I want it to stop
Everything
Breathing, hearing, seeing, feeling
I want nothing more than to be void
I'm meaningless, pointless
No one knows I feel like this
No one asked
I wish someone would
Anyone
A friend, loved one even a stranger
Someone
I tried to end it
No one knows
No one asked
There's a gun under the mattress
Loaded
I held it
But couldn't do it
I think about it
Everyday
But I can't do it
Because I'm useless
Nothing
Void

Run
I can't breath
They are looking at me
Hide
I want nothing more
Than to die
Fight
A swing a miss
If only for a kiss
Fear
For my life
I refuse to live
Like this

My chest hurts
Why can't I stop
Are you ok?
Smile say yes
But know in your heart
It's nothing more than a lie

Alone
For hours
My face soaked
Red from tears
People come and go
I try and be quite
So no one will know
I bite down
Choking the tears back
And alone I cry