"jouster" poems
I hadn’t really known
How objects could be emotions
But this--this is an emotion like none other.
This is the glass conductor of light
Whose soft rays became symphonies
Singing praise to Iris.
She is the blood-red film
Which cuts through the air alongside
Streams flowing orange and violet
And every color in between.
Like a jouster
She throws shards of rainbows
Through each clouded pane.
Their tranquil beauty is alive
Breathing in the wind
Teaching me that my lungs are a restriction.
That my body is a metronome linked to the time
Which will signal the stop of my ticking heart
And I don’t know how many acts I have left to find my resolution.
And though I cannot figure out
How to even begin to comprehend just what that might be
I know only that I do not want to depart this life
As a mediocre play cut off mid-scene.
I want the chance to write my own ending
So that I can tie off the loose strings of my anxieties to balloons
And let them lift the burden off of my shoulders.
I want them to carry my depression along with it
So when it rejoins natures tear ducts
Which first brought it life,
I can free myself from this prison
Which made the atmosphere look like a gas chamber
Trapped by the ever looming clouds.
I saw more through opaque glass, than I ever saw in myself
And so that stained glass window which showed me perspective
Became a home for my restless thoughts.
Oct 26, 2014
Oct 26, 2014 at 10:58 PM UTC
Hark! -
mine hopes had loftily soared
at your comely visage, young
handmaiden, carrying the promise
of much chivalry and banter upon
eagles' wings of fortuity!
What goodness the Lord hath
seen fit to imbue on thy
outer trappings most surely
were indeed false, wherefore
thee proved thyself a most
unworthy jouster of conversation.
Dost thee not ken that real world in
which we live, rendering thy speech
thus? But alas...thou dost not.
Lo! -
that only i could have understood
what the **** you were saying...
Dec 17, 2013
Dec 17, 2013 at 12:14 AM UTC
Brown in the sun
of the midday born
Silken strands
of crested corn
sparks light the sky
brilliant welder's flash
jewel in disguise
jouster's winning prize.
Jack was nimble
he was quick
but he's not taking
that candlestick.
All the queen's horses
and all the queen's men
run their own courses
then run them again.
Apr 16, 2015
Apr 16, 2015 at 7:53 AM UTC