Ash - Hello Poetry

Aug 2019

Ally

It is sometimes impossible
to explain the stories
to all the scars
of a broken heart

instead
try to listen to
her ... silence
only then will you truly understand

#silence #listen

Ash Aug 2019

Eternity

I’m here
Alive
I write
To leave a mark
That this pain
Is within me
I’ll die
I’ll be forgotten
My words
Will cease to exist
A proof
That I once
Was here.

Ash Aug 2019

Imperfect

Will I ever be enough?
In a world that praises perfection
Will I ever be what you want?
With every flaw I have
And every bleeding scar
Would you take me as a whole?
Would you water this dying flower?
Would you make me bloom?

Aug 2019

Stained Glass

Sometimes..

I can hear my bones straining under the weight of all the lives I'm not living.

Ash Aug 2019

Forever dream

In the way you look I saw misery
In every touch i felt the warmth
You cant be this cold inside
I saw the love in your eyes
Why wont you surrender to me
I can be everything you need
Just give me the word I seek
I’m by your side, I’d never leave
For all the love I have, its yours to keep
Cause I just cant be a fool
Who gave up her forever dream

#love #dream

Aug 2019

Lily X

i changed and i'm sorry

How could i tell you?
That the pink that stained your cheek was no longer my favourite colour,
that your laugh sounded out of tune,
that your skin lacked the heat i craved,

that my love dwindled and then fell away all at once.

i'm sorry and i'm not.

i love you, but i don't.

Ash Aug 2019

Circle

Its been a while since I held my pen and wrote
It was a very difficult, long bumpy road
Nothing seems to matter anymore
Its a never ending cycle oh I’m sure
And the lie I keep telling my self
“Tomorrow is a better day”?
Oh what a waste of time when everything is gray.

#colorless #circle