Fergol: Poems

1.6k · Oct 2020

Panic

Fergol Oct 2020

Panic

Panic, panic, panic,
An ecstasy of fear-
What’s wrong with you, don’t you realise your family are near?
My mind is manic-
And all you can say is oh dear?
Can u ever just be here?
Help me with this fear?
Help, that’s all I need to end this paralysing fear,
Not your unhelpful, fault-finding sneer.

#panicattack #depression #anxiety #mentalhealth

761 · Oct 2020

Bullies

Fergol Oct 2020

Bullies

Bullies are big and tall,
Bullies hang you off the school wall.
Bullies chew you up and spit you out,
Bullies do it all for nonexistent clout.
Bullies are chocked full of hate,
Bullies are usually a classmate.
But my bullies aren’t at school,
My bullies are at home, where they rule.

#childabuse #bullying #abuse #dark #school

197 · Oct 2020

My Enemy

Fergol Oct 2020

My Enemy

Depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts,
My mind, my body it -rots-
As I rot I think, who’s done this to me?
Whoever it is, is now my enemy.
To be so cruel, so harsh,
As to make my mind feel like -marsh-
But now as I lay in bed,
I realise, the only enemy I have is my head.

#depression #sad #anxiety #mentalbreakdown #melacholy

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