i would do anything to make myself feel pretty again.
This is something make-up and pretty clothes
will not fix.
i feel like my heart is broken
and my insides are rotten-
i'd do anything just to feel pretty again.
this is something i try to forget,
change myself so it can't happen again.
i don't want to waste anymore tears
or stop feeling again,
i'd do anything to feel pretty again.
i will not let myself be played again,
you remind me why i let myself be so guarded
because this always happens,
no matter who i'm with
i just wish i fxxking felt pretty again.
was my personality not enough?
i did everything you could have asked,
i even stopped writing poetry for your a ** .
cancelled all my plans with my friends,
just in an attempt to make you happy again.
but then my grades dropped,
and i stopped being there for my friends,
because i had let it all become about you.
and now i'd do anything to be pretty again, but now I'm just like you
not pretty within.
all i think about is myself and
not caring.
i'd do anything to care about others again,
but i don't know where to draw the line because of you.
how do i love myself and others,too?
and now the cuts are back on my legs
i should've just carved your named into them instead.
lying around with no lover again,
the only time i get fxxked
is in the head.
why can't i just feel pretty again?