Vanessa Escopin

Vanessa Escopin Mar 2016

I don't have the right to whine nor rant.
I am just me.
Me, that trying to understand everybody
Trying to be good even if I wanted to yell at someone

Sometimes I just wished I'll just die
Coz I'm tired of ****
Tired to understand people's situation
Tired to cry everytime I get angry

I'm so tired.
Please let me rest in peace
Peace of mind or
Peace of soul.
Both will be in His favor.

Is it bad to wished I'll just die?

Vanessa Escopin Mar 2016

Broke

Promises that you said
Promises that I held in to
Promises that I kept
Promises that you broke
Promises that vanished.

You said we'll spend forever together.
But where are you now?
You're with your new girl.

I'll pray for you.

My friend' emotions I created it as a poetry.

Vanessa Escopin Mar 2016

Nycthopilia

I always loved to;
To be alone in the dark
But someone give light.

I love darkness because I'll be able to see light. It clears my mind.

Vanessa Escopin Mar 2016

Gone

Drifting away like the clouds in the sky
Drifting away like the leaves on the ground
Drifting away like those planes in the sky
Drifting away like the raindrops on leaves
Drifting away like the light in the dark
Drifting away the girl whom once became their friend
Drifting away the woman who's strong but gone weak
She's drifting away...
Drifting away from everyone.

She's once so strong but everyone breaks her. Gone is the girl. Gone.

Vanessa Escopin Mar 2016

Can't Think Straight

I put my earphones on and turn on the playlist.
Hard rock.
I need this.
My mind need to think something else.
That something is Myself.
No.
A child is crying on my right.
There's two people that keeps talking on my left side.
And all around me, I heard vehicles sound and every beep of each.
People shouting.
Cold night.
Traffic.
Lights of every post and every building I see.
I need this.
I need to distract myself.

Vanessa Escopin Feb 2016

Balang araw.

Balang araw,
Hindi na ko masasaktan pag nakikita ko ang mga larawan nyong magkasama.
Balang araw,
Hindi na ko magseselos dahil lagi kayong magkasama.
Balang araw,
Ngingiti na lang ako pag makikita ko kayo.

Walang halong pait, selos at lungkot.

Dahil balang araw,
Hindi ko na rin kayo maaalala.
Hindi ko na kayo makikita.
Hindi na ko malulungkot dahil namimiss ko kayo.

Kasi una pa lang,
Kinalimutan nyo na ako.
Kinalimutan nyo ako, na kaibigan nyo noon.

Huwag kayong mag alala,
Hindi ko kayo makakalimutan dahil hindi ako madaling makalimot.
Pero darating din ang panahon na hinding-hindi na ko malulungkot dahil sa hindi ako naaalala ng mga kaibigan ko.

Balang araw mangyayari din yun. Balang araw.

Lagi kong nakikita ang mga kaibigan ko na magkasama. Malayo sila. At naiwan ako. Ang babaw ko para sa gantong bagay nagseselos at nalulungkot ako. Normal pa ba ako?

#friends #poem #poetry #poet #friendship #kaibigan #hugot

Vanessa Escopin Feb 2016

love

When I was a kid my definition of the word love is,
Like a rosary full of mystery.
Yes it is.
But love is also selfless
love is not blind, it sees but it don't mind
love is unconditional
love is the most dangerous feeling.

Love is when you feel like crying cos he/she's mad at you.
Love don't mind the height, weight, age and level in life.
As long as you love a person, you love them.

But love is uncontrollable,
you feel hurt when you love.
Hurt, pain will always be there as long as you love.

There are lots of meaning in the world LOVE.
Love is unexplainable feeling.

#love #poetry #poet #meaning #gugma