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Apr 2018 · 236
xd: Nothingness
xditania Apr 2018
true nothingness seen perceptively brings fondness.
triumph over an identity coercively molded and shaped
by the malign lips of judgmentality, we volunteer to believe.

existing in an overabundancy of choices,
feeding one's soul, is one merciless virtue.
written for @jendela.co
Mar 2018 · 140
xd: Lukewarm
xditania Mar 2018
your lake was luke—
warm; but never too warm.
calm; with so much charm.

i would dive in, i know;
i did. down below,
i slept in the shallow.

you were never too;
too deep, too cold, too hot.
we were never wrong.
you gave me all of you;
your heart, your soul, your all.
but, i needed something strong.

so now i'm longing
for the icy sea:
deeply drowning;
freezing;
the cold stabbing me.

you were never too;
yet you were too lukewarm.
my apology; i'm so sorry.
i must go, i swear!
please let me:
i need some air.
written on August 26th 2017.
Mar 2018 · 129
xd: Cover Me
xditania Mar 2018
cover me...
the rain is falling down
and i can't feel my fingers
cover me...
let me hear the soothing sound
that the angel whispers

cover me...
i'm weak
and small
cover me...
people look at me like i'm a freak
just push me slight and i'll fall

cover me...
it's dark and windy outside
there's no light in sight
cover me...
please just hold me tight
i need you most tonight
written on October 15th, 2015.
Mar 2018 · 301
xd: The Calling
xditania Mar 2018
God, are you there?
Will you wait for me again?
To search and seek
the belief I left in vain.

God, are you there?
Doubt blocks the way.
'A way of salvation'
or at least that's what they say.

God, are you there?
We're different by religions,
yet God need no protection;
Don't think of it as nations.

God, are you there?
I'm cruising on the sea
not knowin' where I'm goin',
many ways they offer me.

God, are you there?
Is it a choice or is it fate?
Do I decide for myself?
Why does it have to separate?
written at night, on July 5th 2015.
Mar 2018 · 143
xd: The Reunion
xditania Mar 2018
on the shore she waits,
longing for the breeze,
keeping her hands close.

she lost counts of dates,
whispering please o' please,
don't be too far he goes.

after states and states,
he falls onto his knees,
bestows his final rose.

on the pier he drops his weights,
walking with joy and ease,
to the only woman he knows,

at last, at last,
he's finally come home.
written on January 19th 2018.
Mar 2018 · 127
xd: Autumn Will Fall
xditania Mar 2018
you wondered
how we happened,
i stuttered,
can't explain.

winter's coming,
autumn will fall,
what we're feeling
be kept, it shall?

o, i wished
withstand we
i'll be pleased
to find you here

"look away," you said,
"stay away."
but i kept my stare.
i kept us there.
written on June 5th 2017.

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