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Alexis Jan 2018
Love to me, is much like the ocean
Vast, mysterious, strong
Impossible to control

       It will rip your feet out from under you
             Stun you with its intense force
       Leave you disoriented and confused

But can you imagine
A world without the ocean?
Alexis Jan 2018
Staring down into its dark abyss
Entangled in its warmth and bitterness.
It soothes my soul and
Makes me feel almost whole.
  Jan 2018 Alexis
Connie Lee
How long has it been since they were last together?
She remembers the first rainy dinner and the soggy bread.
She remembers the road trip to California, lost on the road forever.
The first picture taken of them embracing hasn’t left her mind.
After they hugged, she snuck a peck and he turned Venetian red.
She remembers the way he sang out on the streets for change.
His voice, only one of its kind.
What she’ll always remember is how he started acting strange
and how the little blue pill box wasn’t what she thought.
Struggling, he had one foot in adulthood,
the other fighting to keep him in his youth.
She remembers even though they were so in love,
she couldn’t see and misunderstood.
She shook those thoughts away
and got her head down from above.
35 and now just seeing the truth
of how a little blue pill box can cause a strife.
She knew now, for the rest of her life
he would always be the angel-faced boy and nothing more
because he would forever stay 24.
Alexis Jan 2018
Leaves fall from the trees to save it from the cold
In each passing year
Less vulnerability begins to unfold
Sometimes you will find
We are only as strong as we are old
Alexis Jan 2018
The asphalt cracks just like my lips
Too neglected to be functional
All the weeds start growing in
And I think maybe my self destructive thoughts are equally as hardy as them
They keep growing
And something is so beautiful
About watching it crumble
Alexis Jan 2018
The moon
She speaks to me
She whispers songs of strength, love, loss and grief
Each time we meet I grow a little stronger
A little wilder
A little closer to me
Alexis Jan 2018
Can someone please just tell me how to be?
Can you explain the way I can be sought after but not obsessed over
How to love someone without clinging to them
How to feel without breaking something
How to move on without disassociating
Can someone please just tell me how to be?
So that I can stop being apologetically me

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