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When no one has time for you
And your soul is crumbling
Your feelings can't be renewed
Your heart is tumbling
How many times must I say-
Nothing can fix me
I'm beginning to decay

My childhood's playgrounds don't please me anymore
There's a fire inside me and it's burning to the core
There's ice on the edges and it sticks out like knives
I go around stabbing everyone, hearing their wretched cries

But I'd rather hurt myself instead of hurting them...
I often lock myself inside
To a quiet place where I can hide
A feeling of cellophane wrapped around my head
A pile of darkness growing in my bed
A cloud of words looming around
It's time for me to hit the ground
Letting it slip away all too fast
Never letting go of everything in the past
My favorite color suddenly fades to black
Silence in my mind is constantly coming back
My new house is now in my bed
Under the sheets I go with tears starting to shed
I sing a lullaby from start to finish
Everything I once knew is bound to diminish
I say goodbye to the world once again
And say hello to the darkness inside my head
Melodramatic teen, don't mind me.
If I hadn't fallen in love
I would have not known
that stars could dance in the eyes
That the moon could whisk me away
That the sun could live in the heart
and warm it and fill it with light
That clouds could shower kisses
And rain could touch like a lover
That the scent of flowers
could linger through the night
That the winds could play love melodies
That sunrises could colour a blush
And sunsets stir romance
That dreams could glisten at dawn
like drops of dew

I would have not known the magic
that is love
If I hadn't fallen in love
With you
Dear everyone, thank you so so much for your beautiful responses. I am unable to thank everyone individually because of work and personal commitments...I apologise. But your responses mean the world to me. Thank you for liking my poem, for sharing it, for commenting on it. I am so happy that this poem was selected today...it brightened my day and brought a smile on my face. Thank you once again. Love to all you talented writers, poets and gracious readers **
You created the burning in my chest
The inevitable throbbing beneath my flesh
The aching in the pit of my stomach
The way it feels so extremely sullen
Oh how this beat quickens
Makes my veins feel sickened
This is all such a deadly sin
I feel everything caving in
These fingers of mine tremble
They're cold to the touch just like metal
This pulse of mine adds haste
I hope this won't go to waste
I know how this love is treacherous
But there's no way to measure it
Now it's impossible to even look back
Because you gave me this intimate heart attack
 Dec 2016 Another Song
Anthem
i'll never be a famous writer
you'll probably be the only
one who'll ever read these
i'll never be quoted, revered
or even remotely successful
i will forever know the struggle
of a life lived within mediocrity
but i've accepted that
it's okay
i love it just the same.
 Dec 2016 Another Song
kt mccurdy
Dear John,

All my poems are addressed to no one,
And no thing.
You see, I’ve been trying to braid scenes, create spaces,
To hide and for you to seek. A sanctuary, a sin.
We could dream of fortresses,
places to protect us
From the worst of all: ourselves.
But we are here, in this city,
And your mouth is a sky,
Setting, leaving words black.
Every dream is on water,
And every morning, I wake up sinking.

In my dreams are ships, are sinking,
Are floods of skies and no rain,
Are jungles dry and thick and my finger on the trigger
Of a camera, imagining a frame to fit everything in
Side. And outside, car rides on roads closest to the
milky way. Bells do not chime in America, only horns, only
a billion birds fly but have you ever caught one in your hands?

Do you unravel yourself before falling to bed, but only dream in your sleep?
 Dec 2016 Another Song
Pine
My eyes burn
My wings hurt
My heart has taken
A beating

I loved you so hard
I forgot myself
And fell to depths
Never ventured before

Stuck in the mud and dirt
I'll be just fine
I found myself while falling

My eyes will clear
My wings will heal
My heart will be soaring
 Dec 2016 Another Song
Ysa Pa
Allow me to be conceited,
And use this ink for myself.
These words are not for you,
I wrote these for no one else.
For once, I wrote for me.
But I wrote these words,
As I recalled how I was consumed
In your labyrinth of a world.
Enveloped by your deceptive warmth,
And tricked by your hypnotic gazes.
Being fooled by your empty vows,
The  pitiful reality is...
I wrote these words for me,
What I'm saying is true.
Tragically, these words are born,
From thoughts of no one else but you.
Haunted by memories of you
 Dec 2016 Another Song
Ysa Pa
I used to regret what I didn't do
But now I'm glad that I didn't stop you
It is so satisfying to hear you say
That you're sorry and wish you stayed
It is in my proud honor and privilege to reply
That you wasted your chance as you bid goodbye
I remember you saying I was the one who lacked
Now here you are desperately crawling back
*insert cute evil laugh here*
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