"biss" poems
Ma
Inħobbok
Mhux dejjem naraw għajn b’għajn
Imma nħobbok
Naf li dejjem pruvajt mill-aħjar li stajt
Biex tagħtini dak li int qatt ma ngħatajt
Imma sfortunatament mhux dejjem irnexxilek
Il-Mulej mhux dejjem provdilek
Jien qatt m’għidtlek meta nqasstni
Meta bin-nuqqas tiegħek warrabtni
Qatt ma ridt niksirlek qalbek
U ngħidlek li ħadd mhu qed jisma talbek
Imma iva Ma,
Weġġgħajt
Għaddejt minn ħafna u int ma taf b’ xejn
Alla ħares tkun taf kif u x’ fatta u fejn
Bħalek Ma,
Għaddejt minn dak li m’ għandu jgħaddi ħadd
Ġarrabt id-dlam
U bkejt fis-solitudni
Imma issa Ma
Sa fl-ahhar...
Inħoss li sibt il-kuntentizza
Inħoss li qbadt it-trejqa li qed nibni jien
Ma rridx nibqa naħbilek iktar
Għajjejt nigdeb u nħaref
Allura għidtlek
Ma flaħtx inżomm iktar
U għidtlek
Kienet diffiċli għax kont beżgħana
Imma ridt naqsam din l-aħbar ferħana
Stennejt li ser tifhimni
Stennejt li xorta waħda ser tibqa tħobbni
Imma
Ir-reazzjoni tiegħek ma kienetx dik li stennejt
Ma kienetx dik li f’ moħħi pinġejt
Għalfejn Ma?
Għalfejn ma tridnix?
Għalfejn mhux taċċettani?
Għidli Ma
Lil min inħobb ma għandux jaffettwa kemm inti tħobb lili
Lil min inħobb ma għandux inessik li jien xorta waħda bintek
Mara offritli dak li dejjem fittixt
Mara għallmitni nagħraf x’inhi l-imħabba
Mara urietni kif jidher id-dawl fost id-dlam
Mara qed tgħini nsir inħobb lili nnifsi
Iva Ma
Inħobb mara
U mhux raġel
Għalfejn qed tħares lejja b’ dak il-mod Ma?
B’ ħarsa ta’ diżappunt
B’ ħarsa ta’ diżgust
Bintek għadni Ma
L-istess **** li kont tgħannaq miegħek
Meta kont tħoss li d-dinja qed tikrolla
L-istess **** li kont tiftaħar tgħid li hi tiegħek
Lil kull min taf meta tilmaħni fost il-folla
Ħobbni Ma
Nitolbok
L-istess għadni
Biss, ħrigt mill-moħba
15/10/2018
Dec 9, 2018
Dec 9, 2018 at 6:35 AM UTC
Everything has gone mad
Everyone has what I had
Depression, agony, pain
Let's all board the misery train!
I was young I was lonely
I was imaginary
Alone
So alone
So sickeningly alone
I liked it better though
Than when they hurt me
No one would see
So I didn't tell
I knew they couldn't tell
No one would tell
I rather-ed hell
There was no justice
None ever since
Yet I don't whine
You won't see those years of mine
Because I didn't show off sadness
I grew out of the madness
It's your turn
Hide your burns
If you say you want to die
Stop prolonging it, easy enough, say goodbye
But you won't, you want Attention
So you'll mention
Whatever it is
To be in the school's show biss
Don't tell me "I'm a liar
I don't know what I'm saying
It's not as bad as someone else's pain!"
I don't feel bad
In fact it drives me mad
**** yourself or don't
But I won't
Let you
Drag me
Where
I've
Already been
Apr 17, 2013
Apr 17, 2013 at 5:33 PM UTC
The domino effect of positive energy sources from your smile like a flowing river in spring
Tilting your head slightly to the side and letting yur spaghetti hair cascade to your shoulders
Soft eyes the color of clouds blanketing the skies of Great Britain filled with empathy and tranquility
A voice dripping with a Brighton accent
Smooth and sweet like pure maple syrup drizzling off a stack of fluffy buttermilk pancakes
Your laughter powerful enough to supply a whole city with energy
My little Goldielocks,
Growing up before our eyes
You were just a shy little fanboy praying to posters on walls
Mayday Parade, Sum 41, and My Chemical Romance creating the Holy Trinity of Punk that you adored so much
Who knew you would be touring cross the world with your little pop punk band,
Opening for your heroes.
Your guitar sheds tales of sleepless nights due to long hours of practice
Tales of channeling blood, sweat and tears to create powerful lyrics
Tales of performances and tou pranks pulled with your four best mates
An anthology of memories that endlessly grows as As It Is explores new worlds
But don't worry
We will always love our kangaro racist ostrich
Oh Benji boy,
A new chapter is being typed up in your autobiography:
The chronicles of Benjamin Biss
You have gained a siamese twin to look after and care for
The pic to your guitar that you carry with you all the time
A shadow to follow and stand with you
The energy card to your Charizard
A wonderful wife to enjoy life with
Bissington,
With love I say this to you
Change that Never Happy, Ever After to a Happily Ever After and remember
Stay posi bro
Apr 18, 2016
Apr 18, 2016 at 7:27 PM UTC