My heart feels like
it's about to shut down
from all the truths
that only I know

People view me
as kind
selfless
heartfelt
with empathy

Yet once they witness
my darker side
this inner demon
that is always
a few steps behind me

Once they see
the ashes and smeared blood
tainted within my mind and heart

I am once again alone
alone to pick up the pieces 
of a love that never was

Yes, you are poliamorous
Yes, your heart will break every time.

But, I gave up fallin' in love 'cause it hurts,
For I tend to stuck in my mind
With a person I love