little one cheer up.
life is pure an warm.
be strong little one.
some time people
say bad thing to
other people.
listen little one?
1. you are  good person an have good heart
2. people love you for you.
3. important share love understanding to other.
4. stand tall be self.
5. yes let people  know they are wrong at time ,but in nice way,not in bad way.
6. be brave an be strong toward goals in  life.
7. do whats important for you find a  hobby that you like, ride a bike
write story or poems, help people meet there goal, or shareing your
time   with someone that sad help them over the  hurt .
8. it ok to reach out for help an talk to people.mom ,dad, friends
everyone  get  sad some at  time. this is life we have high  an lows piont.
in life . we just pick up the pieces an go on.
9.love self . and love other.
10. when loveing  someone set them  free at time.
so little one true love  is true when bird fly home again.
11. respect your self for how you are.
so little  one the   world is a big place .
be happy not sad .
on this road call life
share the love of peace
share time with other.
let people know you care
my little angels of life.
you are my  flower of life.
respect your self an other.
little one cheer up  life
good.

SHARE THIS WITH EVERY CHILD
TO LET HIM& HER KNOW
LIFE IS GOOD

I'm loveing you once again

a dream for me is to hold you in my arms.
can you please  tell me what is so  wrong with me
what is this i hear from heart an soul.
a crazy love it seems.
as summer breeze that dances  across  my feet in  summer   wind.
like two  ship that pass in the night.
crazy love it seems?
i bring  gold an silver to table .
to try please my lover  heart .
crazy love it seems.
what is but true love is.
a trap  in one mind .
crazy love it seems. to be  or not to be.
i'am but a  stage in this world  playing  roll .
thou it be  or not be.  
the laughter the  pain  of one's tears from one  soul.
crazy love it seems .
as tear drops  roll from my  eyes .
the  joy of love  an  loveing
you are  like angel of heaven above.
that you are my  love .
but is love but a whisper in wind.
to love is to love,
the angel of my heart .
but a crazy love
it seems ?
moon stars,   moon lite night?
i wish upon the stars
heaven above.
love is free an love is  warm
as  tender as night.
but why does love
puzzel the mind?
tear of  joy an the  tear of pain
an bearing  one heart an  one  soul
to love is to love .
what a crazy love it seems?
this is love??? i'am truely puzzel ?

you are a  good person,
with good  idea in life.
stand tall be who you
are.
don't let  no bully  pull
you down, make you  sad
an blue.
fight the hate stand
tall an brave.
be who you are,
as a person.
you are a  careing loveing
person.
with a  good heart.
you make people laugh
when they sad .
you have good  idea
to share with the world.
fight the hate
stand tall an brave,
my friends .
for you have  rights
tell a bully he or she wrong
for saying bad thing
about you.
they don't no anything about
you as a person.
who are  they to judge you.
fight the hate stand tall
an brave.
for human rights
an gay rights,
as people we stand
as one.
tell  a bully it my
time now.
i stand tall an brave
i'am person.
with my  own
idea in life .
talk with  a bully
in a peaceful way.
help them understand
who you are as person.
make that stand!
fight hate an  share love
of peace.
fight the hate stand tall
an brave.
my friends.
we people
we stand  as one
to fight hate an share
love of peace.

You know how people say they love poetry? How they can quote the classics and elicit a response of admiration from those surrounding them? I can quote very little poetry. I know so few lines by heart. But I love poetry in that I could bury myself in it. And despite that some of my own words fall flat on the paper, I love the play of the lines. Poetry is the cure for the sadness in muly soul. Good writing is better than alcohol and I like to drink in both. I watch him smoke his cigarettes, a few a day. The way he lazily holds them in fingers and lips. I rarely smoke, but I hold words in that same lazy way and with that same desperate need. I wrote these words long ago... but something in you has woken my soul.

quiver of a touch
the touch of hands
of time.
rolls by as the sea
to the shore.
O'lovely moon
lite   night.
my love is lost in winds
of  night.
i'am but captain at  sea
quiver of a touch,
when heart meet .
is not a future
of a day in time.
to love is to love
with tender words
one  soul.
as then heaven open up
an  the angel  sing.
with joyous words
a tender loves of mine.
my love will  alway
be true blue as
the seven sea.
you'll never walk alone.
in the sands of time.
because loveing you
is true.
in the hands of time.
i love you
come rain or shine
i'll be at your side
you are love my ownly
love.

true love
a true gift in life.
to care an love
for some one.
for who  they are,
an say
i'll be there every step
of the way.
in time of need
my friend.
because i love you.
an every one love you
for  your warm
smile that bring joy to people
life.
an share laughter
to other an bring joy
to there little  world.
an cry no more you have
friend and because   i love for you,
for who are
a wonder person that
bring  joy an happyness  
to people life.
we brother in sister in life
we need this love a true love
of careing an shareing.
this true love.
going out away to help people
careing is loveing helping is love
true love  got your back
as you walk this road in life.
you never alone because
people love you for you.
because share love
understanding the world
around you.
is true love hope an joy.
true  love is power of hope
an joy .
true love is care
true  love respect for other
true love is share one knowledge
about life.
true love is peace
you have power to share
the world.
an share love toward other.
a true gift in life.

cool
cold
quit
pain
hate
love  
feeling
bleed
more
cold
loveing
blade
****'s
can't
must
again
cool
thoughs
love
feeling
hate
pain
more
times
1000
2000
3000
4000
stop
never
add
keep
hide
lie
metal
friend
wrothless
end
once
again
want
can't
cut
addiction
never
stop
again
end

I am me, wonderful and calm.
I wonder if the world is it's own.
I hear the laughs of my peers  around me.
I want to befriend those whom i haven't already.
I am me, pure and loveing.

written by maegan cattermull

I dont know what i could do
To help me start loveing you

Step 1
Step 2
Step 3

I laugh so hard
They all stop to look at me

In an atept to help
One hands be a book
Another a movie

At last a panflit
To teach me pationce
Untill god gifts me a husband

I drop them in the trash drown the block in a lump.
Pour my coffie on it and refuse to be told.

I want to love you like new
I want to love you our way
And no one elses
And to find out what that means.

Loveing like childeren
Living like lovers
Under the covers

Ok so sir elton john gets to have a say.
But i admit, i trust his opinoins more than those of gods and men.

Fact, Even though I met the love of my life and plan on marrying him I dont believe anybody will ever love me

Fact: I dont believe im worth having anything that I want

Fact: I believe that I am a burden on my family becuase I require so much help just to get through the day. I’m not disabled, just crazy.

Fact:I cant be left home alone because when I was 14 I tried to **** myself

Fact: When I was 13 I met a guy that I met online becaues I wanted to get kidnapped and murdered.

Fact:Ive never been ***** but sometimes I wish I had been

Fact: From the time I was 13 to the time I was almost 15 my best friends dad tried to convince me to fall in love with him. He was 50 something. Sometimes I regret not taking him up on his offer.

Fact: I wake up some mornings and all i want is for somebody to beat the **** out of me because I dont want to be alive anymore

Fact: I want to marry you and spend the rest of my life with you, but im afraid that youll realize how ******* up i am and leave me.

Fact: Im so terrified of being alone that I push away the people i love so I can say it was my choice

Fact :I just wish I could be trusted enough to stay home alone for 24 hours. Or get a job. or drive a car. but I know Im not worth the trouble

Fact: I wish my mom knew  that when I said “I understand…” I really meant I understand but it doesn’t make it hurt any less.

Fact: i believe
I am a worthless human being.
I dont deserve to have anything i want and
you finally made me believe that I might not be.
fact: I cant stand the thought of loosing you.

Fact: I really Really like ***, and all of you guys out there that think you can take advantage of me, believe me, I wont be the one getting hurt.

Fact: I hate the word beautiful when it is used to describe me.
Fact:I may have sent the love of my life to prison because he was too old for me

Fact: as I sit and write this out I realized something.
these were once my secrets,
these 15 one liners that I am different now.
Dont get me wrong,
I still really like ***,
And I still feel worthless sometimes
but now,
I know something about myself.
I know that I matter.

Fact: I know I am ******* Beautiful
Fact: I know I mean something
Fact: I want to be alive
Fact: I am greatful to have lived the life that I have, because I know I could have been born to an abusive father and a hateful mother that sent me to the streets so they could shoot up
Fact: Instead of the previous senario I was born to a succesful and loveing mother and a brilliant and caring father. I was born into a family where I will be the 5 generation female to go to college.
Fact: I am loved.
Fact: I love
Fact: I am capable of emotions other than saddness and anger and fear.
Fact: I know who I am, as well as a 16 year old can.

'why' does life **** at time.
'why' can't i  find a true heart.
'why' can't i find a love  to call
are  own.
'why' is loveing you so hard.
'why' is world going crazy.
'why' can't you say i love you.
'why' O'why
'why' i'am sad an lost in this
four wall.
can you feel my tears
in the night.
'why do  i care an care so little.
why can't we touch  stars in skies
tonight.
an build this world called love.
'why' do people hate people
'why' are people so greedy.
they will steal soul if let them.
why O'why
i wonder why i  give  everything
own.
to claim my prize, called love.
'why' an for what i have  no
money because give every.
for love.
thousand upon thousand.
dollar for love.
'why' because i love you.
love strange thing some time
over power your  life.
'why' because i'am nice person
with good heart i care an love every
one in this world.
for who they are.
why.

And I bow down to him,
In excitment and grace.
Smiling, loveing,
Praising His name.
The One that I can thank for it all,
The One that proves,
He'll catch me if I fall.
The closer I get,
The bigger the smile.
I have never felt like this.
Forevers been a while.
This is what I've always been looking for,
He quitely waited for me to choose the right door.
He'll be with me Forever.
Give me eternal life.
No one understands
Hell is as cold as ice.
Find Him now.
He's patiently waiting.
Do it now,
There's no need for debating.
He will show you the love you've forever searched for.
Wrap his arms around you,
You'll need nothing more!


Foever doesn't mean
Love of life.
It wasnt invinted
For husband and wife.
I now know
He is the something Ive always searched for
The statement is true
One that closes opens the next door!! :-) Have a Blessed Day!!!

As a days long setting rest raises full at mid day.

Crosses of cross sections lay so effortlessly bare and without nakedness.

The trust of introspection and outward expression in the electric calm.

We begin to see the ease of the whole as one, few as it began,
to grow, to many, many more and so it has now its motion of true flow.

We, the fallen and found, the trusted frail and broken souls.

We my dear friends are the bested and tested, the wondrously curious and strengthened.

As the reed is week and the stalk does bend and break, so are we in this endeavor a bunched thatch as a fist full of stalks, flexible and strong, to bend and bow, as the arrow of truth and love is thus flung into the nights eyes.

Our intent now full of the ease and unblemished heart, we effortlessly await the wake of waves to crash as they bash the rigid stones that were cast against our tides of past pained and strained.

For the we i speak is far more than itts outset had counted, measured and touted, For the we I speak is now the multitudes of bashed and bruised, the Truest of loves and wanting of love in the Alma of our cores.

And in this I find, the simplest of things the hope all of our mothers ever had for us to be those simple people, beautiful and grand in our truest of intended designs.

Beautiful to the core with the world soon to explorer and kindness the virtue that shall never be ignored.

As the Wake of waves to begin to break, many strife may come to rest at our shores, yet for us, all , whom have stood along this edge, these pains that might come will not be ours to own, No, these will be the death throws of all the swine that have bitterly wallowed and twisted our lives and did all they could to destroy our hearts wedded beds.

The gentleness of the multitudes on this day, grace a glimpse of the Deerhearted friends I do speak, for my dear beloved people, of the purest and loving waters your souls do drink.

and in mine heart you will always have a home, here on the loveing and honorable golden shores of the very core of me, the you in me and the in between everything.
Say Love, ,, Alma...          

(P.S. Thank you Detroit for the saying "Say Love" you know who you are.)

Jill Scott "A Long Walk"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TSYMKUtNuw8&list;=PL1X51wyhBF7-q3cJh8zRJm5aMyI5WK0be&index;=1

Simple Man - Lynyrd Skynyrd -
h ttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sMmTkKz60W8

She is delightfully chaotic
A beatiful mess
Loveing her is a splendid adventure

Time is irrelevant when we are together, if i could put a stop on time i would. so i could charish the moment of her sweet and tastefull smile. what i do today will affect my life tomorrow,so if i love her throughout the next life/' even though she loves me, do i truly love her back? if i did, would i be holding back. she wants to have me but will she accept the whole package. i dont know how to tell her because watching her face crenge will feel like a neddle periceing through me. if i love her she loves me then why have i not told anyone. why have i been holding back from someone i am sharing my heart with. i have kept this a secrect because i love this girl, she makes me feel like nothing matters when i am with her, when she smiles. its enough to keep my heart filled with blood. when she is sad i feel my aertry getting clogged, gasping for another breath. this girls means the universe to me, if i loose her for careless mistakes i have made in the past i believe i will never feel the same way about loveing another human being on this earth other than my family. there is not a day or a second i think about telling her what might be wrong with me. when i do tell her, should i tell the truth? when i do tell her, should i hold her hands, when i do tell her. will she accept me for the person i am today. i think about this everday i see or talk or reminese on the time we have spent toghter. if i tell her will she leave me? i have this hunting me as if i have a bounty on my head for all the money in the world. i dont know what to do or when to do it, but i know one thing. if i truly love her, i will tell her everything about me and see how we change as a whole, because we are a team untill the end.

Creating my own misery,
As I watch over you,
Others give me their empathy,
For loving you,
I want this to end justly,
But everytime I think we are through,
Your smile sends me into ecstasy,
And I keep on loveing you,
This peace is insanity,
Respond, please, give me a clue,
Take your time, I will wait an eturnity,
For you.

Every morning when I say,
hello and there you are to stay.
You've given my life meaning,
and on you sometimes I'm leaning,
but you're always happy to leave me there,
on your shoulder for me you'll bare.
I can't start to express how you've helped me,
to get me so honest,
and loveing,
and so carefree.
My problems just aren't that big anymore,
and that's all because of you since you've gotten to my core.
There's parts of me I've shown no one else,
and you're always there to give me help.
Time will go one and things will fade,
but you'll always be there to make my day.

Anger, it takes control, inbets in my soul.
Madness, it turns the page, make me feel like I'm insane.
Exhaustion, it drags me down, make me fell like I'm hitting the ground.
All for what and what for why.
Pain, keeps digging in deep, making my emoitions seep.
Longing, to make pain go away, to make you want to stay.
Stressing, about everything that seems wrong, knowing it won't be here long.
Loveing, you holding me close, I hope you know you're the feeling I need the most.

I sleep at night with fear my dreams will be come real. I have endless ideas but no leads to run.


I feel alone lost in a place of know to be dark and freaky.


My friend I have is a puppy who is sort and warm.


Walking this abounded  world survived chemical warfare  and nucluer fall out.


Scary sights long night's hidden and lost and forgotten.


Abandoned is the new road I am making to pay words to change the dead who were wiped out.



Alone but not my voice my little friend is alaways loveing to hear my pondering thoughts

Today I have to see you.
Some of my stuff is with you.
Today is the day that I must see you.
But I can't, I am still in love with you.
Loveing me, isn't you.
Today I must see you.
But I can't, because I still love you.

Why do I have these feelings
That you're the one for me
When I can not have you
You will never love me
I am just not worth your time
Although we are close friends
I am with you through the bad
And with you through the good
I try to make you smile
When you want to cry
I try to talk it through
But you push away
Makes me feel that I
I am the source of your pain
And I that was ever true
I would gladly die for you
So you can live your life
Without the pain I cause
But if it's not the case
I will keep on loveing you
Even if don't in return
Because love can be one-sided
Though it hurts much more
I will go through pain
Because it is you I adore