I will wait for the one who feels like baking sugar cookies
For the one that smells like climbing trees
For the one that looks like a morning after sleeping in a hotel
For the one that sounds like smiling before a roller coaster takes off
For the one that tastes like swimming way after the sun has gone down
I will wait.

I can’t help never falling out of love with you
I won’t apologise for being in it.
Swirled, wrapped, scents of us..makes no sense
Our difference drives me wild, chemistry
But.
Polarised frustrations fester
Your presence, your essence I will always feel.
Being a part and now apart
How does a heart, heal?
Does it?

Emptiness is what I love the most

Emptiness of heart
Emptiness of feelings

Because I am tired of
Bearing everything

Want to be light

And he will fill your heart with so many nerves, you will mistake it for your brain.

You dare just stand in front of me so open and innocent.
Don’t look at me with such open eyes.
I can’t stare into those eyes.
So true and expecting.
Sometimes I feel like you could just lean over and kiss me.
When did our simple understanding become so complex.
I like definition – you like variability.

Why can’t we just be simple?
I was not looking but there you stand.
My heart in your hand.
I don’t want my heart out of my chest.
I didn’t want my heart singing a song I didn’t write.
But there you stand.
I was not looking.

i am not a mystery
i am an open book with secrets to be deciphered.
i am your warm words,
your forbidden curse.
i am the fingerprints on railings,
the feeling you get when you're failing.
i am that fall when you get high,
i am that song which made you cry.
i am the dead cells on your skin,
the greed when you're rich.
i am that rhetorical statement,
that lonely guitar by the pavement.
i am that scream when the car crashes.
i am the fire which brings you to ashes.
i am that unknown melody in your head.
i am that coffin in which you were placed.
i am that time bomb ticking away,
the succubus telling you to live another day.