When I grow silent is when you should worry

My mind is everywhere, so much so,that everything is blurry

YOUR WORLD IS STILL INTWINED IN MINE...
even if I wanted to forget....
Not even my mind can I find...

I know there will be better days to distract the emptiness , I dont expect anyone to clean this mess.
My heart will mend and my walls will be strong
To the top I go and feelings be gone.

Jaded; spaded ;minds been recreated

Wishin we were back at square one;
Instead I've  resulted to just gettin faded...

This beens done before;; I'm quite familiar with the feeling;;

You promise me your there..Now why does it feel like my hearts breaking instead of healing;;

Your what I fell in love with;;

But This pretty picture that was painted has turned into nothing but a myth..

This boat can't take any more water..
My
Socks are *******
blue....

It's starting to seem you were too good to be fkn true</3

My mind is abuzz,
Like a hummingbird does.
It can't be still,
And it was my will
To make everything so,
Because how will I know
The outer limits of my essence
Without spiritual lessons?
Self-taught, fear not,
Happiness is sought
Through a curious burn.
The lessons I learn
From engaging my mind,
Is that I am not blind
To tuning into frequencies,
And avoiding delinquencies
With each new experience,
Learning to control delerience.
My inner being thirsts
For a gift labeled a curse.
I want to break these chains,
Be more than insane.
I want to be free
To be the real me.
Every great individual
Has ideas that are sensational.
So say what you will,
I will have these spiritual spills,
That shakes where I dwell,
And brings me out of my shell.
I have the right to engage
With my mind, uncaged.
Hummingbirds die
If they are caged inside.

Happy, mad, mostly sad

Keep my head up; ignore my dad

One day the day will come

Feeling coming on & it dont feel good

One day he'll realize what hes got

I'll just continue to be a forgotten thought

I live for the days at the beach with no cares

But still I sit here just hoping you'de care

Fk you, fk your soul, its just not fair, but guess what? I DONT CARE.



<3

I can feel my barracades starting to collapse...

wish an angel would come sweep me off my feet n swipe my brain clean of this before I relapse...
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Confused, hurt, and overwhelmed doesnt seem like a good combination

Tired of keepin it in and just changing the ******* station....
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Have never felt this A L O N E ever.
can someone save me? Will they? ...
N E V E R.
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**** that I don't want to be saved;; leave me be...heres a letter to my future self..one day it'll be alright just gimme time to find the key
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I just wanna block everyone out..
Feel like im on the outside looking in..just cant break out;;
☆
Lemme take a min while I crowd myself with these purple clouds.