look at me.
i am afraid to see,
if i am me.
two worlds,
i see.
two minds,
in me.
yet none of them,
are true to me.
i am afraid of me.
am i  me?
only time will tell.
whether.
i'll be free.

the feeling of emptiness
haunts me
the smile you see
is not really me
unfortunately
I appear to be
the happy me
you don't get to see
that side of me
where all i do
is think of me
the unhappy me
is all i see
my thoughts
are no more
than the
death of me.