"selfdestruction" poems
strait crazy
saintly mania raving.
new age jainist phasers
sang they praises
like
'hey mr bojangles,
go mangle up the angle,
shake shake shake the frame
& they'll thank you later.'
...sorry not today.
I'm feeling under the
earthquake weather.
wallowing wonder
following the devil
thru the desert
on great endeavors
to make it rain feathers
that sound like thunder.
famous as ever
nameless as heaven
to say the least
I'm slaying beasts that
came from me
in the first place.
this is lovehate.
lovehate lovehate.
& it's useless.
just lemme set the mood.
it's stupid
brutish beauty
mooing truly bluesy
marks & bruises
infused with martian
harmony incarnate,
caramelized carnage
set to soothing violent music.
broke record store cliché
faded to frustration feeding
a creaturely need for creation
& hellish lust for selfdestruction.
-nothing special-
just an absolute mess who
dilute the stress through allusion
allegory alliteration
hallucination delusion
***** it's a celebration.
tell the rest those losers
that got left I'm doing my best
even though I'm pretty upset
with how it's all panning out.
oh well I guess.
Apr 23, 2015
Apr 23, 2015 at 7:55 AM UTC
heavy raindrops
drown in teardrops.
surprise.
my hands soaked
in black burning
desperation.
(cannot hide
my face right now)
i've lost you.
turning towards
night.
lonesome late
silence
bursting down the street.
unnoticed
all-night
selfdestruction.
(cold wind won't
lie)
i've lost you.
empty taste
of your light white skin,
porcelain peel.
drunk bare
fingertips
down your
back.
back and forth.
i've lost you.
oily morning
light,
once again.
hurting my
mutilated eyes.
my body in pieces.
cursed/blessed.
somewhere there,
lying on the ground,
crying,
making no sound.
truth.
a new day
had found me.
warm beer
sleeping near
empty bed.
i've lost you.
Nov 9, 2013
Nov 9, 2013 at 1:43 PM UTC
Facade.
hide the face that shows the state
don’t let it humiliate,
everyday put on the hidden facade
and pray to god,
that they don’t shout
and let it get all out,
i never forget the words they said
let my mind erupt until someones dead
i wonder if that’s their goal
to crush every soul
and the victims they seek
seem happy never leak
a cent of depression
warning viewer discretion
is advised
events resized
forget the scripts i read
follow me, i’ll lead
but if you agree to follow
you just drop down below
clear your own path
don’t sit and suffer their wrath
devastation
annililation
inundation
continuation
repitition
intermission
lost nation
misinterpretation
to conclude; i’m dead inside
from everytime they lied
selfdestruction
internal eruption…
- JacobDexterCoffey--
Nov 22, 2013
Nov 22, 2013 at 7:58 AM UTC
i'm Prone to selfdestruction.
but you keep me safe.
I'm prone to self hating.
but you give me something to love.
i could live through anything.
eXcept losing you.
im prone to the bad thoughts.
but you scare them away.
you keep me safe from myself.
even If you dont know it.
your the sunrise to the obsidian shadows of my soul.
Even if you dont know just how much you mean to me.
i do.
Jan 27, 2013
Jan 27, 2013 at 12:02 PM UTC
Parched are my lips
saddened from every emotion you feel
my voice apologizes
for my cowardice
I'm too afarid to ask
for every hardship you face
my silence is an assailant
kills every moment of bliss
Dried up thoughts and helpless gestures
It's as though I'm watching your body suspended
on to a cliff
My hands urge me to save you but my mind makes me wait
I'm not sure what is the right option
I'm a marionette
..controlled..
My mind
jammed
too afraid of what
May escape your tired tongue
tongue tied
bushwhacked
I remain broken
from selfdestruction
I remain at peace unaware of your destruction
Oct 17, 2016
Oct 17, 2016 at 12:08 PM UTC
Maybe I sacrifice
a little bit too much of myself
When no one
does the same
for me
Dec 26, 2018
Dec 26, 2018 at 10:59 PM UTC