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Lexi Nov 2017
I'm sorry you had to spend time with me.
That you spent money on me
And effort with me. 
I'm sorry I fight with you
And lose my temper at you.
I'm sorry I ruied our relationship
And all we had.
Because now I live without you.
I live without the support of your hand
That hand I never truly had
The things I would do to have just one more moment of your love.
For you to look at me once more.
Mumma I am sorry.
I don't know how to say it anymore.
I♡U
KAT COLE Feb 2015
There is no place a can go, no sight I can see, no smell I can recall that doesn't remind me of you

You've ruined me.
You've ruied any sort of childhood I ever had.

You know, my therapist told me that I have so many triggers that my body completely shuts down on a regular bases because it can't handle the memories.
I can't live a normal life because of you.
I can't even sleep because of the the fear you have dyed me with.
I hate you.
I hate you for stealing my life away from me.
I'm ranting. Trying to put into words. Trying to find my way out of this mess.

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