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Leticia JL Sims Apr 2017
O.o
Times change 

I know this 

but at the same time 

I wish they didnt 

I wish that I was still 12 

I wish that I could go back in time 

Times change and it really *****

I cant go back
Leticia JL Sims Apr 2017
Today I saw three people consume
something that once was alive
that once had thoughts and wanted to live
that wanted to grow
Chickens, Cows, Ducks, Rabbits, Deer, & e.t.c.
What is next?
Why do we grow these animals in barns and warehouses for them to be slaughtered?
To make money you say?!
Make money another way.
don't **** these poor innocent animals that just want to survive like us.
Instead of stealing their milk
make almond milk
it is really not that different
instead of taking young cows and throwing them in a tiny cell
till it is time to consume
LET THEM FREE
When you look at a cow and see it cooked
that it a problem
when we feed fifty percent of our veggies to the animals
so they can survive when they could be free and fed
Leticia JL Sims Feb 2017
This feeling
this pain
I am going to one day pull it out of me
make it go away
but for today
I will sit in silence & cry
I will let the pain wash over me
drown me for the time being
I shall let it consume me
I shall let it
till I become strong enough to fight
till I become willing
Leticia JL Sims Feb 2017
Heart crushing memories
heart crushing lies
I barely can write
as the tears overflow my eyes
pouring out

How do I get this feeling to go?
How do I feel better?

The feeling will fade for awhile
than
it will return
tugging at me
harder than before
tugging at my eyes, my heart & my soul
This feeling is painful
it makes want to dig myself a hole & stay for the rest of my days

I don't feel like life should feel this way
This tugging pain is binding me
blinding me
It just covers the joy I could have & makes me want to hide

The hole I want to dig
is just to get away
just to feel a little bit of sanity

The feeling leaves than comes back pushing me to the edge
every time it comes back
it comes back more intense
more real
Pushing me closer to the edge
Closer to letting go
Leticia JL Sims Jan 2017
The darkness that follows me seems to be catching up
Every step I take
it comes closer
Every breath I take it gets closer
The darkness is following me
I can almost breath it in
The darkness is trying to catch me
I try to stay away
I try to find a haven
I try to go in the light
but there is nowhere to hide
I try and try but I cant escape the darkness
the darkness that keeps following me
I don't know why it follows me
I am scared
Scared of what will happens when it catches me
Scared it will take over and I will be lost in it
Sometimes I feel like giving up
letting it have me
But I know if I do
I will be stuck
I do not want to be stuck
I do not want to lose myself
I wont lose myself
I will keep fighting the darkness
Till I find a sanctuary
Leticia JL Sims Jan 2017
...
Baby now
times have greatly changed
kissing you
has become something old and unfamiliar
if I could kiss you I would
but life don't always give you what you want
and sometimes it is not alright to fight for what you want anymore
for what you want might not be the best for you and maybe what you want doesn't want you
Leticia JL Sims Dec 2016
Lately the pain is driving me a little crazy
but lately I am getting through it faster
Lately the pain is driving me a little crazy
Lately I feel as if you will soon move on
And
Life will soon move on
and I will always think of you
but as time goes by I know you will stop being on my mind constantly
even tho all I want is you
for you to be right by myside
because with you I feel the best
the happiest
Im in love with you
I cant help that ****
I feel for you
but im  losing it for you
cause baby as time goes by
Im not feeling like I used to about chu
I still want you I really do
but as time goes on I realized that you aint right for me
you never ****** treated me like you shouldve
you never loved me like you shouldve
been there like you shouldve
but baby lately
im losing those feelings for you
and lately im not thinking so much about chu
lately Ive been getting that money like im supposed to
and lately im alot happier with myself
like i shouldve been along while ago
and lately I realiezed
I can make money without chu
I can be better without chu
I can grind without chu
I can be alot happier wihtout chu
I dont even need you
I dont know what I was thinking
some reason I had it in my head that I needed you
but baby lately
I been feeling like *******.
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