why do I always ask myself
is this
the most ..cked up
I ve ever been
when I m too ..ucked up to know?
(hey, maybe I m not fcked up??
maybe this is the way humans feel
all the time
maybe this normal and everyone else
is fcked up!)
(lost the thought, what was I thinking, anyway? aaAAH,)
why do I always ask myself
is this...???