goodbye to the moon
Before it even rises, and the moon would fade away. Or if the waves
bid the shores goodbye, everytime the tide changes.

There is no assurance. You'll never know how the other feels and if it's even worth it. Is it worth all the pain and not knowing? Just like how the sun lets the moon shine at night because she knows that he can't shine without her. Can you be my sun and make me shine?

— The End —