I don’t know why but people are so hard to trust,
Liars are the main heads I want to bust,
They are so crusty like bread crust,
When I’m telling the truth, they try to fuss,
They be the first ones to cuss,
Liars aren’t no where near tough,
You know what? I’ve had enough,
When you try to talk to them and tell them the whole truth,
they huff and puff,
They’re dogs, when they see me, “they say ruff ruff”
I’m their owner, I’m the boss,
I run them, if anything, soon I’ll be their loss,
I don’t lie, I come out with honesty,
People are so scared to confront me,
They stink, they rotten, they *****, the smell,
My part, my regrets, I’ll never tell,
Some of these liars should hope that they do well,
Because one day, they’ll be the main ones that go to jail,
I bet they won’t even get bail,
If I hear more lies again, it’s going to be a bowl of hell,
The truth is what I yell,
Liars are what they yell,
They don’t know truth,
They’re just youth,
I’m a full women,
Those liars have something, to them, coming,
These ******* songs are what they keep singing and humming,
They are some **** dummies,
Lies, lies, lies,
The truth always flies,
I am never the first one who cries,
No one can knock me down, even if they try,
I wonder what they’ll say if I just happen to....die

I had rain in my eyes,
Making puddles in my palm,
Flooding my soul,
After almost drowning,
You emerged as my life jacket.

I wish I still had the chance to say, "I love you"
I wish I still had the chance to kiss her on her cheek,
I wish I still had the chance to say, "Thank You"
I wish I still had th chanc to hug so tight, because if I did, I would never let go,
I wish I still had the chance to say, "sorry for not being there with you all the time."
I wish I still had the chance to get to re know her. I wish I still had the chance to smile at her,
I wish I had the chance to tell her thank you for taking me in when I felt like no one cared. I wish I could spend a night with her and sleep in bed righ beside her,
Like I used to do when I was only so young,
I wish I had the chance to relive the very funny and special days I've had with her,
I wish I had the chance to get to know her again,
I wish I had the chance to shop with her, and do everything with her like I used to do,
But I lost all of those chances when she passed away in March.

I apologize for being too kind,
All my kindest moments I wish I can unwind,
Grateful people in this universe are so hard to find,
However, I’ll keep the nice people in my mind,

I apologize for opening my heart,
Especially for those who have no heart,
It’s ok because they weren’t there for me from the start,
Rude people from me, will have to depart,
Of me, they ruin every peace of my art,

I apologize for trying to rekindle things with people who just don’t care about me,
In every situation, I always thought, there could be a “we”

I apologize for stressing over whether people like me or not,
That’s why I don’t have a circle of friends, I just have a dot,

I apologize for not believing my instincts.....

I like him but... I'm probably the last person that comes to mind,
He's so gorgeous and handsome and hella fine,
Maybe one day...we could be one, he could be mine,
He has such deep eyes, you can just swim in and drown in,
I really do wonder if he has a girlfriend,
Because if he does, I'm still gonna look,
I feel like he's a mystery, and he's not easy to read like a book,
I can tell what kind of guy he is by his walk, his swag, and how he looks,

When I'm hurt, I cry,
I always want to fly away like a butterfly,
When I'm hurt, I try to fall asleep,
When I'm hurt I tend to be very deep,
When I'm hurt, i can't think,
My feelings might change with just a wink,
When I'm hurt, I day dream,
When I'm hurt, I wish I was really free,
When I'm hurt, my anger makes it so hard for me to breath,
When I'm hurt, I want time alone,
When I'm hurt, I want to be at home....alone,
When I'm hurt, I feel like I was pressured,
When I'm hurt, I feel small and weak,
When I'm hurt, I feel left out and like a geek,
But I'm not a freak....
When I'm hurt, its hard for me to dream.........

To me, love is deaf,
When he told me he didn't like me,
I didn't believed him,
Because he was showing a thousands of signs that he liked me,
His mouth was saying that he didn't like me, but his actions were telling me something else.

If I could climb the tallest tree, I would only for you,
If I could dive in the ocean with drowning or losing my life, I would do it for you,
If I could fly up really high like a bird, I would just do it for you,
If I could visit God in Heaven, then I would, but just for you,
If I could cry and scream like a baby, I would only cry for you,
If I could bark and howl like a dog, I would bark and howl only for you,
If I could do anything for YOU, and only you, I promise you, I WOULD !!!

When I look over my house,
I see thousands of beautiful, bright, and shining stars,
Those stars remind me of your eyes.
Because your eyes are beautiful, bright, and shiny.

My life was just life before you came,
When you came, it became more than life...

I love you more than the blood that's running through my veins,

i love you more than the air I breath in,

i love you more than the times my heart beats,

i love you more than the ground I walk on,

i love you more than happiness,

i love you more than I, myself,

im glad you stood up for me,

and didn't give up on me,

and that's why I love you.

I LOVE you more than anything.....Mom

Why is the moon so far away,
Why is the river so deep,
Why is poetry so deep,
Why is the sky so blue,
Why is my heart racing. . .

The fireworks lit up the excitement in me,
The fireworks exploded in my heart,
The fireworks was first annoying to the ear,
They was first my fear,
They were amazing at sight and annoying to ear,
But they threw excitement at me,
They were loud and irritated but i just let the pop and be,
They might have scared me at first, but the fireworks was so beautiful,
They were many colors, yellow, red, green, blue, all kind,
Even though, I was just watching them, I actually had a wonderful time

I wish to go to prom with you
I wish to be close to you
I wish to be yours forever
I wish to make you dinner
I wish you could massage my sore back
I wish I could sing to you
I wish you could hug me tight

He is the most hardest to talk to
He loves to eat all of his food
He only has friends that are cool
He loves playing basketball
He hate the idea of Fall
He exercise a lot
Never seen him fought
He is always quiet when he has nothing to say
One time, I thought he was gay
He gets depressed when there is no one to play
He is the reason why I smile all day
He is a tough cookie
Well, at least he's not a rookie
it's hard for him to just let anyone in
He is better off with just one friend

Behind my smile is a girl that's screaming for help,

a girl that cries for her life back,

a girl that tries to have faith and hope,

the smile is lying to you, telling you I'm ok,

but I'm really not okay,

I want to feel wanted and needed,

i give fake smiles all the time and it's really hard to put a  smile on my face,

I cry for help behind my smiles,

my smiles aren't always real. Just look deep in my eyes

When i die,
Will people who know me cry,
Will they worry Why,
Will they even try,
Will they scream and cry for me,

Am I lucky to be alive,
Am I lucky to have a normal life,
Am I lucky to still be this age,
Am I lucky to have a few friends,
Am I lucky to be at home with my real mom,
Am I lucky I still live with my mom,
Am I lucky or not lucky?
Or don't I appreciate nothing?

As the road sparkled with ice,
The sun shined on my face,
I looks at my shoes and I bent down to tie my shoe lace,
By the time I got done with tying my shoes,
I seen the buss coming to pick up the other kids, who were just down the road from me,
When they were finally on the bus, the bus came quick quick down the street,
That I thought my bus driver wouldn't see me, but thankfully, she did not pass by me

I wish I had wings like an angel,
Because angel wings are so soft and fragile.

I looked in the mirror and when I looked in the mirror, I didn't see nothing wrong with my pretty face,
But when I stepped out my mother's place,
I digged in my book bag to get my iPad out and to
Take a look at myself in my iPad camera,
I looked at myself in the camera, and I ended up seeing what I didn't like, because what I see in the camera is what everyone on my school bus would see and everyone at my school would see. Because I realized I still had mascara on my eyelashes........
My mirror showed me that I didn't have nothing on my face,
Nothing black, brown, but when I looked in the camera, I seen that I still had makeup on and I didn't have no wet tissues with me to wipe my eyes and the rest of my pretty face..

You stolen the light from me and you gave me darkness all over again,
You stole my happiness from me, you make me want to **** you and all your friends,
You stolen my future from me, without you, I HAVE no FUTURE!!! But you don't understand!!!
You stole my energy, when I see your face, I can never breathe around you.....and I can never breathe whenever I think about you.....I want you dead if I can't have you......I want you.....Dead...you stole my life from me...I have no life anymore!!!!!!!!

She looks at the mirror but she doesn't like what she sees,
I told her that when she touches people, she stings just like the bees,
I also told her that she isn't an ugly dog with fleas,
I told her that she's an beautiful angel with bright sparkling wings,
I bet that one day a guy will appreciate her and not because of what she brings

Roses are not always red,
Violets aren't always blue,
At first sight, I couldn't stand to look at you,
But now I can and I do.....

i want a chance to feel like a trophy, as if you win that game, you get me.

I want a chance to feel needed in every possible way,

i want a chance to feel loved,

i want a chance to eat like I had never eaten before,

I want to feel like Beyoncé, when you see me, you go crazy,

I want to live my life being successful and not being lazy,

i want a chance to be told that I'm the world and that I'm everything and that I'm worth it all,

I don't want to feel like a stupid basketball,

i want a chance to be lucky and to enjoy life,

i want a chance to be bought everything I want,

I want a chance to be liked so much that everyone would write me poems.

When I first see you, I was so LOST,
When I first seen you, MY MOUTH WAS WIDE OPEN,
When I first seen you, I saw that YOU COULD NOT TAKE YOUR EYES OFF ME,
When I first seen you, I thought you looked just like the guy I used to like,
I was SHOCKED when my cousin said you said I was FINE, I asked my cousin what your name was and she said Derrick.

I dream about your cheek dimples,
I think about  how my love is so simple,
I fantasize about you laying your head down on my stomach,
I dream about you loving me to my bones, to death, to eternity, from the bottom of your heart,
I think about the times I had you so triggered,
I swear my love for you has gotten a little bigger,
I dream about you, trying to wake me up by kissing me on my neck,
I thought love was only a painful kick,
I miss it when you used to smile at me,
I wish I had the guts to tell you that you can't leave me here,
I want to be hugged deep into your strong arms,
If I ever kiss you, I would **** your lips right off your face,
Just know that no girl can EVER take my place,
Because you are what I crave,
If you don't love me how I love you,
I will spit on your grave,
I can't force you to love me,
I can't force anyone to love me,
But any guy or man, would be so happy and grateful to love a sweet, ******* loving girl like me,
Without you, I fell imprisoned, locked up in a closet, that's so dark, you can't see your hands,
It feels like everything I did for you, you've taken for granted, you've always taken for granted, even me,
I fantasize about you, I think about you, I dream about you, daydream about you, wish for you,
But have you ever wished for me?
It's so hard to just forget about you and how your smile and your face used to always light up when you seen me,
But now, you don't smile at me anymore, you smile at your guys friends and you girl-friends, but they don't need to be smiled at like that,
I would **** for you,
You make me seem crazy because you're the one that made me crazy,
Just know that I love you to the bottom of my feet,
I love you from all the way to Heaven and back, but, like I said before, you take me for granted...

My stomach is weak, my stomach is cramping,
I'm on my monthly, that's why I'm crabby,
I've been feeling so grumpy and ******,
The only way I'll be calm and relaxed, is if I watch the pretty YouTuber, Bambi,
I need something to laugh at, so I go to vine and I looked up, "Young Papi".

My heart has not ever been broken before,
But it's still aches and hurts because
You won't cherish it, you won't love it, you won't massage it,
Because it loves you and cherish you.

When I licked on my fingertips, I could taste the saltiness and the cheese of the popcorn I had just ate,
The saltiness and the cheesiness made me very thirsty,
Water was the only beverage that could quench my thirst.

There was a girl in a movie named Rose,
She went to another school because she was about to be exposed, I suppose.. she had a red car with roses on it that she drove...she came too school wearing very tight clothes. I heard the other teens in the movie say she love riding poles....

There is this girl(me)who writes poems and quotes, but they are deep, strong and tear dropping,
She writes about how she is treated so wrongfully, while all the other girls are treated like angels,
But that is ok because she sees that they’re rotting,
She sees that one day those same girls are going to be worn out and old,
She hears things a sweet girl should have never been told,
“I’m going to better than them than I already am when I’m grown”,
She clench her fists every time she see another girl getting called pretty when she never gets called pretty,
“Am I ugly?” The girl ask her mom, “Liyah, you are so caught up in what you look like, you’re not ugly. People just don’t see the beauty in you, but I do” said her mom,
“Why did you ask?” Asked her mom,
“Because I see how other girls are getting called pretty and I don’t. I get called ugly.”
Her mom replied “Liyah, you’re beautiful in my eyes and half those girls are going to be fat and ugly when they get in their late 20’s and you’re going to look like Beyoncé”. “Really?” Asked the girl,
“Yes really. I mean look at you now, you’re not pretty, you’re beautiful and you will be more beautiful when you get older, and you’ll see”
The girl nodded her head “I guess”
“Liyah, don’t let this conversation lead to more stress” laughed her mom.

People tell me I look good,
But I don’t feel like I do,
I don’t feel good about myself,
Like I’m supposed to,
Most people say I’m beautiful,
All the time like it’s true,
But there are a few,
Who say otherwise….
Only if you knew

You watched me shed my tears and cry and screamed,
You watched me struggle,
You watched me suffered,
You watched me wait for a better day to come,
You watched me starve,
You watched me sit in the dark with no friend,
You built my struggles I went through,
You went through the same struggles I went through. . .

It's sad when no one is there for you when you need someone the most, just someone to pat you on the back and tell you that you deserve everything in the world,
It really hurts when you don't have no one to trust, to confide in, to compliment your flaws,
To lift you up when you're down,
It's hurts when you can't​ hug your brothers​ for their birthdays​, you got to miss it and it just tears you down,
It hurts when no one is there to wipe your tears, and tell you don't cry when they're gone, it's so **** painful when you haven't seen your blood in 2 or 3 years,
It breaks my heart to know that I probably will never see my brothers again,
But in the end of it all, it just hurt, to nor have anyone there to listen to your words..

A guy who went to the same school I go to now,
Called me "Unknown Beautiful"
And most of the students in the class laughed,
It had hurt my feelings,
But I laughed with them and pretended it was funny but it wasn't,
I took offense to that because everyone in the class
Was laughing and having a great laugh at me,
And I had a sad sad feeling,
Ohh boy ! That wasn't a good feeling, that feeling didn't feel so good,
I was crying on the outside, because I was so hurt,
They didn't even feel or see the pain in me,
I don't want to be "Unknown Beautiful"
I want to be Gorgeously Beautiful,
The guy was basically saying my beauty was unknown,
But what I think is funny is that he dropped out of high school,
And I stayed there,
I hope to never heard "Unknown Beautiful" ever again because that's not a nice way to describe someone, in my opinion,
I don't want to be called hot because that's a word I hate too,
I was laughed at, called ugly my whole life,
Never called beautiful a day in my life.

Your eyes remind me of the Stars.
Your heart reminds me of the moon.

I know I might be better off without you, but I can't stop thinking about you and your laugh, your skin and your smile. You're probably too good for me but I would hate to see you with another girl

My stomach is weak, my stomach is cramping,
I'm on my monthly, that's why I'm crabby

I feel like by the hip, we were connected
When you left me, I kind of felt neglected,
And you wasn't there when I was rejected and disrespected.....I felt like you abandoned me

When I was younger, the only word I was called was ugly,
So when a guy kik me and said I was beautiful, it stunned me,
Because literally every guy that was in my school, joked on me, made me feel unwanted,
Then there was a guy that called me "The Unknown Beautiful"
Even though I didn't know what he meant, I didn't ok offense to that,
Never was I called "Beautiful"
Never was I called "Gorgeous"
Never did I feel l good about myself and love every bit of myself,
Never did I ever smile in the mirror and say "You're so beautiful"
I thought that since they don't love me, then why should I love me ?
When people felt sorry for me, they were trying to I be funny,
Not supportive,
They didn't care about how i feel, nor if I screamed or killed myself,
My classmates ruined me,
A guy called me ugly and I said "That's the nicest thing someone said to me all my life" but I didn't cry, I just look away after that

She has a friendly smile and a warm embrace,
With that young and beautiful heart, she aspires a heavenly grace,
She is a fun loving and Life living girl,
Her funny nature was as precious as a piano black pearl...

As I open the door and tried to escape,

A voice in my head said "Wait"

So, I walked back in and on the table, sat a white plate.

A raindrop rolled down the window,
As of if had been raining,
But the sun was out and shining so bright,
I looked at the raindrop and thought, "Dang it must be about to rain."

She has a smile, only one of a kind,
It is just so beautiful, like a happy illusion of the mind,
Honesty isn’t just her habit,
It was the way of her life,
The truth on her tongue sometimes feel sharper that a knife,
Kindness sort of dwell in her heart,
She has a dream to turn the world into art,
She has a kind and caring heart,
She is a gift of nature’s living art....

I want to bow at your feet when you enter the room and carry you to your destination on my back, and massages and kisses await you.

I wanted to die a long time ago,
And I kinda want to die now,
My life is in the palms of my hands,
But I just want to vanish, quick,
People in my life try to destroy me with their words,
And it works,
People don't care how I feel. . .

Guys are delusional,
Guys are confused,
Guys are confusing,
Guys lead girls on,
Guys aren't loyal,
Guys are shy,
Guys are confident,
Guys are pathetic,
Guys are needy,
Guys don't love one girl,
Guys destroy girls,
Guys don't know what they want

I seen a wave in the sky,
I could have sworn I seen
my grandmother's scary eye,
But it wasn't her evil eye,
it was just a white cloud in the
Sky

Love is thoughtfulness,
Love is pain,
Love is giving your all to someone,
Love is falling in love with a stranger,
Love emotional
Love is hard,
Love is a deep tradegy to those who can't love,
Love is trusting someone and being honest,
Love is dying for someone you love,
Love is a unknown tradegy for us while don't love,
Love is sacrifice and giving your all and getting nothing in return,
Love is many things but unsure...