"dehiscence" poems
Altered by the winds laced with a threnody tune,
life in the northern woods will never be the same without its bloom.
The deceased puppet master continues to pull the strings of the dehiscence heart,
one of this game is forced to take part.
The ears of an indecisive mind take in the plaintive sound,
which provides an ongoing reminder of how these feet are forever bound to this ground.
With the chances of escaping this monochromatic box slims,
one might begin to take a swim.
The ideal way of living becomes a compromise,
the old personality leaves only the eyes.
Shed away in a abscission fashion,
and along with that goes all the passion.
Sitting down to confabulate with a higher knowledge,
carry on the dreams of going to college.
Storybook barriers leave no saltant mood.
Being passed by society is quite rude.
A misnomer indeed,
being labeled wrong because of greed.
Hunger of such has taken a life,
of one upon a lake that was never a wife.
Letters that hold such wicked silence,
that can never be undone even with science.
This blue body surrounded by an invisible malediction,
or maybe that is all just fiction.
He has nothing left from his unmanly lies,
upon keeping secrets he thinks he is wise.
Knowing it all is never enough,
but with an abecedarian brain on might just call it a bluff.
Eventually farewells must be given without hate,
and one might hope to return as if all was in a somniferous state.
Jun 15, 2013
Jun 15, 2013 at 11:57 PM UTC
I remember when I was six there
was a hint of it
even then.
I was six.
Six and already acting as if!
trying to catch a setting sun.
As if
a last apricot
snapped of its thin, pendulant
node, were falling into
abscission, and the pulp, and the flame
orange
flesh, and the
seeds
about to rupture.
Would lay an open hand, one hand
(I think my right)—lay it on
the frail bark of a tree
outside, together, alone. As if
even then
asking the skin
of what rises and holds
organic and tall the
living and strong
not to peel away
leave me.
As if I thought
I don’t know who was beyond,
watching.
But laid it there, still, all popely
and saintly and, really, quite foolishly.
I was six.
Six, and wondered,
had somebody
watched?
I don’t remember what I wanted.
But a trace of something
important
remains
ruptured in me. As if
all along I had known
not to hold out the hands. Known
I am six-teen years later.
Mar 27, 2012
Mar 27, 2012 at 5:47 PM UTC
There.
Right below my sternum,
That’s where you want to make the incision.
Cut it out of me, please.
I want to see if this dark thing inside of me
Is as ugly as it feels.
Feb 10, 2023
Feb 10, 2023 at 4:43 AM UTC
Dehiscence of war,
The spent shell is the split gourd.
Dry fruit of dry years.
May 12, 2019
May 12, 2019 at 1:41 AM UTC