Mentally selfish.
Emotionally broken.
Physically scared.
The devils token.

Slaughter of happiness.
****** of hearts.
Strictly demented.
Your torn apart.

Pain as satisfaction.
Madness is all’s strength.
A want to give up.
But you’ve left it to faith.

I look at you,
And I miss the feelings.
The feeling I felt,
When you’d be near me.
The feeling I felt
When you’d say my name.
The feeling I felt
When you looked into my eyes.

Butterflies in my stomach,
A drummer pounding my heart.
It just doesn’t feel the same.

Cause when I see your smile,
I know its from him.

Your eyes were like an ocean,
Beautiful but yet so cold.
They brought me happiness,
But made my pain feel bold.

Your touch was all I wanted,
It made me feel so safe
But yet its what broke me
And its stuck as a crave.