"doesent" poems
In my deepest moments
i can feel the fear rushing in
i can feel my pain is rising up
i can feel my doubt
coming in faster than ever
and i can feel the weight
of all the words holding me up
by my throat
Giving me no room to breath
and i can feel the hope
leaving me!
these things that used to make me happy
are the only reason for these tears....
yes, i know how it feels
when youve dug yourself so deep
in regret that you cant see....
.... the joy thats been stripped from your life.....
and see
its only harder when
you dont even listen to .....
a word i say
it doesent make it easier
when you dont EVEN KNOW WHO I AM...
ANYMORE....
but when i finally hit my limits
i realize,
that theres a hope beyond
this... crazy pain.
that even in the mist
of your devastation
even in the depths
of your pain,
EVEN in the middle
of your fear,
even in the loneliness of your past,
EVEN
in the loudest
shouting of your crys
in the times
when your pain......
brings your only comfort
...there is yet a hope left uncoverd
Mar 13, 2013
Mar 13, 2013 at 11:52 PM UTC
What am i doing?
As i am pacing i wonder
he feels so good, yet its so wrong....
i cant help but want him this badly..
who am i? ..willing to do just about anything for him to show any kind of affection.
But you see, he would just be playing with a toy
because to him, thats all i represent
but i love him so i let him through me around
and stuff me in a toy box full of other used, dusty broken toys as he goes on playing with a new one he found because he got tierd of me...
so i just wait and watch as he thinks this used toy doesent see..
Feb 7, 2013
Feb 7, 2013 at 10:38 PM UTC
Hearing from a old friend
is always such a thrill
bringing forth the memories
of times that were so clear
to share lifes experience
with one whom lives so far
the distance doesent matter
just the closeness of the hearts
like best friends sitting on the porch
calling out the stars
yet often more like ships
passing in the fog
we carry on our lives journeys
but always checking in
to share a bit of wisdom
and a happy grin
Dec 15, 2015
Dec 15, 2015 at 8:55 PM UTC
To be sad
Is to mourn over
Death
As decorated
With your crest
It means that
That's all thats left
And you
Are gone
You sure do
Look good
In the moonlight
For the moon
Doesent die
And it glows
To remember you
And tells all the stars
About your life
As your bearing
May hang
From its crest
Of a crescent
May 27, 2019
May 27, 2019 at 9:24 PM UTC
there once was a caterpillar feeling very strange as in to a butterfly he began to change.
first he grow his wings with colors oh so bright flapping them together until his wings took flight.
now hes very happy and doesent mind the change now hes very beautiful and hes no longer strange.
Feb 14, 2010
Feb 14, 2010 at 5:09 AM UTC
i cant take this anymore
every where i turn, theres always something..
im doing my best, trying to honor God in every way,
trying to be a good sisster, a good friend, a good daughter.....
im just so god **** confused!!
cant you see ive come so far from where i was?
i dont even know what to say anymore....
ive run out of words to make you happy..
no matter how much i do right, it doesent matter to you....
youll find my flaws, even if you have to hurt me to do it...
will you ever just listen?
i guess not....
Feb 22, 2013
Feb 22, 2013 at 1:43 AM UTC
i have a little cat a thoughtful chap is he
every now and then brings presents in for me
sometimes its a bird sometimes its a mouse
he leaves them every where all around the house.
he thinks that it is kind bringing gifts for me
though it rather cruel this he doesent see
it is just his instinct. something that cats do.
but i love him so and he loves me too
Apr 15, 2015
Apr 15, 2015 at 3:16 PM UTC
everywhere is flooding with the rain and snow
in each and every place every where you go
people getting stranded in the snow so white
tempreture has dropped colder is the night
global warming changing each and everyday
altering our nature from its normal way
pollution taken over nothing is the same
destroying mother nature it is such a shame.
it is getting worse each and everywhere
pollution is still there no one seems to care
we must carry on we dont have a choice
nature has no say it doesent have a voice
Mar 5, 2018
Mar 5, 2018 at 6:06 PM UTC
there was a caterpillar feeling very strange.
as in to a butterfly he began to change.
first he grew his wings with colors oh so bright.
flapping them together until his wings took flight.
.
now he is very happy and doesent mind the change.
such a lovely buttefly and no longer strange
Jan 26, 2015
Jan 26, 2015 at 10:52 AM UTC
Forget her , its all she wants
Dont think about her
She does'nt think of you
Dont worry about Her
She doesent care for u
Dont miss her
She's doing well without you
She's moved on
So should you
Aug 15, 2016
Aug 15, 2016 at 10:43 AM UTC
*Since youl left me baby
I drink too much
I dont eat enough
I hardly sleep at all
my phone in my hand
I write long sad text to you
and never hit send.
It keeps my shaking hands busy.
looking at my ceiling
its like a movie screeen
I play videos of the other us.
who did not fight drink wine
and hurl insults like grenades.
theres you serene and beautiful
me with a neat haircut
Hey I am holding our baby.
it fades and just the noise
from a police car siren screams
in the inner city street.
I light a cigarette.
the smoke cools my mood.
I am empty and desolate
I want to pray to a god
to turm me into the dude in the
ceiling video.
but he doesent hear me.
in the morning
I look into the mirror
over the bathroom sink.
I want to blame you
For the delipadeted wreck
that stares back at me
look at that he has tears
Streaming down his face.
I cant blame you
as hard as I try.
It was my fault.
only mine.
Mea culpa....Mea maxima culpa
(my fault..my most grievous fault)*9
Sep 1, 2015
Sep 1, 2015 at 11:30 AM UTC
i have a little cat a thoughtful chap is he
every now and then brings presents in for me
sometimes its a bird sometimes its a mouse
he leaves them every where all around the house.
he thinks that it is kind bringing gifts for me
though it rather cruel this he doesent see
it is just his instinct. something that cats do.
but i love him so and he loves me too
Dec 11, 2014
Dec 11, 2014 at 8:08 AM UTC