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 Nov 2014 Johan Nel
Ashley Browne
dad left
for his second tour of duty
on my third birthday

mom kept
a jar full of jelly beans
on the living room coffee table

every night
she gave me one to eat, saying
"when these jelly beans
are all eaten up,
dad will come back home"

sometimes
i would sneak another,
to help dad come home sooner

one night
the phone rang
and i watched mom
wipe away a tear
as she filled
the jar
back
up
On this Remembrance Day, I think of all those who have served, with a special thought for Dad.  And though she has no medals, I also think of Mom; every tour of duty Dad went through, she went through too, taking care of us on her own.

*** Edit: Thank you for all your kind words!  Due to a recent outpouring of sympathy, I feel it necessary to clear up the fact that my dad did in fact make it home from this mission; his tour had simply been extended for an additional 3 months.  Still, it isn't easy being part of a military family - and that's what I meant to show. ***
 Nov 2014 Johan Nel
rachel
As we kissed
the constellations in the skies,
started disappearing one by one
and reappearing in his eyes.

I stumbled back
and looked with wonder,
an entire galaxy twinkled in his iris
but I spared myself from the inhuman lure.

Maybe he was a galaxy,
he was still not my world.
 Nov 2014 Johan Nel
chimaera
Above
 Nov 2014 Johan Nel
chimaera
I wish
I could fly
high

above
myself
above
the wordly littleness

and see
my heart has
but a regular human size

and the gold inside
glimmers as much
the same

and all vanity
and presumption
forgetful time
will equally
devour.
 Nov 2014 Johan Nel
chimaera
Siege*
 Nov 2014 Johan Nel
chimaera
Life walks by
and in a useless longing
I dive into the crowdy time.

Then, unexpectedly,
a chord fills my mind,
words arise together
sieging me in opacity,

in a growing uneasiness
of a mouth full of marbles
that finally fall
with a heart rythm
as omen stones of a sybil voice.

[14.11.14]
* poem inspired by "When you write", by Pradip Chattopadhyay: http://hellopoetry.com/poem/942224/when-you-write/
 Nov 2014 Johan Nel
Emmy
i want
 Nov 2014 Johan Nel
Emmy
I want to softly whisper
incomplete poems
on your collar bones
that don't rhyme with anything
but your heavy breathing.

I want to bury my face
in the curves of your neck
because you smell like the winter clouds
and I've been gazing at the sky
since you left.
 Nov 2014 Johan Nel
Maddie Lane
will always be far too small to catch all that is crumbling.
It is all crumbling.

It seemed to have imploded,
infiltrated from the inside,
we lost all that we had
(which really wasn't much)

I don't think it can ever be the same,
Broken things are hard to put back together-
especially when no one wants to.

I showed up,
hard hat on my head,
ready to repair,
until I saw that I was the only one there.
 Nov 2014 Johan Nel
Maddie Lane
I can never make you love me,
I'm finally okay with that.
It took a while but I've finally accepted it.
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