Be still and watch the golden sun's
late fire drape the snowy frost.

In loving embers stirring low
that light the heart of tender dusk.

In snowy arms we walk back home
and feel a warmth that's never lost.

Your smile,your eyes ,your pretty voice ...
Brought me light ,appealed my soul to rejoice ...

the problem is that none of
them are you; i don't know if
that's how love works, or if
this is just fear

Late at night is when I think
And try to I clear my head
I often stay awake all night
Just laying in my bed

As soon as I get comfy
Thoughts start racing in
I start to question everything
and regret my every sin

At first the thoughts are gentle
Like what will I do tomorrow
But as time crawls by; they escalate
Till I'm drowning in my sorrow

I think of all my failures
Every detail of what I did wrong
After hours of reliving pain
I convince myself I don't belong

I suddenly feel isolated
and like the silence will never end
I feel like I will never escape
There's too much I just can't mend

I feel overpowered and worthless
Like I'll never do anything right
I hide till the world fades away
And I'm awoken by the light

I realize a new day has come
It's time to put on a brave face
I put those negative thoughts away
Until I return to this place

when all your sorries blur together
they almost sound
sincere

have you had love for me, boy?
have you only love for the blue sky?
have you kissed the lips
of one you like
so hard you couldn't stay alive?

The depths of my soul
Is a black hole
It's lost to the world
Misunderstood by everyone

It'll drain your happiness
Like it does mine
Along with your sanity
Like it has mine

If you end up like me
This desolate
You'll sell your soul
You'll lose it

As I have done
Just like this brokenness
Equal in this fire
Falling along with me