I’m here
Alive
I write
To leave a mark
That this pain
Is within me
I’ll die
I’ll be forgotten
My words
Will cease to exist
A proof
That I once
Was here.

Will I ever be enough?
In a world that praises perfection
Will I ever be what you want?
With every flaw I have
And every bleeding scar
Would you take me as a whole?
Would you water this dying flower?
Would you make me bloom?

I can hear my bones straining under the weight of all the lives I'm not living.

In the way you look I saw misery
In every touch i felt the warmth
You cant be this cold inside
I saw the love in your eyes
Why wont you surrender to me
I can be everything you need
Just give me the word I seek
I’m by your side, I’d never leave
For all the love I have, its yours to keep
Cause I just cant be a fool
Who gave up her forever dream