I'm not good at being alone
Thoughts comes and hunts me
I'm getting miserable
Depression and selfharm

I'm not good at being social
Do they even want me around?
Just staying silence
Angst all over

I'm afraid of myself
How can it be?
Why can't I just relax
And be with my friends?

Who can teach me to live?
Teach me to do spontanious things!
Maybe I'm not build that way
I will never get free.