"coronaries" poems
They burst upwards
All around this evening
There and there and there
Trees, Trees, Trees
Smashing through soil
To a darkening sky
Limbs and fingers and hands
Trunk and twig
Coiling coronaries
Pressed to the sky’s last
Etchings
Monoliths
Earths loud art
Not solemn
Not peace filled
This evening
Trees , Trees, Trees
Explode from the earth
Like Kraken from the ocean
Belittling
Reminding us
Trees Trees Trees
Four hundred million years
Before you breathed
Trees Trees Trees
Apr 12, 2021
Apr 12, 2021 at 5:23 PM UTC
Intertwine our pulmonaries
Pull tight, tie together our coronaries
My superior vena cava resting near yours
Hear that, the sound of opening ventricle doors
Beautiful looking aortas fixed
Winding together as a double helix
This heart of mine will skip a beat
Just so my arrhythmia and yours might meet
This ticker will only continue to tick
If next to yours it may stick
Not a murmur because of bad health
A murmuring of loves bountiful wealth
Atrium to atrium, heart to heart:
Blood's continual pumping, so long as our valves never part.
Dec 24, 2012
Dec 24, 2012 at 6:44 PM UTC
your body is my habitual enclave,
I know the roads, the routes, the rails,
the way it sparks in the night, how it creaks with the sun.
I coast your body like a map,
the compass in my palm quivers, the needle
whirls and swivels, disoriented, north left behind.
instead I will globe-trot through your anatomy,
with no concerns of foreign lands, with languages
of gibberish and people unfamiliar.
first, I will plunge into your shoulders,
gape at the brawn, the vastness,
compare them to the beautiful mountains seen in Colorado.
next, I will huddle in the wool of your torso,
stealing a quick snooze,
submerged in the berceuse of your coronaries.
afterward, I will drift among your hands,
skipping among the grooves,
stumbling upon the calluses.
then, I will float among your lips,
stealing speckles of salt while playfully
greeting your lingual.
and, and, and, my darling, this adventure
will exhaust me.
so I will traverse back, through your lips, your hands,
your torso, your shoulders, until
I come to my favorite monument.
they are waves full of sapphire, clashing among
charcoal thunderstorms, dancing along
fields of jade.
two orbs of magnificence (and mine)
you will smile, and ask how the journey was,
and I will reply, as always:
“unforgettable”
May 14, 2013
May 14, 2013 at 9:03 PM UTC
"What do you wish for?"
Stunned, I remain silenced.
Tapping the pencil, tilting my head;
think. Fast. Now.
Nothing came to my mind but extinguishing
the very thought of you.
I decided to grant my own solitary wish.
And so, I wrote. I wrote you.
I wrote all verbal poetry exchanged.
I wrote all smirks and grins you've let escape.
I wrote the mere change in your voice tone
when you called my name.
I wrote, because writing was my only savior.
I wrote you, my darling,
into ***** crumbled sheets of yellow paper.
Rolling them up like those cigs enveloped by your lips,
I embedded each one to my heart's core,
one after the other, stroke after stroke,
and I started bleeding all over.
My final endurance, hallelujah, this was it!
I detached my heart from all that's connected to it,
I almost died.
I gathered up what has remained from my frail soul
and fed it into my coronaries,
just to keep it pumping yet.
Removing it gently, I dug up a hole in the dirt
and slowly placed it. Here it was,
you, lying in utter chaos.
I was devoid of it.
Devoid of what made me who I am.
I was motionless, dull-eyed, insipid.
I continued my life this way
the moment I decided to bury you alive.
Jan 8, 2016
Jan 8, 2016 at 2:17 PM UTC
As I inhale,
I catch your breath
next to mine in the hallway,
your hands
are covered in blue veins
and you tell me
about the amygdala
and the chemicals
in our brains.
I tell you how
there are subtleties
in the dark coronaries,
there is a linger
that assembles in the blood
before it takes in the breath,
there are secrets to the cells
and the capillaries.
Your hands are shaking
a small bit, pale and blue,
in the middle of the hallway.
I grab them,
you close your eyes,
I know you wish you were elsewhere,
but you must remember
this life is a caricature
of biology;
we are all elsewhere -
I wish I could tell you,
that all I want to do is stratify you,
lay you out across millennia,
until you are everywhere
in every rock
every mineral.
Tell you to remember,
our birth is before the first day;
we are
the light
before
the dawn breaks -
we are circulated
me and you,
like breath,
like the morning star,
effortlessly,
orbiting -
do you think we would fall off
if the earth stopped spinning?
“I do wonder
if there would still be oxygen”
Aug 6, 2013
Aug 6, 2013 at 9:10 AM UTC
Then take me.
Reach out and wrap yourself around me,
Press your heart to mine, connect coronaries.
I'm not going to be the first one to leap
I'm too clumsy, I'll fall over my own feet,
And crash, tumbling at yours.
Thinking is a bad idea.
You need to catch me before I fall.
Jun 26, 2011
Jun 26, 2011 at 10:55 AM UTC
Thoughts of ancient visions and past tribulations
leave uncovered scabs on my soul,
vulnerably marking it like Cain's.
Unknown forces move me to replay situations of what was and no longer is.
Ghosts,
pulsing through my coronaries,
leave me with a burning sensation
that isolates me in yesterday.
Catharsis is a joke.
Each hour or year I absorb my sins and the sins of the world.
They are beginning to clot,
And the tears do nothing but inflame my eyes and my conscience.
Hark! conscience- swollen,
swollen like a cancerous infection of the mind
surging through my neurons,
covering them with concrete as it claims them.
There is no purging.
Quiet fears leap from my mind and
Trickle down my neck,
Clinging to hair follicles as they creep,
Slowly
Tearing
At my focus.
I shiver.
With apprehension
Of a potentially empty tomorrow,
I tremble at the thought of satanic beings.
Catharsis is a sick joke.
Feb 13, 2014
Feb 13, 2014 at 6:04 PM UTC