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sw333ta 1d
I am yearning for what is to be met
Oh that feeling
The feeling I get
Almost like a high, once again
I am floating
Floating up in a cloud
Down
Up and there we go again
But this time
I am actually dying…
Slowly
My breath becomes shallow
Not like the deep end of a pool
I pinch myself to see, feel (or even touch)
What I feel is real
Skin to skin
Cheek to cheek
Freckles to mouth
I’ll see you in the south
Yet I am still yearning
The touch of your hand bend to bend
Beneath it all under your bed
Within all your secrets
I cannot bear to stand behind it all
Reaching out for a new
It’s crude to think I don’t yearn for you.
sw333ta Dec 2024
i hope you come to none
it’s done
i’m done it’s done
well done
well gone
well played well stayed
i cant wait
for what’s next
to an end
i just can put the done in its one
over due what can you loose?
just like a drug
i give you a shove
to what is none of done
and what can’t wait can’t say
and what i say is great
to what i’ve Lund
to what is done
Lund to a crud
i give you a shove
but more harder bigger worser
i heard ya but i don’t know ya
i don’t wanna get a good
if i could i would
but i should
and i would
but i could
and i did hope.
i wrote this in 2022 ;)
sw333ta Dec 2024
picking flowers off your nonchalance
i can't stand it
i can't stand here
it's very clear
that you don't want me here
but what it does
its like giving you a shove
stop comparing
stop caring
like a drug
it makes you almost like a rug
except i'm dragging you out of the ruck
into the trash
out in a bag
but what else could you have done?
i don't know
sw333ta Dec 2024
sometimes i miss you
but i just don't know who
sometimes i miss you in ways you cannot even fathom
in ways you could never wrap your head around
i have it down in writing
but it's not like you used to
i get mad at the small things
exactly like you used to
but i guess i'm just used to that
it's like that feeling when your hands
feel like their wrapped around my neck
gripping so f'king hard
i can't breathe
eventually that all started to stop
then i eventually drop down
into a void
a void of all my bodies
piled up
into one big mess of spilled soup
drooping...
and then i'm swimming in something far deep and away
into a cloud of just nothing.
i love you

— The End —