"forgived" poems
**A long time ago
In a land far away
There was a young girl
Whose life changed one day
For once upon a time
in the little house where she once lived
an evil came upon them
one that couldn't be forgived
through a little door
lied a happiness that couldn't be compared
but was it true?
or where her senses impaired?
a better home and nicer parents
would you sew buttons to your eyes?
stay with this new family?
even if all they say are lies?**
Nov 14, 2014
Nov 14, 2014 at 4:21 PM UTC
You never actually listen about what i have to say
Have i ever not listen to every single you left words unsaid?
Am I not being strong for us when im still seen not here but as if complaining about what my heart tears
Do you fail to realise that you were the one trying to push me away
When I was just there trying not to interfere
Why do you always say that because due to my feelings feel make me have change
When i was still the same person since the begining and never once you heard my heart whistling
So why do you say all this or is this due to what your heart actually fears
For all this while i've been kissing your forehead at nights and that didnt bothered at first
Then you kept telling me not to have feelings towards you
When actualy the truth
i've never ever ever i remember saying i love you
Its always every time we fight that I let out my feelings that you took in as excuses
Dont you see all this while ive never complained about you
Doesn't that show I praised god that he picks me to have someone as perfect as you
Could this be my very last fate written by you
For my feelings will never speak to you
If my apologies you still refuse
For Im sorry I wont speak
I love you
Till
I forgived by you
Maman Screams
Copyright 2016
28 march 2016
Mar 27, 2016
Mar 27, 2016 at 5:56 PM UTC
The broken girl,
She used to be lively once,
And love the world around her,
She used to sing and bounce,
As if she was a living princess there,
But when she grew up,
She faced the hardest truth of her life,
Her perspective of people loving the way she was changed,
She realized that she wasn't fit for the world,
In the view of everyone she was a big fat dumb ugly headed girl
No one cared how she was inside,
All wanted the ****** beauty,
She loved too much,
forgived to much,
And it always seemed that she hurt too much.
Not even her father thought her to be good,
He never saw how she starved and never even had one glass of water,
He didn't see her dying of her insecurities of being fat.
And he one day said its okay if I dont have you perfoem good,
But I want you to be thin.
It peirced her like a nail,
Forever engraved in her heart,
She would carry her scars to her grave,
She quitely swallowed her tears,
And thought that his father want a beautiful thin little girl as her daughter,
Not her.
She had never said anything about anyone's,
Physical appearances,
Never blamed anyone,
Took all the blame on herself ,
But yet people commented about her face,
Her smile,
How it looked like a rat,
People always criticized her,
And she swallowed it everytime
Thinking it to be her fault.
Not mentioning about her scars,
And how she waited for everyone,
But no one turned up in that storm of hers,
Her friends got ****** at her and left?
Doesn't she has the right to live her own life?
Is physical beauty everything?
Why?
She was broken from inside,
Even tinier than those atoms of chemistry,
Where bonds were stronger,
She knew she wasn't fit for this world of dogs,
And always questioned god why he had sent her where she can't bear the pain?
Where people even with her beating heart and flesh,
wasn't satisfied,
They wanted her to be the way they want,
To crumble her into ashes,
Where only her essnce of lost attle would linger.
Sh knew only she can bear that much of pain,
No one can go through it ,
yet she blamed herself for noone loved her ,
No one could help her get up.
Everyone ditched her,
Evem with her walls up high,
She cared too much,
She didnt go close to anyone,
Be it physically or emotionally
But still she was crumbled
And got entangled in the confusion
Of how rude this world was
And wanted to die..
To live since she believed she wasnt worth it.
No one stayed with her not even her friends, her lover her parents.
She was left alone .
Each and everytime.
She was hurt but smiled with that broken smile.
Jul 14, 2015
Jul 14, 2015 at 7:53 AM UTC
Come to my garden where all are free..
No one judges from what you see..
Come to my garden where all can live..
Never Judged and always forgived..
Come to my garden no matter who you are..
Race and creed are never a part..
Come to my garden and take a taste..
Where life and dreams are never a waste
Come to my garden and sit and share..
Your lifes ambitions where people care..
Come to my garden where there's only love..
From a place in life that comes from above..
Mar 31, 2010
Mar 31, 2010 at 1:28 PM UTC
What I find the most out landing
Is the way you left me standing
In the tears you let me shed
Alone at night in my own bed
It’s funny, you see
How YOU got the best of me
And every day I try to think
About what I saw inside that wink
And when I come to think about it
There isn’t a thing I miss one bit
Because you ignored me for your friends
And the hurting would never end
Because you always told me you fought
And soon it then became a thought
That maybe you really were trying
Maybe you weren’t lying
But during this manipulation
I also had some fluctuation
With all of my different moods
And what could count for food
But I refused to see
That you couldn’t be the one for me
Because as you’d always say
You would never run away
Please take notice
As I choke this
Rhyme onto these pages
I’m done paying my wages
To a ‘man’ who couldn’t be
Or grow up enough to see
That love was not a game
And I was not one to tame
I give him credit, he did try
But when the tears came to my eyes
He wasn’t strong enough to lift
The pieces as my mind fell adrift
Don’t get me wrong though
I wish there’d be no awkward hellos
Or shifted glances
But I’ll take my chances
On taking initiative
Hell, I’ve already forgived
Because I now know it wasn’t made to be
It just took awhile for me to see
Finally, I can now move on
I am no longer your pawn
So king me
Cause I am free
Oct 26, 2011
Oct 26, 2011 at 11:46 PM UTC
They said how your heart races and butterflies developing your stomach only happens when someone you love is holding you
I used to have that
except that was not past no longer part of me butterflies rise so high I feel anxious
I used to miss that his lips hands touch boys and sense of security he gave me
he has it rough that doesn't mean I don't care for him anymore I still think of him everyday but he played me like a broken violin that lost their strength has only Few Strings left because it was left in the attic untouched in the banded and alone I was played used and dissected to see vulnerable parts of myself
I was naked the countless amounts of mistakes he made I always forgived Him because then I could not imagine not being with him and I know I look young when I'm tired of hearing that typical
"Your to young you don't know what love is" because let me tell you you don't know how I feel you almost finished had because you're not me
the definition of love doesn't come from a number called age or even the number of weight or the number and in jeans
Mar 11, 2015
Mar 11, 2015 at 11:04 PM UTC
Loves a fragile thing he said
You're my bestfriend she said
Months go by,
Seasons pass,
I devote my life to you,
All you want is my ***
You called me after each class,
Telling me how much you loved me,
How you couldn't wait till you got home,
Home,
You said I was your home,
Your only place to go,
The girl of his dreams,
Beyond of beauty queen,
I held onto those words,
Hoping the world has changed,
Praying this man wouldn't play that game,
You started drinking more often than not,
Got high with friends,
Then you forgot,
Forgot about me, myself and I,
That a whole world exsisted out of reach in your intoxicated form,
I forgave & and forgived for months,
We'd fight after you'd leave the party,
Your hands finding my lower back,
Your thumbs pressing into my hips,
The stain of alcohol on your breath,
You'd lean your forehead into mine,
Whispering darling everything's gonna be fine,
I believed,
Your sister said she loved me,
You transferred to a school in New York,
My lover the archeologist,
Spending his days digging up old dead stuff,
But he never found our love on his escapades,
We video chatted everyday,
I didn't have the money to drive that far,
Your parents had your car,
The distance started growing,
More than the miles between us,
The fire we had now I dull roar,
You supriesed me at the movies,
But all you did was bring hell,
All I wanted was a hand to hold,
A chest to lay on,
All you wanted was a breast to *****
And a hand to feel me up with,
Your hand slithered its serpenty hand,
Down my floral shirt,
Found its way to my ******
Making it hurt,
I thought I wanted this,
I THOUGHT I WANTED THIS,
My heart began to race,
As your hand found the lace,
Hugging my hips,
I excused myself to the bathroom,
I haven't seen you since,
I thought I wanted this sexually atmosphere,
I thought this was the love all girls wanted,
*** is lovely,
When your not a young naive stupid little girl
Mar 28, 2015
Mar 28, 2015 at 12:17 PM UTC
You're a pimple on the face of society
You came from under a rock
All you cause me is anxiety
So the fact that I hate you shouldn't come as a shock.
In the beginning, I worshipped your ground
I thought you were so hot
But you don't deserve me is what I found
A perfect match for me you're not
Don't think because I'm still here
Everything you do is
forgived
Contempt is all I have for you dear
Everything you've done in my dreams are relived
I'm only biding time
Until the time is right
Revenge will be mine
Your misery will be MY delight
You're gonna be be ******* in a ***
If you're lucky that is
God's gift to women you're not
More than likely the sidewalk is where you'll be taking a ****
If you're not yet in the grave
You're certainly going that way
All you know how to do is misbehave
A *** is what you really portray
Jun 30, 2018
Jun 30, 2018 at 10:12 AM UTC