Jess: Poems

311 · May 2013

Low

Jess May 2013

Low

Sometimes
It is the lows
That make
You feel
The highest
You have ever been
Soaring through
The skies

270 · Mar 2013

Every Day

Jess Mar 2013

Every Day

Every day
I come to realize
That everything that seems
So much closer
Returns to the distance
Far off in the pale wind
The closer I get
The further I walk
The closer I get
The further it goes
Until it becomes a pin ***** in the horizon
I realize that the end does not stop
But for me
This is the end
For today

256 · May 10

Triple Junkie

Jess May 10

Triple ******

I can't stand you
I resent you

I've wasted my life on you

You no good,
Sniveling, triple ******

You and your father deserve each other

I don't want to be here anymore

All hope is gone
All understanding is gone
I don't care
About anything
It's all gone

Living with addicts

#addict #addicts #drugs #poem #anger #vent #relationship #depression #numb #******

254 · May 2013

Nothing

Jess May 2013

Nothing

I sit here
Yet I feel nothing
I don't know
How it came to this
Oh
What I would give
To feel anything
But this

244 · May 10

Speak, Don't Speak

Jess May 10

Speak, Don't Speak

Too scared
Too meek
Too quiet to speak

Pushed to the edge

When the meek
Start to speak

Speak up

Don't Speak

#meek #depression #sad #short #speak #edge

209 · May 10

I've Lost

Jess May 10

I've Lost

Feel nothing
                                          Say nothing
Be  nothing

I've tried

                                               Feel something
Say something

Be something

I've won

I
have
                 become

n o n e

I can't feel things fully anymore. I'm just so tired.

#depression #sad #emotional #abuse #drugs #addicts #toxic #relationship #numb #nothing

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