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Nov 2013 · 1.0k
Music
BaileyBuckels Nov 2013
I listen to my music,
secluded and alone,
rocking out to MCR
and Black Veil Brides
Watching and waiting
for a chance to say 'hey'
Loving how I exist in
only the music world
Wake up to fell let down
buy family and 'friends'
and looking at you smile
every morning is killing me
more then it should,
making me want more BOTDF,
AA, BMTH, PTV, and SWS
jamming to all the trule in those lines
Nov 2013 · 549
came back to haunt me
BaileyBuckels Nov 2013
My past came back to haunt me
all ten+ pill bottles are back and on my dresser
by razor is on the bed waiting for my touch
my stomach cant take much more of this
my mind is slowing down to almost a stop
my heart just won't beat anymore
my life has drained out of my smile
and the fire that once was in my eyes are no more
Nov 2013 · 437
Wanting, Needing, Feeling
BaileyBuckels Nov 2013
Wanting
him
in my
arms
holding me
breathing me in
taking the
one thing that
you will
always
have:
My heart

Needing
your
hand
caress
my hair
flatten me
put me
in that position
where
i cant get out
and you pin me down

Feeling
unloved
used
and
returned
like a
library
book
on the shelves
of an closed
down
forgotten
place
where
you
reside.
Nov 2013 · 329
K(NO!)W LOVE
BaileyBuckels Nov 2013
Because its
what
you think
you want
doesn't
mean
that is
whats
best
Know
Love
and then
learn
that
there
is
no
love
in
my
UN-beating
black
abyss
that
is
my heart
My hear was just broken and the only one who can fix it is the one who broke it
Nov 2013 · 470
Running Deep
BaileyBuckels Nov 2013
Those scars on my wrists and thighs?
Came here through my trying times,
But you stayed through the lows and my highs,
You stayed there for me,
as a friend and as a lover
You helped me fight through it all
your the one of my dreams
your the one tying me to life
with out your support I'd be dead
Lying six feet under
wondering if you ever loved me
Never thought I'd wear that necklace
of rope, in the barn, above in the rafters
owls hooting my return to the god above
Horses all untamed and not groomed
the place of my birth and my death becomes my home
Probably the worst one i ever wrote cause its all over the place and slopy
Nov 2013 · 667
Bailey
BaileyBuckels Nov 2013
B: Beautiful, pretty little lines Chris-crossing my wrists
A: Accepting death before my 12th  year
I: Innocence left my body years ago
L: lost and so alone
E: Euphoria long ago gone
Y: yearning for his love to grow like a wild fire
I was given the name 'Bailey' when i was born but most people i know call me 'Kitty' or Kat or KittyKat
Nov 2013 · 483
Need
BaileyBuckels Nov 2013
Need him
Need his touch
Need his lips on mine
Need his body press against mine
Need his hands discovering the curves of my body
Need his touch of the soft, perfect lips on mine <3
Nov 2013 · 475
Him
BaileyBuckels Nov 2013
Him
All i want is him ,
His hand in the small of my back,
His lips, sweetly pressing against mine,
His body, firm and comforting,

Four months to the the date,
We've been together,
Forever I am his,
This promise ring is the birthday present
That means the most to me    

The couch at his place,
Smells of me and him,
Sweat and roses
All over his room
Sleeping,
Climb to the top bunk
and
snuggle
this is about me and michael and he proposed on our four months together and that was on Halloween and he wanted to propose on our four months and he wanted it to be an early b-day
Nov 2013 · 1.1k
Beautiful Deception
BaileyBuckels Nov 2013
Lie, we all do sometimes
Die, we all will eventually
Cry, myself to sleep
spy, for the weak and insecure

Love, he's the only one
Dove, the many on our wedding day

Cell, the holding place of my love
Sell my soul to the Devil
Just to see his face

Accepted, something i will never be
Alone, always alone in this world
Dying to see his face again
Missing the way our bodies trembled
when we kissed
Lips meeting in a beautiful lie
Deception is all he dreams about
At night we stay in bed, holding each other so close
but we are so far apart
Oct 2013 · 2.6k
Anorexia
BaileyBuckels Oct 2013
Eat then to toss it up,
Appetite sedated for the time being
then to just loose it all
In the fight of the stomach acids and the food
This will **** you,
but you still puke
Bulge on burgers and Shakes
then to loose it to the bowl


I used eat
then loose it
I bulged on burgers and shakes
I used to be
anorexic
I know that people strugle with anorexia and i used to to
Oct 2013 · 3.4k
Anorexia
BaileyBuckels Oct 2013
Eat then to toss it up,
Appetite sedated for the time being
then to just loose it all
In the fight of the stomach acids and the food
This will **** you,
but you still puke
Bulge on burgers and Shakes
then to loose it to the bowl


I used eat
then loose it
I bulged on burgers and shakes
I used to be
anorexic
I know that people strugle with anorexia and i used to to

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