I could still see you.
The manner the wind tousles
you straight, unruly hair,
The firm grip of your spectacles
on your big nose,
That silly dance you do
whenever it rains,
The inside lines
of your wrist I used to adore - used to.

I could still feel you.
The weight of your arm
on my shoulders,
The dampness of your lips
on mine,
The irrational collywobbles
whenever you smile unexpectedly,
The heartfelt embraces
I used to long for - used to.

It's still you - used to.

You only told me you love me,
When I was about to tell you you're free.

That was all I wanted to hear,
before we ended everything.

This night I'll be sleeping,
leaving a crying heart on the table,
with the weight of my mind
sinking my head further,
believing that you are still
waiting for me,
at the other side the reality
I always keep in my dreams.