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Sep 2016 · 458
Rhythm
BaileyBuckels Sep 2016
As I bounce my leg to the beat of a song,
I can tell this will take long,
As I sing with the choir,
Being roasted on a fire,
Laughing with the crowed,
We're getting loud.
for Justin in creative writing class
Jul 2016 · 380
Dancer
BaileyBuckels Jul 2016
With the lines that cross her wrists
and the blood pooling from her veins
you'd think she was normal
you'd think she was sane

Cheer captain and class president
and the awards for best actress  
You'd think she was prefect
You'd think she learned from the best.

Her Mama, a saint. Her father a sailor,
She twists and twirls in the breeze.
Crying for the days of yesteryear
and the people she left behind.

Its all a dream, she isn't sane.
She never was.
She lost it all, and isn't turning back.
She isn't going home.

They found her body, broken and dismembered, under a bridge and you can see the last tears she cried etched into her makeup. Crying and loving and laughing till the last moment when that last breath exited her lips and she left this world. She was never perfect, she wanted you to believe she was. And, boy, she had you going. Its incredible what people will believe if you want them to.  

Goodnight and Farewell my loves
May 2015 · 528
Thank You
BaileyBuckels May 2015
Thank you for not being rude.
When I joined this website
I was afraid of criticism
Because I'm dyslexic and
I can spell
But nobody has been
Rude about it

THANK YOU SO MUCH
I love every single one of you
Feb 2015 · 387
Eating
BaileyBuckels Feb 2015
I try to eat
But I can't
Nor do I want to

I can't keep it down
nor does it taste good
I just can't eat
Feb 2015 · 375
Why does it hurt
BaileyBuckels Feb 2015
Why does it hurt
so much
when
i
see
you
Feb 2015 · 442
I'm sorry.
BaileyBuckels Feb 2015
It's not something I say often.
I will make that clear.
I am happy your happy.
And that you used to be near.
But now your gone.
And I'm alone.
I lost my best friend that day.
I've done my time.
And need you back.
I'm sorry I hurt you.
But you told me to move on
So I did and now you hate me
So now I'm so so so sorry
Jan 2015 · 1.1k
I wish I could kill you
BaileyBuckels Jan 2015
I wish I could **** you.
I really do.
But you have my heart
in one hand
And another on my arm.

It's like you wanted
To hurt me.
It's like you didn't care.

I thought better of you.
But I now know
I was wrong.
You told me
You would hurt me
I guess you were right.

I guess I got to move on.
And keep on.
But I don't want to
Jan 2015 · 348
Important that you know
BaileyBuckels Jan 2015
It's  important  that you know that I love you.
Important that you know I need you.
And cherish you
Jan 2015 · 576
*insert name *
BaileyBuckels Jan 2015
That's his name.
The name of the lad
Who I gave my heart to
The one who can take my breath away
And makes me feel like
There's something for me
He's my love
He's my superhero.
He's my better half and
My everything
Jan 2015 · 640
Glad we met
BaileyBuckels Jan 2015
He is my burning sun,
what i wake up looking forward to
the call of the wild
and my better half.
You cannot have a moon with out a sun
cannot have fire without a flame

He know how to make me smile,
and he knows my secrets and my
delusions

He is my everything
I love you babe <3
Jan 2015 · 281
lonely
BaileyBuckels Jan 2015
You lay there in your bed
You are of the living but you look dead
filling me with dread
was it something i said
Jan 2015 · 437
Pills
BaileyBuckels Jan 2015
Sitting there
in your EZ chair
With her name tattooed on you arm
and that bottle in your hand
and a glass next to you
you down them bottles at a time
Jan 2015 · 706
self mutilation
BaileyBuckels Jan 2015
you drag that blade across your pale skin
Letting the crissmon red flow off my body
knowing its a sin
but it turned to a hobby
a hobby that you shouldn't have.
We both have this hobby
and i know, that you don't want to  
and you don't want to drag that blade
on your wrist, but you do
listening to your music
while you cry yourself asleep at night

Burns on your skin,
made by that lighter in your hand
they call them similes
but they make you cry

All the pain you think you deserve,
wont get you through the day
Jan 2015 · 658
abortion?
BaileyBuckels Jan 2015
Basically ******.
Really it is,
****** of a unborn
baby girl or boy,
Beautiful in its own way.
Its life taken before the child
gets a chance to see,
to breath,
to even know what life is.

Plenty of children get aborted daily,
when there are men and women
who can't have babies and wan't to have babies
Jan 2015 · 340
gonna stay
BaileyBuckels Jan 2015
Are the scars that  cross along
the lonely veins on my skin
something to marvel at or
something to grimes at?
Are these scars on my legs
worth your glee?
all i wanted to be is free
and all you want is me to leave.
you cant have your way,
****! I'm Gonna STAY!
Jan 2015 · 384
Beauty and the beast
BaileyBuckels Jan 2015
I can no longer be the beauty.
For now I am the beast.
You had me at 'Hello'
I had you at 'Good day'

We met in hell,
you became my safe haven.
the light at the end of my hellish tunnel
Jan 2015 · 275
obsession of 4
BaileyBuckels Jan 2015
I
know
a
man
who
loves
the
number
four.
Four you uncle koda
Jan 2015 · 247
21
BaileyBuckels Jan 2015
21
I can't think of you like I used to.
You left me in your dust,
a nail to begin to rust.
You were my Twenty-one,
you were my first kiss
and last goodbye.
the hello
then hell no.
i seriously just finished this, finaly got somethin out
Oct 2014 · 4.1k
Sorry
BaileyBuckels Oct 2014
Sorry I wasn't there when you needed me
Sorry I couldn't take away the pain.
Sorry I couldnt see you needed me.
Sorry I couldn't see you hurt
Sorry I couldn't help

But I'm not sorry you caused my pain
Jun 2014 · 344
heart broken
BaileyBuckels Jun 2014
You broke my heart.
Left me on the floor.
Stabbed me in the back.
Kicked me out the door.
Said you loved me.
Just to leave me in the gutter
And on the shore.
Learned my lesson.
Gave me a reason to love no more.
Apr 2014 · 511
Slaughter House
BaileyBuckels Apr 2014
The ruler of my country,
Has put my people in a cage,
And slaughter us like cattle
and swine.

I have been put in a room,
chained and gaged,
Alone with strangers,
In the dark; waiting for my sentenceing

Our fate has been defined
On out religion and our race,
Behind barbed wire,
and electric fence,
To have our lives taken
by somebody we dont know.

People of my land,
follow him unknowingly;
Like a blind man and his eye dog!

Children and women!
Men and babies!
All being shot down in capital ******!
Gassed in chambers of metal!
its not all accurate but i wrote it in like 5 min for history class
Mar 2014 · 1.4k
hurting
BaileyBuckels Mar 2014
I never thought I would hurt this much.
the thought of loneliness is overpowering.
Because of you I'm Hurting
and because of you I cry
because of you i scream.
the pain of defeat is overwhelming.
the thought of you breaks my heart,
and the thought of you is sickening
BaileyBuckels Mar 2014
You
       Expect
                   Me
                         to
                             tell
                                  you
                                          the
                         ''important''
                 things
      when
               you
                        won't
                                  tell
                                        me
                               the
IMPORTANT
                                 things
Mar 2014 · 1.4k
Nightmares
BaileyBuckels Mar 2014
I spend my night cowering in fear,
because my nights are filled with dreams.
Not the ones you expect a cheerleader to have,
they are filled with death and destruction,
horror and despair,
Frightful nights, always scared of the dark.
not knowing what lurks under my bed,
and hide in my wardrobe.
BaileyBuckels Mar 2014
Sono te o watashi e to
Azukete; me o tojite
Mabuta ni kuchizukete
Itami o iyashimashou
Nemurinasai, yukkuri to
Ushinau kowasa wa dare mo onaji
Kanashimi, mayoi mo tsutsumikomu
Chikarazuyosa kanjitai
Arasou munashisa subete no hito
Kizukeba kagayaku hi wa noboru
Sono toki made inoru kara
Show message history

Give your hand to me
And close your eyes
Let me cure your pain
With a kiss on your eyelids
Sleep now, be at ease
Everyone's the same: their lost fears
Wrapping up sadness and confusion, too
I want to feel that strength
If everyone realized
The pointlessness of dispute, a glittering sun would rise
Until that time comes, I pray
Mar 2014 · 541
Irrational
BaileyBuckels Mar 2014
I've
got
an
irrational
crush,
on
a
guy
I
just
met.
Mar 2014 · 2.2k
yearbooks suck!
BaileyBuckels Mar 2014
What makes you think that we have the money for a yearbook?
Nobody can pay 30
then how do you expect us to pay seventy
im on yearbook and its seventy dollars and when they were 30 nobody bought them cause the were expensive, and then they  expect us to pay 70
Mar 2014 · 597
Sitting here
BaileyBuckels Mar 2014
I sit here.
Staring at a wall.
Holding a blade.
Waiting for it to fall.

I sit here.
Crying over someone I just met.
Holding a dead rose out a dozen
Waiting for the last leaf to fall.

I lay here.
In a state of grace
Holding on to the fading light
Wanting it to fade away

I can't stand to watch you to fade away
Mar 2014 · 2.5k
11:11:11
BaileyBuckels Mar 2014
When ever the clock gets to 11:11:11
I make a wish
I'm superstitious
I know this now.

It's always something about love
always about pain of losing someone
Of leaven your Lonely heart Broken on the floor
I wish at 11:11:11 for you to come back but that won't happen
Mar 2014 · 389
writers block
BaileyBuckels Mar 2014
Oh, how writers block *****,
how it just weighs you down
in the ocean that is poetry
and it is the weights around my ankles
sinking me deeper
and deeper
into the bottomless pit
that is my mind.
can't take much more
of knowing and
not knowing
what to write
Mar 2014 · 414
Innocence(?)
BaileyBuckels Mar 2014
Am I No-longer innocent,
For that I gave you my greatest gift?
Am I still the same Innocent lady?
Or did I become a woman?
Its complicated really, but yeah i did lose my virginity
Mar 2014 · 617
Is it reversed?
BaileyBuckels Mar 2014
Who is the beauty?------------------------Is it you?
And who is the beast?---------------------Is it me?
Are we a team?---------------------------Doesn't seem like it      
Can we try again--------------------------I hope you say yes
Did you really care------------------------Cause I know I did
Jan 2014 · 397
DEAD
BaileyBuckels Jan 2014
Deceitful little *****
Eating your way thru my heart
After planting the seed of love
Dying when we are done
Jan 2014 · 634
First Sunday
BaileyBuckels Jan 2014
On the first Sunday of every month,
We go to the shooting range,
three generations and I,
We go there to escape from
the pain and regret
We go there to shoot
bow and arrows
and the bullets in our guns.
we go there to be free
on the first Sunday of every month
My great-grandfather, my papa, and my dad and I always go to the shooting competitions every first Sunday of the month and we do it to escape from my always drunk great-uncle (papa's brother) and my always high, always drunk, abusive uncle (dad's brother).
Jan 2014 · 825
Does he 'like' me
BaileyBuckels Jan 2014
Does he like me?
Is that smile he gives me friendly?
Or is it something more?

Does he like me?
Is the way he stares judging?
Or is it because he wants to know me?

Does he stand up for every girl?
Or just for me?

Does he.....
NEVER MIND.

It doesn't matter if he likes me.
Jan 2014 · 524
Dead?
BaileyBuckels Jan 2014
Am i dead?
Cause i feel like it.
Can't feel my pulse.
Can't breath,
Can't see.
Where am I?
Am I in heaven?
Is this what hell's like,
I see blood on my hand,
and blood on my chest.
I look down and there is my body
I look to my left and right. People rush
Whats going on? I'm scared. I see my friends cry.
Why don't they hear me? Am I dead?
I see a light. Its so beautiful.
I am dead...
Dec 2013 · 378
Done (10w)
BaileyBuckels Dec 2013
I
am
done
and
I
am
sick
of
*******
prisses
Dec 2013 · 579
beautiful
BaileyBuckels Dec 2013
B: Broken among the mess that is love
E: eternally Gratefull for thw hell that you put me through
A: awake amoung the sleeping wolves
U: united as on person are many
T: tied the knot that is death
I: ignight the flames of romance
F: fire burning in my eyes
U: Understanding nothing
L: lies
JUst a random mash up
Dec 2013 · 515
In her heart
BaileyBuckels Dec 2013
In her heart.
By Mychal Prisbrey

Strong mind,
Weak heart,
Bones grind,
Ready to start,
As hard as she tries to hide her pain,
Is shows like light ,
On this plane,
Simple but deep,
In plain sight,
She cries in the confines of her own heart never showing her pain’,
She looks to you for help
but you turn your back on her,
In her pain she seeks salvation,
Will salvation arrive or  with damnation forever claim her.
My friend wrote this and I posted it because she wanted me to and yeah
Dec 2013 · 647
One and the same
BaileyBuckels Dec 2013
You sent that email saying you don't want to live anymore.
I reply and you don't respond,
I'm scared for your life
your my best friend
and  I couldn't live without you
your mean the world to me
and you say those things about wanting to be dead
and wanting no part of humanity
you regret a lot
but the one thing you don't
was keeping our friendship.
We are a fragile pair,
you and I.
We been through a lot together.
you say that you open your doors and want everyone to leave
but i will never let you go .
you are my companion.
if not, then what are you to me,
I need you here.
you have a sister and a brother
a mother and a father who cares for you
you seem to think nobody cares
but I care.
I loved you from the start
we will never part our ways.
we have the same issues
of depression and insane
we get along like pb and j
Wow I'm lame
But I get that you want to be alone
but when you're alone
you do things that scare me  
And scare me to death

that email put me in tears on the spot,
don't do something you will regret


~Kitty-The-Emo-Princess
My best friend is suicidal and he knows im there for him but he won't listen. he likes to think that being alone is the best way for him to get his depression out but he keeps things bottled up and someday he will explode
Dec 2013 · 461
Running Deep
BaileyBuckels Dec 2013
Those scars on my wrists and thighs?
Came here through my trying times,
But you stayed through the lows and my highs,
You stayed there for me,
as a friend and as a lover
You helped me fight through it all
your the one of my dreams
your the one tying me to life
without your support I'd be dead
Lying six feet under
wondering if you ever loved me
Never thought I'd wear that necklace
of rope, in the barn, above in the rafters
owls hooting my return to the god above
Horses all untamed and not groomed
the place of my birth and my death becomes my home
Dec 2013 · 551
Running Deep
BaileyBuckels Dec 2013
Those scars on my wrists and thighs?
Came here through my trying times,
But you stayed through the lows and my highs,
You stayed there for me,
as a friend and as a lover
You helped me fight through it all
your the one of my dreams
your the one tying me to life
without your support I'd be dead
Lying six feet under
wondering if you ever loved me
Never thought I'd wear that necklace
of rope, in the barn, above in the rafters
owls hooting my return to the god above
Horses all untamed and not groomed
the place of my birth and my death becomes my home
Dec 2013 · 512
Asphyxiation
BaileyBuckels Dec 2013
Stopped thinking
can't breath ,
so cold,
darkness
in the middle of the day
died from
Asphyxiation
BaileyBuckels Nov 2013
So... I'm the open minded girl who speaks her mind and is hated because she has no filter. So here's what happened: Me, being me, walks up to this random guy i find vary cute and tell him. Now, two weeks later he starts talking to me. We both just sit with one friend by the library; Me with my best friend on the east side of the wall and him and his, i'm assuming, best friend on the west and the two just sit and watch me and my friend talk and laugh and fool around. And I really like him, on the occasions we have talked i have grown to like him but we are a grade apart, he is a sophomore and i'm A freshman  (but i was held back)  and i have aerobics the same hour he has gym and we pass each other in the hallways and he has this really cute flirtations he only uses when he smiles at me. I am rambling on like an idiot but i don't care, i want to get this off my chest. all im saying is i don't know if he likes me or is trying to be polite, I'm so confused!!! when i found out his name, it was sean
Nov 2013 · 1.8k
Hickeys
BaileyBuckels Nov 2013
Hickeys:
A reminder
that
you are
mine
and I'm
is yours

A successful
breach in the
security
system
Nov 2013 · 441
A writing of feelings
BaileyBuckels Nov 2013
You turned my heart to stone,
Bleached it white with your likes
The indifferent mask that is applied to your face
is a symbol of how much you 'loved' me and
How much you 'really cared'
because if you really cared you wouldn't lie to my face
and wouldn't ignore me
you were my best friend
and my worst enemy
you couldn't find what you wanted in me and
what you did find wasn't what you expected
from me; you expected cheerfulness and beauty
but thats whats is not there, whats there is sorrow and bitter sweat
vengence.
that was my mistake, to let you read that book
and turn those pages,
you should burn that book before someone else has the chance to read me
but you never will and you could never bring yourself to it.
This is really a mash up of how i feel right now because i have mixed emotions and don't really want anyone who personally knows me to know how i feel
Nov 2013 · 457
Relationship Status
BaileyBuckels Nov 2013
On my page There is the beautiful words 'in a relationship with...'
You could insert your name here
But you never would
I'm not the girl that you would like
I'm not your type.

On that little four word sentence and those dots
puts my heart in a skip
I am afraid to click the 'see more'
and when I do my heart stops.....
And the name there is mine
Nov 2013 · 2.2k
Words do hurt people
BaileyBuckels Nov 2013
Fat                                              Loser                                 ***
                                                                        Deadbeat
                      ******                                Emo                                                                 *****
                                  *****                                                  *****
      ****                                              ****
                         Goth                                           Lesbian                             Prissy    
Anorexic                                                  


Words do hurt people and nobody seems to understand this, Just because it is what you think doesn't mean it should be said </3
Nov 2013 · 933
Privacy and trust
BaileyBuckels Nov 2013
Privacy does not exist in a family of five,
And trust is earned.

when you are me you have neither.
And what you do have, its very little

Open doors
and Closed hearts
Nov 2013 · 713
Screw you
BaileyBuckels Nov 2013
***** you
***** your smile
***** your laugh
***** your touch
your smell
***** your love
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