A broken love
the broken eyes
The reason why my mind is uncontrolable
Convince to the greater good
I try in my mind
but i don't to eyes
I look up to people
but I look down
The truth is unspoken
except to the broken
Cover up the oblivious
at the end
everything stays
unforgettable
unfixable
broken

I remember the naivety
It was like swimming in an ocean

The waves prelapsing onto my skin
Freezing cold
But I stayed.

I stayed in the water allowing my to nerves scream
Screaming for warmth.
Yet my body filled with lust told me to stay.
It began to become warmer
So I stayed in longer.
I had hoped it would fill the vulnerable space I had open.

I let it fill me with salty cold water.

The skin on my fingers and toes began to fold.
Whispering upon the folds worriedly
'Enough'.
I resisted
'ENOUGH' the folds screamed.

My legs begin to move towards the oceans shore.
The water droplets trickle down slowly but surely
My face,
My lips,
My body,
Now exposed to what used to be welcoming air.

The air now filled with angry wind, whips my body,
Harshly shouting 'Why, o why?'
'Why have you given your body to the ocean?'
My lips, unable to move shiver against the wind's whips.

'Guide me back' my hair says trembling with mercy, damp of water.

The wind's whips weaken.
'Follow the path',
'Follow the path of rightousness'

The wind forgivingly breathes into my lungs
Gasping, finally giving me the warmth and sweet taste of air

People come and go,
It's okay.

You will know the difference between the ones who want you
And the ones who don't.
But, keep in mind, they'll go eventually.
And you will be alone.

It'll be alright.

If they don't want you,
Don't hold on,
Let go.

Because in the end,
You only truly need yourself,
To Forgive,
To Smile,
and to Love.

The universe is an infinity
but some people underestimate the infinity
some throw it away
and some make a creation for whats left of it
The universe is an infinity
and an infinity is unpredictable

Once upon a time
A little girl sat on a swing
On every swing she flew higher
The higher she flew
The closer she was to the above
She felt the sky wrap around her head
She closed her eyes
And let go
She jumped for her hearts desire
Feeling the seconds as if hours
She then fell to the ground
Hurt is what she sensed
Time came and healed her
She came back to the swing
And continued swinging

Calm down
Mask it all
Then let reality come through

Head still in the sky, trying to land back on ground
Heavy turbulence
No escape now

‘My ride or die’ I thought,
‘You’ve got my back’

My mind focuses on the passing turbulence

Holding our arms out to the sky
Engulfed in the feeling of the wind.
Laughing and cherishing the light bubbles of laughter

Little did she realize she was the fool
Her throat chokes up dark viscous tar
She’s back in the same bathroom
Looking back at her despising eyes

Her reflection says it all.

I’ve realized throughout my life,
Nothing but change stays the same!
Pretty thoughts pass by,
Just trying for every moment.
Feeling blessed~
For how far I’ve come...
Through the broken loves </3
The wounds -
And the recoveries :)
All coming from one source ^
The heart <3
All beholds your identity +
It’s clarity (   )
Beating softly against your chest -^-^-^-
Reminding you that there’s still life
Something to live for
A reason behind it all!
Just hold on for a bit...
For the unidentified time,
Still has yet to come.