"ithink" poems - Hello Poetry

The sunset. The sunset aurifies her hazel eyes. The sunset makes me ache to reach out and touch her. Taste her. As I stare, I wonder if she knows. If she knows how I think of her. If she knows, I dream about us every night. Alas, I turn my head back and stare at the sunset. Ithink about how beautiful it is. She's as beautiful as this sunset. Maybe she thinks the same of me. The sunset.

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Sep 13, 2024

Sep 13, 2024 at 8:35 PM UTC

Hptx

The sunset.

The sunset. The sunset aurifies her hazel eyes. The sunset makes me ache to reach out and touch her. Taste her. As I stare, I wonder if she knows. If she knows how I think of her. If she knows, I dream about us every night. Alas, I turn my head back and stare at the sunset. Ithink about how beautiful it is. She's as beautiful as this sunset. Maybe she thinks the same of me. The sunset.

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i think about the girls in my class; the one we have an inside joke with, tho we have nothing else in common; the one who plucks my eyebrows and asks me for advice and help with homework; the one who thinks i'm a nice person; the one to whom no one else is nice; the one who likes to hug me all the time and calls me a friend; the one who adores chanel and likes to talk to me sometimes and sits next to me in chem class; the one i used to be friends with but we fell out though we still talk sometimes. i think about the other girls from the golden five; the two who are inseparable and nice to me and understand me somehow; the one who shares my fandoms and i can vaguely call an actual friend; the one i grew up with who drools over tom hiddleston and sherlock and books with me. i think about my literature teacher who told me she loves me and about my english teacher who hugs me when she's proud of me. i think about all the other teachers who call me exceptional. i think about the boy who used to be my best friend for two years but we drifted apart and yet he'd still call me if he needed someone. ithink about the girl i stalk and whom i send sweet messages to. i think about T. whom i love dearly and V. whom i love dearly and N. whom i love dearly and M. whom i love dearly. i think about my sun and stars who breathes for me, my knight, my heart. i think about the boy i love and how even though he said goodbye he's "not indifferent" (and about a promise i made), and about his mother who adores me. i think about my mother who loves me the most about my father who calls me princess about my brother who pulls my hair. about my grandparents and aunt and cousin, about my mother's best friends. and then i ask myself "if all these people are going to cry if i happen to die, if all these people will lose sleep and scream into their pillows at night and ask themselves why, what does it matter that i don't love myself?"

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Apr 26, 2014

Apr 26, 2014 at 10:56 AM UTC

raw-with-love

reasons

i think about the girls in my class; the one we have an inside joke with, tho we have nothing else in common; the one who plucks my eyebrows and asks me for advice and help with homework; the one who thinks i'm a nice person; the one to whom no one else is nice; the one who likes to hug me all the time and calls me a friend; the one who adores chanel and likes to talk to me sometimes and sits next to me in chem class; the one i used to be friends with but we fell out though we still talk sometimes. i think about the other girls from the golden five; the two who are inseparable and nice to me and understand me somehow; the one who shares my fandoms and i can vaguely call an actual friend; the one i grew up with who drools over tom hiddleston and sherlock and books with me. i think about my literature teacher who told me she loves me and about my english teacher who hugs me when she's proud of me. i think about all the other teachers who call me exceptional. i think about the boy who used to be my best friend for two years but we drifted apart and yet he'd still call me if he needed someone. ithink about the girl i stalk and whom i send sweet messages to. i think about T. whom i love dearly and V. whom i love dearly and N. whom i love dearly and M. whom i love dearly. i think about my sun and stars who breathes for me, my knight, my heart. i think about the boy i love and how even though he said goodbye he's "not indifferent" (and about a promise i made), and about his mother who adores me. i think about my mother who loves me the most about my father who calls me princess about my brother who pulls my hair. about my grandparents and aunt and cousin, about my mother's best friends. and then i ask myself "if all these people are going to cry if i happen to die, if all these people will lose sleep and scream into their pillows at night and ask themselves why, what does it matter that i don't love myself?"

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deephate lossand anguish it all mixesinto onelargemess somewords dont eventouch thisfeeling myeyes areallout of tears and hanghalfclosed or is it halfopen to you whofeel myheart—does itevenbeat hard totell youcant know whati befeeling howcan you foolsunderstand youwant tohelp then LEAVEMEALONE theresnothing youcando tosave mefromthis pit of des- pair ilike theblack ofthis smallroom iusedto likepink iwanted tobe apretty princess andlive inacastle witha kingso kind butdreams dont cometrue learnthisnow youfools dreams are like pa- per burningin theFLAMES OFHELL just like me . . . . do not give up myChild I still loveyou myChild youvegone farther than rockbottom butlisten to Me listen listenlisten toMe . . . . I THOUGHT I GOTRIDOF YOU HOWDARE YOU COMEINTO THIS SOULOFMINE LEAVEHER ALONE you are so alone myfriend cantyousee noonecares about you theylie when theysay dothose fools listentomee tome listen to me . . . . thischaos inside icannotcontrol itatall iwantto SCREAMAND SHOUTbut icant i wantto crybut icant letgo of me setme FREE p l e a s e . . . . up uplook upMy Child iamnot faraway letyourheart beat beat beat again takemy hand myChild iwill neverleave younor forsake you myChild istill love you . . . . is that alight itsbeenso dark for solong imnot evensure what lightlooks like do i dareto hope dare tolook up up up . . . . YOU FOOL thereis nolight light doesnot exist ithought youwould have LEARNEDTHIS BY NOW theonly waytogo is down down down . . . . here iam myChild here i am take my hand please dontlook down dontlook down i still loveyou myChild ido i do . . . . i cant lookdown doi darelook up amieven worthit thelight is faint butican see it clear as day . . . . NO YOUFOOL you arenot worthy you cannot hope donteven try hope is frail youcant trust hope . . . . i surprise myself istill look up ithink maybe there is a littlehope maybethere is a little hope . . . . yes myChild there is hope still look up and see the light gets bigger warmer see me here I still love you myChild I still love you . . . . NO YOU FOOL no you fool no you fool . . . . the light is warm the light is bright i like the light i like the light . . . . no dont leaveme here alone listen to me one last time . . . . LEAVE MYCHILD ALONE myChild you are safe here in the light you are safe here in the light i still love you.

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Oct 12, 2018

Oct 12, 2018 at 11:01 AM UTC

Poet-i-t-m

the battle within

deephate lossand anguish it all mixesinto onelargemess somewords dont eventouch thisfeeling myeyes areallout of tears and hanghalfclosed or is it halfopen to you whofeel myheart—does itevenbeat hard totell youcant know whati befeeling howcan you foolsunderstand youwant tohelp then LEAVEMEALONE theresnothing youcando tosave mefromthis pit of des- pair ilike theblack ofthis smallroom iusedto likepink iwanted tobe apretty princess andlive inacastle witha kingso kind butdreams dont cometrue learnthisnow youfools dreams are like pa- per burningin theFLAMES OFHELL just like me . . . . do not give up myChild I still loveyou myChild youvegone farther than rockbottom butlisten to Me listen listenlisten toMe . . . . I THOUGHT I GOTRIDOF YOU HOWDARE YOU COMEINTO THIS SOULOFMINE LEAVEHER ALONE you are so alone myfriend cantyousee noonecares about you theylie when theysay dothose fools listentomee tome listen to me . . . . thischaos inside icannotcontrol itatall iwantto SCREAMAND SHOUTbut icant i wantto crybut icant letgo of me setme FREE p l e a s e . . . . up uplook upMy Child iamnot faraway letyourheart beat beat beat again takemy hand myChild iwill neverleave younor forsake you myChild istill love you . . . . is that alight itsbeenso dark for solong imnot evensure what lightlooks like do i dareto hope dare tolook up up up . . . . YOU FOOL thereis nolight light doesnot exist ithought youwould have LEARNEDTHIS BY NOW theonly waytogo is down down down . . . . here iam myChild here i am take my hand please dontlook down dontlook down i still loveyou myChild ido i do . . . . i cant lookdown doi darelook up amieven worthit thelight is faint butican see it clear as day . . . . NO YOUFOOL you arenot worthy you cannot hope donteven try hope is frail youcant trust hope . . . . i surprise myself istill look up ithink maybe there is a littlehope maybethere is a little hope . . . . yes myChild there is hope still look up and see the light gets bigger warmer see me here I still love you myChild I still love you . . . . NO YOU FOOL no you fool no you fool . . . . the light is warm the light is bright i like the light i like the light . . . . no dont leaveme here alone listen to me one last time . . . . LEAVE MYCHILD ALONE myChild you are safe here in the light you are safe here in the light i still love you.

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Why iS iT So Hard? iJust Want To Drop iT All. The Past And The Sickening Memories. My addictive mind Cause iReminice About It heavily. Every day, every second iThink About it Just Crosses My mind not intentionally. When iM Sad And Blue Racing Thoughts Start running To me. The High Life Part begins to trigger Me, flashbacks Of How it all was, twacked out Plays nonstop Im maintaing my sobriety but im Worried my Manipulative side mentality blinds me.

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Sep 6, 2014

Sep 6, 2014 at 6:50 PM UTC

Pearlsmoke

why?

Why iS iT So Hard? iJust Want To Drop iT All. The Past And The Sickening Memories. My addictive mind Cause iReminice About It heavily. Every day, every second iThink About it Just Crosses My mind not intentionally. When iM Sad And Blue Racing Thoughts Start running To me. The High Life Part begins to trigger Me, flashbacks Of How it all was, twacked out Plays nonstop Im maintaing my sobriety but im Worried my Manipulative side mentality blinds me.

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when ithink on that idea that is me i question its validity

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Apr 28, 2010

Apr 28, 2010 at 12:37 PM UTC

patrick-wakefield-1

ithink

when ithink on that idea that is me i question its validity

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Now when I try to stream our verse It pauses while loading and feels rehearsed The images of you I keep downloaded in my mind now seem repressed download, upload, Refresh, so frequently they look compressed iThink iFeel Galaxy10.U swiped from my mind face first Remember we HD and pixel free, so refreshing we quenched our thirst our circuits fried, finally dried, ready, reset, I'm impressed Without you, I'm feeling much less Depressed.

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Jun 1, 2014

Jun 1, 2014 at 5:07 PM UTC

petergorwin

Pixels

Now when I try to stream our verse It pauses while loading and feels rehearsed The images of you I keep downloaded in my mind now seem repressed download, upload, Refresh, so frequently they look compressed iThink iFeel Galaxy10.U swiped from my mind face first Remember we HD and pixel free, so refreshing we quenched our thirst our circuits fried, finally dried, ready, reset, I'm impressed Without you, I'm feeling much less Depressed.

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I've never been in love before, nor has anyone ever been in love with me, I think. But I think I might be able to love you, and I think you might even decide to love me back. Not yet, of course. Right now I just like you. Right now I am just very much in like with you. And I think you're in like with me too. I think.

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Nov 7, 2016

Nov 7, 2016 at 3:04 PM UTC

isabella-rizzo

Ithink

I've never been in love before, nor has anyone ever been in love with me, I think. But I think I might be able to love you, and I think you might even decide to love me back. Not yet, of course. Right now I just like you. Right now I am just very much in like with you. And I think you're in like with me too. I think.

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Spin spin Spin Spin little doll Lacquered wood Years take their toll But you always could Dance Dance Dance Dance little doll Crimson paint Sparks in dark coal Arms in gentle faint Sing Sing sin- Little doll Night dark lips Crushed scarlet cheeks Shoulder full o’ chips Gears twist twist creeeaaak Play play PLAY Little doll girl MaSteR of THe gAMe Singing Sweetly Darkly HoLDER of-of-of-of-of thE CHAINs Spinning spinning spinning Spinspinspinspinspinspinspinspin Sp S S Singing Darkly Danceing Dar- Dark Swans SpinningSPinningSPIN Roundandroundandroundandround HeLP mE HelP ME Help ME liTTle DolL I ThInK-kkergljsenifh08q7er-k I I I Ithink I’M GOing CraZY

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Jun 9, 2019

Jun 9, 2019 at 8:35 AM UTC

eve-7

Little Doll

Spin spin Spin Spin little doll Lacquered wood Years take their toll But you always could Dance Dance Dance Dance little doll Crimson paint Sparks in dark coal Arms in gentle faint Sing Sing sin- Little doll Night dark lips Crushed scarlet cheeks Shoulder full o’ chips Gears twist twist creeeaaak Play play PLAY Little doll girl MaSteR of THe gAMe Singing Sweetly Darkly HoLDER of-of-of-of-of thE CHAINs Spinning spinning spinning Spinspinspinspinspinspinspinspin Sp S S Singing Darkly Danceing Dar- Dark Swans SpinningSPinningSPIN Roundandroundandroundandround HeLP mE HelP ME Help ME liTTle DolL I ThInK-kkergljsenifh08q7er-k I I I Ithink I’M GOing CraZY

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