Do you believe in Love
Can you endure the pain
Can you take a hold of what is given
And give it back again

For what is the greatest Love
That one would give their life
A substitute for the multitude
A Godly sacrifice
All praise to Jesus Christ

it was 9 pm
I opted to go to sleep.
you asked, “why?”

honey,
what good is it
to be awake
at time where
I’d like nothing more
than to die?

it was 9 am.
I stayed in bed.
you asked “why?”

darling,
why hurry
to be somewhere
you’re not wanted?

it was the weekend.
I remained in bed.
you asked “why?”

sweetie,
i’ve had enough.
i just need some rest.

i never woke up after that.

you stopped asking why.

My stomach dropped
And I feared
Even my best
Wouldnt be good enough
The nausea is overwhelming
And all I'm doing
Is trying to fix myself
For you
For me
For my soul.

Oh how I love you
Oh how I love
This peace
That washed
Over me
Such sweet
Relief
Such
Hope.

You will find me
between the flight to heaven
and the journey to freedom.