im a useless excuse of a human being im tired of being sad and im changing everyday because i promise someday i can make myself feel alive and i can't promise i'll be everything i need but i'll give myself everything i've got i'm not the perfect girl and i can't shake the feeling that i can't get anything right but i make a lovely mess and how can people pin their happiness on another person when they can't even love themselves? can i give you a piece of advice from somebody: (who’s been through this a few times already) trust your gut my biggest mistake was thinking someone else could fix me only i can fix me im going to spend my life trying to feel alive whispering i am broken and a wreck but i'll love myself until im dead