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Apr 2021 · 245
Someone
Benzene Apr 2021
I'm that someone who finds it hard to take my eyes off you.
I'm that someone who wants to know your library of thoughts and pages of your vulnerability.
I'm that someone who wants to know every letter in every chapter of your life.

I'm that someone who won't judge you no matter what.
I'm that someone who long for the shortest moments of pleasure.
I'm that someone who might fail to express in words
but my eyes says it all.

Thank you for the friendship you have offered,
I'll treasure it in my heart
and will always remember in my life I've known someone like you.
Friendship is much better than relationship.
Apr 2021 · 1.8k
SHE
Benzene Apr 2021
SHE
love is the thing she need
but the world  has it's own greed

her eyes say it all
every time a drop of tear falls
every pain she recalls


everyone say she writes poetries  very deep
but no one know  her tear is the ink ,
her pain is her inspiration to write
that's why she cry to make herself sleep

one day she'll bounce back
and give the answer of your all attack
till then wait for her comeback.
may be I used this title many times .
Hope you all doing well
stay safe
because corona  in your  area
Mar 2021 · 302
Just Smile
Benzene Mar 2021
Tears are in her eyes
fire in her heart
but neither the tear extinguish that fire
nor the fire dried the tears.

But she doesn't know that
the light of the fire and
those crystal like tears will make
a rainbow in her dark room.
And
Those tears  which are rolling down from her cheeks ,
passing through her body
will heal all her  inner wounds .
Have you ever woken up between 3 and 4 o'clock, at which time the sky is much darker than night, because it is the last stage of darkness followed by sunrise. Do you understand anything
😊
Mar 2021 · 239
Light house
Benzene Mar 2021
will you be a beacon ,
a lamp of true love .
On the shore of sensual sea
Just like the light of light house
which sits high above
just because others might see
and not lost in the darkness.
Jan 2021 · 511
Astrophile
Benzene Jan 2021
I have galaxies inside me
that form constellations of love
when you hold me ;
Your eyes look like Venus and Mars
And your tears feel like
Meteor showers.

I  always carry star  ,
and whenever darkness will surround  you
I'll lit them up and make a small universe
that will make you  feel the beauty of night.
space
galaxy
universe
Jan 2021 · 4.0k
You can
Benzene Jan 2021
They will laugh
But that won't stop you
They'll point out
Don't let that block you
Know your thing
And just keep going
Through the hard times
Slowly growing .

Stubborn
Strong
And restless be
See what others cannot see
Know what you want
Keep researching
No one knows for what you're searching
You define your own life-story
By your actions reach the glory
They will laugh But don't gain fear They'll point out Just fight, my dear
Jan 2021 · 263
She is pheonix
Benzene Jan 2021
She hides  her wounds in shadow;
Bandages wrap up the thick cuts
Of a love gone very wrong.
She submits to a blood transfusion;
As if she's the one with the confusion.
But to begin anew
She must clorox Her heart;
scrub away the tears, The fears
and the lost years...
And finally today the scars have healed;
She emerges as a Phoenix. Visiting the grave of those memories
Buried is the past.
She says a proper prayer for what was lost. And smile.
Then, Walks on.
Pheonix
.
Dec 2020 · 416
Hard time
Benzene Dec 2020
I know you'll we back soon from that far  away world
Where you no longer remember yourself
I'm here to hold your hand
And tell  that it's going to be okay.
And I know
This hard time changed you
But don't allow your pain to define you.
.
.
Dec 2020 · 189
Life in scientific way.
Benzene Dec 2020
It is amazing, how we are in every way but a microcosm of the universe. Just stop and observe how we travel through the world;
like leptons racing through the stars.

And like a molecule;
we spend most of our hurried lives looking to form atomic bonds;
Hoping to collect along the way enough to fill our orbital shelves. Some might shed electron shells to become stable and their better self;
By sharing pieces of themselves with other people.

There are many catalyst  
that making our life fast and quick.
We are living in unprecedented times.

We are riders of the solar winds;
and we each must play our part;
But will we leave behind a legacy brighter than great Sirius A?
Or will we be lost by our own dark energy and accelerate towards the end?
I know it's about science and chemistry.
Is it seeming  boring?
Hope you all enjoy it.
Dec 2020 · 394
You.
Benzene Dec 2020
I admire you for all the grief and pain you have been through yet you still give love, kindness and generosity. There needs to be more people like you in this world.
You all are precious.
Dec 2020 · 117
It's too late
Benzene Dec 2020
After losing touch with you;
I awakened  from a dream.
The tears lingering at the corner
of my eyes are traces of your absence.

That was also a time;
When I had Galaxy inside me ;
Which used to form constellations whenever you hold me.

I realised that love already expired.
I was too slow and now it's too late.
Why are you hesitate if you already made up the mind to leave.

Why did we holds hand;
if we don't aim towards forever.
In end you are Only passing by me.  
I mistook you as a heaven sent rainbow;
Which would filled my life with its color.
Once you borrowed my heart from me but you forgot to give it back.
Now it's too late.
Dec 2020 · 113
Never give up
Benzene Dec 2020
Those who are tired of their life
And going to end that.
Can you please
Just think about your parents.
Remember when they teach us dramatic rules of life.
When they used to hold our hands
To cross those pathetic paths.
Parents who stress themselves and taught us how to live the life.
Please live life for those stress takers
Who always want to see you
S m i l i n g.
Don't release those hands from theirs
To just show that you have given
Up.
Just think about your parents before taking some worst decision of your life. May be it release you from all pain but what about them.


I don't want to write that negative word.
I'm **** sure you know about what I'm taking.
Nov 2020 · 410
Man can cry!!
Benzene Nov 2020
Learning from childhood
What I see
That men have emotions
But they are not set to free

From father to elder brother
Why do we expect maturity
Don't it see like gender inequality
We always talk about women prosperity
But why can't men show their inner reality


It's just a matter of soul
wrapped within a body casserole
Emotions are not under our control
Show what you feel
So that you can heal

Boy's can't cry is a common fallacy
That we learn in every chronology
Man can cry is not a joke
We just have to see it an Inevitable block

Yes, boy you can cry
Give it a try
Don't be shy
And Please show what's inside an intellectual guy
It's make you strong when you cry not weak. So cry to heal yourself my friend
Nov 2020 · 117
Broken heart
Benzene Nov 2020
For some
It look like an ancient castle
With rumours of ghost
Of those dead traitors.

For some it look like an
Empty playground
Where once were cherished  memories
Now turned to a barren land


For some it look like the carnival
rides
With no functioning and broken
seats.
Rollar coster is frozen with cold snow.


For some it look like a old school
With broken rooms
That were once filled with children
Selfless smile.
Recently I Met a person with a broken heart. Who doesn't believe in humanity
And I want to help him.
But don't know how...?
Nov 2020 · 110
Thoughts
Benzene Nov 2020
Let your heartbeat be the music
And dance between the void of your thoughts.
Nov 2020 · 112
What is beauty?
Benzene Nov 2020
The beauty is not how you look but
How you treat yourself
how you carry yourself
how your personality is
how your vibe is
the energy you give off

Beauty is who you are as a person
Beauty is what you make it
Beauty is how you treat others.


Beauty is what’s in your soul
Beauty is in your heart
Beauty isn’t what meets the eye
Beauty has layers
You are beautiful no matter how you look

you are beautiful because you are completely and utterly your self
Because you are confident in who you are
Because when people bring you down
you get back up


You are strong and that is beautiful
You are different
You are unique
You are kind
You are like no other
You are you
And that is beauty
That is beautiful
Oct 2020 · 308
Don't worry
Benzene Oct 2020
It's okay to cry
When
There is too much in your heart
Cause
this is law of nature
As
The clouds rain too
When
They get heavy.
And
I promise to you
This
The tears you've cried.
Will
Not go in vain
Cause
There is someone
Who
Would swim as many oceans
Just
To get to you.
So
Don't worry
.
Oct 2020 · 245
Hey Smile!
Benzene Oct 2020
Hey smile!
Where are you?
I'm searching you everywhere
But you are not there.

Is this our friendship
Which we have shared
I don't need you to be fake
Please give me a real smile
And awake

As it is the only one
Which can hide my pain
Comeback my dear
And stay on my face
Let's shake the hands
And disappear all the aches
Oct 2020 · 219
My dark night
Benzene Oct 2020
Dim lights
Listening soft songs
Darkness everywhere
And thinking about today
Did I do something wrong
Or hurt someone
But later I realized that
I am still alone


Hugged the pillow tightly
With whipped tears in my eyes .
Reduce the volume slightly
And mumble
In the darkness that  
I'm fine


All I know is that love me
Or hate me
I'm still gonna shine :-)
Oct 2020 · 255
Road to love
Benzene Oct 2020
There is not just one road to love
Every road has its own curve
You won't be able to cross too easily
But only if you dare
As it would be as long as Rupunzel's hair
For some the road is aesthetic
For some it's a pet peeve
Someday you too would leave
Find a hundred reasons to leave
But
Just one is enough to stay

— The End —