It's that point that you just don't give a **** anymore
Cause you realized you spend your days wondering about someone
And they spend their days as if you never existed

When we fell in love
We gave each other our hearts
I kept yours safe with me
While you played with mine and broke it
Now that we parted it makes sense that
I can't stop thinking about you cause I have your heart
And You became heartless from breaking a heart

It's funny I wonder why I loved you so
Cause that night I told you I drove drunk looking for you
You were no where to show
Shows how much you actually cared for me
So close to death, so blinded by love but now I have some clarity
Who i once thought was the girl of my dreams turned out to be a nightmare
A heartless girl who if lost a best friend might not care
I like to believe that I didn't lose you Rather you lost me
Cause I lost all respect for you when You didn't stop me when I drove drunk and didn't care what it  would've cost me

I would like to say I'm fine but that's a lie
I would like to say I don't think about us every night  before I sleep but that's a lie
I would like to say that I don't drink and smoke excessively to forget you but that's a lie
I would like to say the thought of us doesn't haunt me every waking moment of my life but that's lie
I would like to say it was my fault that we ended but the truth is I don't want to lie