Stop that. What are you doing? Dont you know that hurts?
When I look in those eyes I see no love.
The pain from the judment of your peering glance makes me feel there is no one above.
I act with aggression, how can you be so ******* blind.
To the child you raised has been kept in his own mental bind.  
You punish not to help me but yourself but I guess thats fine.
It is no wonder why I am so selfish. How
to be cared for then would allow me to care now.  
All my anger was for you to see,
how much pain I was in from not feeling that you loved and cared about me.  
As I was only a child, how was I supposed to know.
But I understood words were meaningless though,
I grew attached.  
How much more your actions could have soothed me so,
but there was no chance.  
For you did not know your actions were so powerful
to have deflated my self worth and later my caring soul.  
All I wanted was some form of validation, that I too existed among my siblings three. I just wanted to feel loved too so I could have shared all of me.

Joseph Preston Kirk Apr 2013
Truth Prevails
when times are good
everything is as it should
when times are hard
revealed is the hidden card
from the deck of life you were given a hand
play it right or it crumbles like sand
one can bluff or even lie
but the truth is known as it meets the eye
be true to thyself or or none can be true
as the life you build will fall upon you
based on deciet a heart can grow fond
but over time you will lose that bond
as with time it will show
the thorns as they rigoruosly grow
truth will consume the you, you think you know
because all the lies will suddenly go
when that moment of judment demandingly calls
and the castle of your lies built suddenly falls
to each their own and to thine own self be true
reap what you sow as it is cast upon you

JUDGMENT IS A HUMAN PRACTICE USED TO MANIPULATE AND INSTILL FEAR.
LOVE BEING PURE AND COMPLETE IN EVERY WAY HAS NO ROOM FOR JUDMENT MY DEAR.
NO LOVING PARENT WOULD GIVE YOU CHOICES AND THEN JUDGE AND PENALISE YOU FOR YOUR SELECTIONS.
EVEN LESS SPIRIT, THE LOVING CREATOR OF ALL INCLUDING US WOULD JUDGE OR PUNISH ANY OF YOUR ACTIONS.
WE DISLIKE AND FEAR TO BE JUDGED BY OTHERS BUT WE JUDGE ALL OF OUR BROTHERS AND SISTERS.
WE COULD GREET EACH OTHER WITH THE SIMPLE AND BEAUTIFUL NAMASTE.
LOVE AND COMPASSION WOULD TAKE OVER AND JUDGMENT DIE OUT REAL FAST.