The first time i loved forever
was when he came up to me
and said ever so sweetly,
"i really like you, please accept this flower"
he was glorious and all,
a boy not a man,
he really made me fall,
gave me smiles when nobody can
and boy, my heart was whole,
it was nice, we were good,
it was me, it was full,
at least until it lasted.
Everything changed when i met my sunshine;
the one who taught me bad things,
who made me shoot comets,
the one i fed stars and those in between -
when i met the one
i learned how to sew stitches,
i swallowed a needle,
i ate stardusts,
and accepted burnt candles
my heart was flashing bright,
i was blinded by the sight
of how deep and gentle love could be,
if only we were meant to be...
Nothing can come out of sadness?
therefore you should live again
for sadness gave me a lot,
sadness gave me my solace
sadness found me an angel
sadness lifted me up from hell
we built towers and fortresses,
we are catching the falling
and patching the holes
of a broken heart's great desire -
to be whole once more