someday somewhere the sky are blue
it has to be true
you know i love you
i know you do
won't you come sit with me and enjoy the view
i'll be there waiting for you

If i could write the world a song
it would start with a drop
all pray for it never to stop
the people would join in on the melody,
they would all belong
every word that was uttered would make you fall in love
no one would be waiting for heaven above

there would be no insecurity,
no violence,
no doubt

There would be nothing you were living without
it would make you start wanting to live for today
and let you get over the fears of yesterday

when the song would end the world would stop
it would no longer feel like a ticking clock
the birds would still sing
and the wind would still blow
why the song ended no one would know

but from that day on goodness would flow
through the wounds of the people, the world used to know
this song would show how its ok to fail
but if you keep on singing you'll surely prevail

so don't stop singing my wondrous song
because believe it or not you DO BELONG

Change is in the air
Unknown if its good or bad
You feel  the uneasiness in your stomach
so you know its there
Its an unparalleled feeling beyond compare
Unprecedented

There are no past emotions to compare this to
This thing that just popped out of the blue
At first we laughed and just played it away
Now we no longer keep track of the days
Unprecedented

So now we wait until the day will come
When we are able to simply lay in the sun
No it's not easy this feeling we have
We can no longer wave it away like a flag
The days keep rolling and toiling by
Until the day we don't have to stand by
Unprecedented

Until you loved me
life was just a game
I was never to blame
the way I saw it, you could never be unsafe
The way I saw it, the world was a playground
And I was a kid

Until you loved me
I was innocent
I knew what I wanted
I knew how to get it
The way I saw it you would never love me
The way I saw it, you kept me safe
But it turns out safe just isn't enough

Until you loved me
I loved the game
I wanted it so I fell for it
The way I saw it, you had no other options
The way I saw it, you were just a game to play
I was the champion, I had won

Until you loved me
I thought I knew myself
Now that potential is on the high shelf
The way I saw it, I didn't deserve you
The way I saw it, I should stay
I ended up walking away

Until you loved me
I had no regrets
Nothing to lose
Turns out I did
That something was you

When the words can no longer describe the pain
I know not what to to
Or how to  see it through
Because every single clicking second
That sharp dagger of pain sinks into my hallow stomach
Twisting and turning

In my sleep I'm my happiest me
if to wake shall I regain the heart which was stolen from me
Goodbye beautiful sky
There is no longer a *** of gold at the end of the rainbow
The words that used to flow as wonderful waterfalls
Now no longer rhyme

So i'm saying goodbye to the pain and goodbye to you
I'm sorry, but if the words can no longer come you must not be the one
The personification to my person
Is who I need to find
To help complete the poem called me

I'm unwanted
I know this to be true
Because they look at me and then they look at you
I'm not the beautiful mistress they want me to be

I'm unwanted
Unwanted by society because i'm to different for them
I'm unwanted by my so called friends
they're to good for me anyway
I'm unwanted by those fashion magazines
Those perfect models aren't missing me

I remember when I was young
My parents used to tell me
Don't be smug
Don't start things you cant end
And most importantly don't lose yourself

I'm sorry mom and dad but your little girl is gone
I broke your most important rule
But to be fair to lose yourself you must find yourself first
That's as hard to find as a pure soul
In this unforgiving
unworthy world

Because i'm unwanted and I know that now...

Is it me they truly see?
or is it someone else
My eyes tear filled
Yet as strong as steel
They see who they want to see

I used to wear my heart on my sleeve
In a way I still do
But the person they know me to be is not exactly true
Its like that stingy itchy feeling you get when you not sure to cry or not

That's the story of my life
I would cry and people wouldn't...
Couldn't, understand why
They beat you down and drown you with words
But it's the truth that really hurts

Now I sit here broken and alone
They still don't know the real me and I guess they never will
Because i used to wear my heart on my sleeve
I must of forgotten how to