"rowland" poems
Nature is everything that wasn’t created by man,
It cannot be controlled by anyone.
I admire the beautiful trees that sway from left to right,
And the delightful blue sea that is filled with marine life.
I admire waking up every day to an amazing sunrise,
And going to bed to a charming sunset.
I admire being a part of a world so bright,
But wait,
I can’t forget about the night, the moon, and the stars that are ever so bright.
I admire the cool breeze giving me goosebumps.
I admire the gentle flowing of rivers and waterfalls that makes me meditate,
It reminds me to never build feelings such as hate.
I admire how nature takes care of itself and mankind,
I surely cannot tell nature it has its time.
Nature is everything that wasn’t created by man,
It cannot be controlled by anyone.
I admire that nature is always going to be there,
And because of that,
I admire the fact that nature truly do care.
Sade Rowland
Apr 2, 2020
Apr 2, 2020 at 12:49 PM UTC
A famous ship that set sailed
The name “Titanic” a cruise liner marked for preserver, but something down the line failed
The Titanic made it’s way over the seas
Yet on the deck the passengers were treated to an endless breeze
As the music played an elegant melody
The feeling of majestic royalty within red carpet hospitality
This was the first of the Titanic voyage
History in the making for sure
But will the Titanic reach destined shore?
A final night that everyone narrates and regrets
As the doomed cruise liner continued on the waves
Disaster struck with thoughts on did the waves behave
Panic was among the travelling passengers
The passengers being distinguished in the category of who’s who
There was a special passenger and I will give you a clue
The insignia of R.H.
I didn’t give the last name as I am trying to see if you figured out what R.H. stands for
You will be surprised in galore
The passenger was Rowland Hussey Macy
The name associates with MACY’S DEPARTMENT STORE
A store you probably shop today
But Mr. Macy perished on board the ship “Titanic”
Yet he was a man of the seas by way of Merchant ****** from Nantucket
But the Titanic was constructed to be unsinkable
However the situation does make one think as what really happened on the Titanic?
A mystery of the seven seas
Let your mind wander but feel at ease
All the passengers perished, and their soul’s went to thee.
Jan 1, 2015
Jan 1, 2015 at 5:57 PM UTC
Elaine sat in class.
She'd seen John
on the bus, but he
had not looked over
at her, but gazed out
the window, sitting
beside the boy Trevor.
She looked back and
he was sitting at back
of class with a boy
called Rowland, he
looking at some book
the boy was showing him.
Once the pupils were
all there Miss G took
the register calling out
the names. Elaine wished
John was beside her at her
desk; wished he was talking
to her not the Rowland boy.
She sat uneasy, her body
plumpish, her glasses smeary
needing cleaning. Miss G
talked about music; about
Mozart; about his piano
works and put on a LP and
the pupils sat arms folded
or hands over faces listening
-or not- to the unfolding
Mozart music piece. Her sister
talked of boys over breakfast;
what so and so had done and
where and their mother had said
NOT AT THE BREAKFAST TABLE
loudly but did boys really sniff
after girls as her sister had said?
Elaine never heard John sniff her.
He had kissed her that day, but
not sniffed-thank God- and she looked
at Miss G as the music played away.
Jun 25, 2015
Jun 25, 2015 at 2:59 AM UTC
1. Candles smell best when the day is nearing its end and you feel the weariness in your bones. Favourites flicker like moods and the way the fire dances upon the wick; fresh scents mostly. Zingy citrus and sweet melon and cucumber, and sometimes sweet spice and serenity which smells like old memories.
2. As a sister, I do no know what kind of attributes I wish for a sister. Even though I adore and get annoyed in equal parts by the girl who calls me big sissie, I could not name what it is that I exactly would want. Perhaps, I would enjoy some one such as Nana Visitor as my sister, although one wonders if having actors for a family member is the best.
Kelly Rowland comes to mind, and perhaps I would adore her as a sister the most.
3. I have longed for a brother for a long time, wished I had one just to experience it, mostly. I’d want someone fierce, but someone understanding too. Someone who would not treat me like I could look after myself, and under much consideration, I do not believe there is someone I’d truly want as a celebrity as my brother. Perhaps Olly Murs, if I had to really answer this.
4. Marriage is not something I would wear well, I do not think. It’s not a comfy pair of sweats or a too big sweater. It’s a very pretty dress, or a dapper suit and it doesn’t fit like colourful beanies or a rather fluffy scarf.
5. Books lay in piles about the space entitled my room, old bottles from years before I was born live in their own special cupboards. Piles of intricately made teaspoons and bone-handled knives tuck into boxes upon boxes upon boxes. Old text books barely squeeze into my shelves. I hoard like I breathe.
6.When young and flexible I managed to tie myself in knots; I’d fit in spaces I only dream about now and stretch like I was reaching for the light. Doing such things like the splits doesn’t occur to me anymore, I’ve got a book to read, an emotion to write and a song to hum under my breath.
Sep 24, 2013
Sep 24, 2013 at 8:22 AM UTC
Yochana
sits beside
Angela
her best friend
Miss G plays
Beethoven
on the old
gramophone
piano piece
sonata
Yochana
likes this one
the music
stirs her up
conjures up
images
desires
Angela
looks behind
at the back
of the class
she sees them
the two boys
sitting bored
eyeing her
Rowland pokes
out his tongue
but Benny
has that smile
that hair quiff
how is she
he lip talks
Yochana?
she turns back
to the front
he's looking
she informs
Yochana
that Benny
I don't care
about him
Yochana
says softly
(not wanting
to disturb
Beethoven)
but she does
she senses
his hazel
eyes touching
her body
bringing out
hot flushes
distracts her
emotions
from music
Beethoven
(poor Ludwig)
pushed aside
and she feels
Benny’s eyes
hazel warm
look inside.
Nov 8, 2014
Nov 8, 2014 at 4:12 AM UTC
It wasn't until Rowland
poked my elbow
in music class and said
hey Benny
look at the titless
one at the front
with the blonde ******
I looked to where
his finger pointed
that I noticed Yochana
for the first time
sitting at the front of class
with a blonde girl
who was shorter
but that hardly
made her a ******
-Rowland and his humour-
I studied her as Miss G
talked about Schubert
and his music
and his life
I noted the thinness
of her body
- Yochana's not
Miss G's-
the black hair
smooth and shiny
and I never thought
about her titlessness
at time but something
about her caught my eye
later after the kissing
on the cheek thing
and the day after
I kissed her hand
I waited for her
at the end of biology class
when she came out
with her friend
the blonde haired Angela
-Rowland went onto
the tuck shop
and then to
morning recess-
when she saw me there
and I smiled
she shooed her friend off
and waited by the wall
she said
are you waiting for me?
shouldn't I?
why would you?
why not?
do you always answer
questions with a question?
do you?
she smiled
and looked me
in my hazel eyes
what did you want?
she asked
to talk with you
I said
is that all?
anything else
on offer?
what other else?
I don't know yet
but I'm sure
I can think
of something
I said
I'm sure you can
she said
is that it?
are you in a rush?
my friend's waiting for me
she replied
can't your girlfriend
wait a bit longer?
she'd not my girlfriend
she's a friend
who is a girl
she said defensively
I dreamed of you
last night
I said
did you?
no you wouldn't let me
let you what?
Miss G passed us by
and walked down
the corridor
giving us
a backward stare
kiss you
I said
shame
Yochana said
yes it was
I said
we stood in the corridor
a few seconds in silence
kids passing by
you kissed my hand
the other day
isn't that enough?
she said
no
a glimpse of heaven
isn't enough
until you get there
I said
she looked past me
then at the kids
passing by
not here
maybe lunch time
some place quiet
we can maybe kiss
she said
then touching
my hand briefly
she walked off
down the corridor
and I watched her going
with a kind of yearning
my inner soul
and my body
burning.
May 8, 2015
May 8, 2015 at 2:19 AM UTC
There's an old forgotten cemetery
just through the woods we used to pretend was Narnia
when we were young.
Defaced and orphaned, it sleeps.
An early morning fog hovers
lazily atop browning blades of grass.
The headstones not repurposed into gravel and firewood by
bored teens read numbers that speaker much louder
than the names above.
1937-1939.
1943-1944.
1948-1953.
I can see it--
pink, chubby legs stuffed into tiny dress slacks;
soft eyelashes kissed for the last time
before the waves of dirt storm the beach
of a casket much too small to seem real.
***
I wonder if your mother knew
that this place would fade from memory.
That it would dry and shrivel from neglect and indifference.
That you would inspire poetry,
Rowland
*how many baby boomers never bloomed--
their escape from the womb punished too soon
by a God with whom no take backs isn't a rule?*
Mar 5, 2016
Mar 5, 2016 at 4:27 AM UTC
The Sheila
girl looms large
in his mind
during maths
the teacher
going on
about some
aspect of
algebra
Rowland who
sits next to
him mutters
who's the ****
at the gates?
John pretends
to write down
what is on
the blackboard
just some girl
who likes me
John tells him
Rowland pulls
him a face
what's she like
underneath?
didn't seem
to have ****
Rowland says
I don't know
what she's got
John mutters
writing down
the set sum
on the board
he'd not seen
what she had
underneath
why should he?
he wonders
after all
he didn't
know her that
well as yet
would he then
once he did?
Coles listen
teacher said
throwing chalk
at the desk
where John sat
stand up boy
what did I
say to you?
teacher says
I don't know
John replies
my mind was
elsewhere then
(wondering
what Sheila
under clothes
maybe like)
then listen
boy he said
(the teacher)
John sits down
other kids
murmur soft
Rowland says
bet she wears
white *******
and no bra
and giggles
John just sighs
scribbles down
the set sum
teacher's done
lets Sheila
in his mind
sit silent
beside him
touching his
right hand thigh
giving him
the keen eye.
Aug 2, 2016
Aug 2, 2016 at 3:30 AM UTC
They were dropped off
at the church
like the others
ready for choir practice
but they held back
and crept into
the front porch
to be alone
for a few moments
the voices
of the others
died down and away
Yehudit gazed out
into the evening sky
feeling Benny near her
you do love me
don't you?
she asked
sure I do
why ask?
he said
you seemed
distant today
at school
and when I looked over
at you in class
you looked away
he gazed at her
outline in the door way
of the porch
you know
how it is
Rowland was saying
how's your love life?
and all that stuff
and I was trying
to make it seem
I didn't have one
and wanted
just be free
of his words
and jest
I guess
she looked back
at him
aren't I worth
getting jest about?
if you loved me
it wouldn't matter
she said
I know
you're right
but us guys
are stupid at times
we don't think
in your league
girls like
to be seen
to be loved
not just words
she said
a bell rang
from the tower
must go
she said
wait
he said
look I’m sorry
I made a mistake
I do love you
and it's more
than words
she walked out
of the porch
and into the evening
semi-dark
looked at the stars
and moon
the next time
I look at you
in class
at least smile
at me
she said
sure I will
he said
she kissed his cheek
and ran off
around the back
and he stood
watching the moon
and stars
and her footsteps
faded into the night
and he thought
she's right.
Nov 6, 2014
Nov 6, 2014 at 1:52 AM UTC
Once he's home
John passes
his mother
by the stove
how was school?
She asks him
it was fine
he replies
what are you
cooking then?
Irish stew
she replies
O that's good
John tells her
and goes up
to his room
shuts the door
his brother
(much younger)
has gone out
John walks to
the window
and looks out
Hebblewaite
the neighbour
is digging
his garden
John wonders
about the
girl Sheila
he'd seen her
just before
he got on
the school bus
waiting there
by the gates
of the school
hands in her
school jacket
her two eyes
excited
to see him
they had talked
quite quickly
words exchanged
almost kissed
but too shy
must go now
he had said
as the bus
would soon leave
she had waved
blown a kiss
so had he
Hebblewaite
seems to sweat
wipes his brow
John wonders
what she wears
underneath
(Rowland's fault
suggesting
during maths)
he can't ask
her that one
or suggest
that she tell
lovely eyes
and that smile
he muses
looking on
as the man
Hebblewaite
wipes his nose
John whispers
Sheila's name
to the room
it sounds like
a steam train
starting up
Hebblewaite
continues
to dig on
John closes
his two eyes
thinks of her
deep within
her beauty
in the flesh
gently lies.
Nov 11, 2016
Nov 11, 2016 at 4:00 AM UTC