"katt" poems
Why do you hide in the
Dark?
When there is so much
Light?
Why do stand in the
Shadows?
When you can be in the
Sun?
~Katt
May 4, 2015
May 4, 2015 at 10:30 PM UTC
Raatein katt gyi intezaar me tere
Han manta hu hum hai gunegaar tere
Tu he thi jisne mohabbat kri humse
Umar bezar jaegi intezaar me tere
Tere hoth kissi ko chu le aur mai zinda bhi rhu
Galat femi hai abhi dimaag me tere
intiha-e- ishq mujhko nadamat me mila
Raegaan he jaegi zindagi intezaar me tere
Jan 3, 2025
Jan 3, 2025 at 11:36 AM UTC
First off I am the ****
I slap ******* in Target
and steal them electric carts
to get away from the popo
I start low speed chases
down sidewalks on three wheeled motorcycles.
I got arrested, but that's a'ite.
I am the ****
I start bar fights
with pool cues
and hit ****** with beer bottles.
I throw rocks
through car windows.
I got arrested, but that's a'ite.
I am the ****
I threaten Subway employees
with my big black gun
while Suge gets mani-pedis.
I get my motherfucckin' sandwich anyway.
I got arrested, but that's a'ite.
I am the ****
I got fo kids and I keep my guns in a box.
I smoke ****
It aint a drug.
Its something you smoke when you want to feel good.
I got arrested, but that's a'ite.
Feb 5, 2013
Feb 5, 2013 at 8:17 AM UTC
You don't have to prove yourself
To anyone
You don't have to prove yourself
Just to be accepted into a group
Or into what others think
You should be
The Beauty about life is you have your own
You decide what to do with it
You can be whoever you want
You can do whatever you want
But please don't listen to them
Don't be what they expect
Don't try to make
Yourself fit into their
Box of expectations of who you need to be
Please just be you and not them
~Katt
Oct 19, 2015
Oct 19, 2015 at 4:21 AM UTC
I don't know how
I don't know why
But ever since I saw you
It was like a small fire
Was lit in my heart.
~Katt
Nov 28, 2015
Nov 28, 2015 at 5:39 AM UTC
Face it
We all have darkness in us
We all think things that we shouldn't
We all hide in the shadows
The deepest parts,
We never see the light
Once the darkness takes over
Your depressed
You think your unwanted
And you keep letting them take you back
Back into the darkness where we have
All failed and lost something valuable
In bits and pieces at a time
We lost our
Happiness
~Katt
Nov 14, 2015
Nov 14, 2015 at 3:17 AM UTC
My mind, its like a maze
Every time I think I do something right
It always ends up wrong.
Its like I'm stuck in my head and can't get out
I'm lost in a maze, how do I get out?
My head how can it be so hard to figure it out
It is my head?
Every way I turn its a dead end
I can't scream for help because no one can hear me
I can't get out of my own maze
The one I created in my head how do I break down the walls
How can it be so hard to get out of a maze I created myself?
Help me please, escape my maze of my mind
So I can finally do things right.
~Katt
May 8, 2015
May 8, 2015 at 10:10 PM UTC
Just think of it this way,
You are stronger now
Beacause of what they did
That made you fall too hard.
~Katt
Nov 29, 2015
Nov 29, 2015 at 5:43 AM UTC
Your life its like glass
Sometimes its shiny
Sometimes its *****
And one day it will shatter
Glass always has another side
So does life
You can either choose the shiny life
Or you can choose the ***** life
You are the master of the glass life you live
No ones knows when their life will end
But when it does it will shatter like glass
~Katt
May 5, 2015
May 5, 2015 at 9:30 PM UTC
Listen to me
You no longer have
To fear
For they are wrong
And you are amazing
They don't know what they are
Talking about
For you are not any of the names
They have called you
You are an amazing person
Don't let them change that
Never be afraid to admit something
For I will never make fun of you
Please don't be afraid
~Katt
Nov 29, 2015
Nov 29, 2015 at 5:39 AM UTC
Please don't change
Please don't be like them
and leave me hear in the dark
These shadows hunt me now,
They never stop following me
And I don't think the ever will
They sit there trying to pull me down
As I build myself back up,
Everyone leaves me hear in the dark
They just don't care about anyone
Suffering as long as its not them
~Katt
Nov 14, 2015
Nov 14, 2015 at 2:43 AM UTC
You think you know everyone you meet
But the funny thing is
We all have a chapter
That we don't read out loud
Even if it's the best or the worst one
That we have writen
~Katt
May 15, 2016
May 15, 2016 at 4:31 AM UTC
As I cry my tears burn my skin leaving scars behind them
Its as if I am crying toxic tears
Trying to fight and hold them in is harder then it seems
Everyday I feel so alone wasting all these toxic tears
I'm not sure why but I always cry
When I say i'm ok i really don't mean it
That's just part of the word brOKen.
~Katt
May 5, 2015
May 5, 2015 at 10:01 PM UTC
Dear me (9 years from now),
You're 25... And I have some questions.. sorry but I want to know..
Do we ever get out of our emo phase
(Please tell me we do)
Are we In college?
Do we succeed in art or are we majoring in something that makes us miserable in order to create a better life for the kids I insist that we won't have?
Are you still waking up every Saturday morning at 4 am to make grilled cheese and watch Disney films until 10 o clock? Or do we grow up?
Did we become who my parents want me to be or did we decide to follow our heart and not care if we like the same gender?
Dear me in nine years, do we still go by Katt instead of Katalyna? I'm sorry but I want to know... Do we get over our obsession with coffee? Do we ever stop craving the weird things like peanut butter and oreos, sour cream and hot fries, or apples and Chile powder?
Dear me in nine years I'm sorry but I want to do we ever stop caring so much about everything or do we have daily anxiety attacks? Do things get better? I'm sorry but I want to know...
Sep 7, 2016
Sep 7, 2016 at 10:38 AM UTC
Hundred Things To say.....
I just need one more day..
Before we really break away..
we have chosen our ways...
But there is no reason to keep things that way
Let me clear everything anyway...
Remember the promise we’ve made?
To love completely from the day we met?
But you fell in the arms of unfaithful *****
You were with Katt and then with your girlfriend Patt..
Think I’d rather feel sorry for you than mad...
Its ok.. I will survive..
Well.. look I am still alive..
You have new game new toy for another season..
I am saying good bye now do I need a reason?
Your love changes in any seasons..
You are running away without solid reasons..
Hundred words of lies are your reasons..
Stay for a while and try to listen...
I have hundreds of things to say..
Before we break away....
Listen, I dont love you anymore.. . anyway...
Apr 29, 2013
Apr 29, 2013 at 2:30 AM UTC
As I lay in my room pushing my face into my pillow to hide it from the light coming through my window I feel a shiver going up my spine
The shadows on the wall never stop following me,
I feel so alone
Everywhere I look its like a sign pointing in every direction saying LOST
I don't know where to go from this point,
Everyone acts like I don't matter
Its like I'm lost in the dark, NEVER letting light in
Always hiding from it
It feels like I'm in chains,
Ones that belong to the shadows on the wall
The ones that NEVER stop following me
They always seem to be pulling me back into the dark
Right after I get into the light again
When will these demon's stop following me?
~Katt
May 6, 2015
May 6, 2015 at 10:20 PM UTC
I would destroy myself to save you
Do whatever I had to
If only I could help you
Just don't know what to do
I let you slip away from me
Hoped that you would be happy
I've watched you struggle for so long
Seen how she has done you wrong
Wish that you could only see
That you need to just be free
And I would destroy myself to save you
Do whatever I had to
If only I could help you
Just don't know what to do
Kitty katt I miss you much
Wish that you would keep in touch
Its hard for me to call you friend
When this silence has no end
Years have passed since I've seen you
Wonder what you've been up to
Starting to think that I should quit
Just give up and forget
But I would destroy myself to save you
Do whatever I had to
If only I could help you
Still don't know what to do
Feb 5, 2015
Feb 5, 2015 at 12:09 AM UTC
It feels like there tearing out my soul from my body
Everything seems like it's failing, my life
So I cut myself looking for a cure
A cure for my pain
I think suicide but then i second guess myself
I want to live but also to stop the pain
Why do they keep doing this to me?
Why don't they stop?
I'm tired of being treated like I'm a nobody
All I wanted was what everyone else wants,
To be accepted and loved.
~Katt
May 6, 2015
May 6, 2015 at 9:52 PM UTC
I can feel them coming
out of the shadows again.
They'er here.
Trying to drag me
out of the sunlight.
They seem to never fail.
But this time they'er
not here for me.
They'er here for my
happiness.
~Katt
Nov 28, 2015
Nov 28, 2015 at 5:28 AM UTC
I sing because I want to ease the pain
I sing because it calms me
I sing because I want to
I sing to escape from life
I sing because I need to
I sing to tell a story
I sing till I can't
I sing because I love to
~Katt
May 8, 2015
May 8, 2015 at 11:49 PM UTC
Ran from the police
120 cruise control
Full load
Quarter ton
Quarter water
Why you run
I got away son
8k a year 100k bill
1 billion to a couple billion
Still whip the streets
Slowly creepin
Neighbor hood watch
Fully equip 1 billion bullets 10 minutes
Pack them shells
Load that copper
In the chopper
F35 hover b f22 rapter
Gone g
Tanks like jackie chan
**** around an find out
Ran a stop sign shook run over
Locked up
Straight to jail
Hit the prison system
****** a cell
Before bail
No new whips
Have my ***** keister
A blick
**** a reaper
Actin rico
Slaughter charge
George no form
Rocca ella katt to late
Hammertown
Big tenn nasa bamma
Lay a moon landing
Smoke gods dust an blind you
You my slave
Born an raised
Slave you want 10 million
Hit up big homie
Free world
But the day come
Aliens attack
Big Zack gonna blast
Have fun an body ******
To many piled up burn them at night
Like i said
30 mins 50 billion rounds
No wood alive
Brick wood felon happy
Apr 27, 2024
Apr 27, 2024 at 10:17 PM UTC
Why do they keep leaving
Why don't they ever come back
Why is it happening so fast
All at once
They left us here hoping
That we could see them again someday
Wishing they hadn't left us here
It is raining
Pouring even
~Katt
Oct 19, 2015
Oct 19, 2015 at 3:48 AM UTC
I am afraid
To close my eyes
And go back into
The darkness,
I am not the same anymore,
I fear what others don't,
My dreams
They are the darkest,
Coldest place that I know
That I can never go back to
But I have to,
I can't keep my eyes open
Forever
Maybe its okay
Maybe tonight
Will be better
Then the last
I might just find my
Happiness
Within the dark.
~Katt
Nov 28, 2015
Nov 28, 2015 at 5:48 AM UTC
I sit here I think all that I have known
That has made me be myself
Around others
But the way I get repaid
Is by getting yelled at
For just being me
And possibly loosing what has made
Me be myself
Before others just sat there and said
That I was boring because I never talked
Well I do I always have
I am one loud person
don't let what you first see be my personality
~Katt
Nov 14, 2015
Nov 14, 2015 at 3:08 AM UTC
Don't be afraid to dissipoint People
The ones that want you to fit in their box
Their idea of beauty is not the same
They can't make you be someone else
just for their own good
Be you
Not who someone else wants you to be
Don't fit in their box
You are beautiful
Be you
Don't be them
~Katt
Oct 19, 2015
Oct 19, 2015 at 4:04 AM UTC